note 2rd on Hometown Journey: trains ticket ready.

last night baby refused to play any games, but watching animation online. later he got heat. i hold him watching movie “Alice in wonderland” before slept earlier. i postpone to buy trains ticket in the night, but sorted stuff from web&backup to dvds. in the night i again slept&lost in lengthy dreams. this morning the grandma came over to attend baby at home. i got my tickets for hometown journey from the railway station box office around 9am. i will left Qiqihar, the city i never like, on Apr 28th, 2010, and arrive my hometown village on the last day of April if nothing disturbing in the journey. this again a brilliant morning. i stayed in office for the last work day in the week. i saw bliss of God, as well as of my girl zhou, for whom i searched via cyberspace for so many years, with whom we will at least have a twin babies in coming years that soon, and who follows me the best. God, sees my love for u, for ur Heaven, for my beloved, my passed dad, my baby son in growth, Masheng the Japanese Crowned Queen of mine, my girls that’s praying for our reunion in their prime time. God, save me from eagerness for my new life ahead, like the marvelous booming summer season in my hometown, central China! http://amplify.com/u/4xay

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buzzed ema to withdraw some money from my salary, which adds another 300rmb this month for unknow reason, to buy ticket this night. post the cause and status on my hometown journey to my blogs, including qq chat history with baby’s mom, emakingir. http://amplify.com/u/4w7o

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read&download while impatiently waiting for loan from QRRS to buy dell notebook for baby son. i ordered a dell Studio14D-158 at noon online in office, but the deputy director all time absent. in dorm restless for joy&hope in the journey and new equipment of the dell and my acer notebook. then found the simply way to cease the anxious is to join baby right now. so bring most of my accessory in the dorm to return to baby’s mom’s home, later than 9pm. baby glad to see me. – yesterday http://amplify.com/u/4w7l

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tried to contact the high rank in QRRS, a Zhou, in ema’s house, then shift to office&continued to buzz him. all failed. found the deputy director in office, but he retreated from his last promise, deny any support in loan for my journey, but suggested at my own cost then pay back traffic fee after i returned. buzzed ema to withdraw some money from my salary, which adds another 300rmb this month for unknow reason, to buy ticket this night. post the cause and status on my hometown journey to my http://amplify.com/u/4w7h

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note 1st in the countdown of hometown journey

lingered in office while impatient for action of hometown journey. the company, QRRS, tried to block my plan to equip baby son a new dell notebook for his games while his dad absent from him, by defying withdrawing in advance atop the rich&meaningful travel while i penniless now, likely retreated from the promise i gained in my first contact with a high rank of the company. dog system of China surveillance tried to ruin my joy of the journey, but they doomed to fail.

hopefully i will launch in the last day of April, as scheduled&granted by God. God, let me leaving with my acer notebook, and baby equipped with his new toy, a dell Studio 思跃™ 14 (Studio14D-158), a best gift from baby’s American pre-engaged.

hope baby staying a happy life with all relaxation and business after the department while i enjoy sunburn in my hometown, central China. God, grant the glory and elation we deserve in this brave leaping operation.

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a chat with baby’s mom on Chinese inferior

me: http://configure.ap.dell.com/dellstore/config.aspx?oc=studio14d-158&c=cn&l=zh&s=dhs&cs=cndhs1 这是我订购的机型。

3:46 PM 我可能全额购买，你要保证楚甲百分百随时能用上这个机器。一回家就给他开机准备好，我弄了高清电视线，它可以同时看视频和游戏，一本挂两屏。

3:47 PM 正式场合你用它，平时干活就用神舟的吧。

3:48 PM 我带宏基的回家。

谁对我去幼儿园看我儿子有看法？

3:49 PM 我去是鼓励儿子好日子慢慢来，不要着急，怕无聊。

3:50 PM 关于游戏对儿童的好处，我昨天给你发了一个网摘。在你邮箱里。

3:53 PM http://www.google.com/chat/video/thankyou.html?hl=en 到这里安装gtalk，开始视频聊。

5 minutes

3:58 PM me: http://tools.google.com/tools/dlpage/res/talkvideo/done.html?hl=en

4:03 PM http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/109008.htm 游戏治愈自闭儿童。

ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video

ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video

http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/109008.htm 游戏治愈自闭儿童。

4:04 PM ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video

4:05 PM ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video

4:07 PM 怎么现在不能直接聊了？你可能又删了，快视频聊啊。

我发了邀请，你接啊。

在吗？

4:10 PM 重启一下浏览器看看

4:11 PM 你能看见文字吗？回话呀

4:13 PM 你加我吧，dabbog@gmail.com ，在chat下面的输入框输入这个邮址，邀请聊天就行了。

5 minutes

4:18 PM ema king 王华: 没有chat选项

4:19 PM me: 没有就算了，网上交流也有基本礼仪，不要以为祸害人就没后果。

ema king 王华: 视频聊天错误恢复重

4:20 PM 不聊就不聊

me: 你要什么明说，神都知道，耍小手腕只会自食其果。

ema king 王华: 那你就少指示我

4:21 PM me: 我不指示你，但是交流的时候彼此要有意义，不是浪费在姿态或猫腻上。

ema king 王华: 我一天就陪着你试呀

4:23 PM 你一天没固定工做，我还有活那

me: 我明白的告诉你，即使我一辈子见不上我儿子，我也不会跟我儿子分开。你不要以为在这个可以奇货自居。

4:24 PM 我不要求你跟不跟我交流，我就要求交流的时候是诚意的。

ema king 王华: 我整天盯着这页呀

4:25 PM 我发信息你不也有没回的么

就你自己重要呀

4:26 PM me: 不要浪费在细枝末节上，你代表的中国教育在这上面的徒劳还少吗？世界永远不会容忍这样的浪费，

4:27 PM 可以不交流，像中国人或胡锦涛那样的耍小心眼，一点前途没有。

4:28 PM 中国人内耗就是这样的，这些人都得去死！

4:29 PM 你要什么自己明白，说出来也吓不倒谁，但是通过自虐来消耗别人的快乐，那就是中国人的迄今的悲惨命运。

4:30 PM 我没回信息，肯定是不在电脑旁，不像你正聊着就干耗。

4:31 PM ema king 王华: 我要下班了

4:32 PM me: 世界是光明和明白的。暗人都得死，早晚如此。

ema king 王华: 那我也没向你是的

看你那点休养吧

4:33 PM 你以为你发脾气你就好了 edit&corrected my typo in Chinese.

posted yesterday:

yesterday, God let me prepared to return to my hometown. now preparing working environment for baby’s gaming&entertainment, by buying a new dell notebook. i will stay till the working environment working for baby, then i start my hometown journey, the second since recent years. life so sweat with God’s guidance.

http://amplify.com/u/4v4l

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i m returning to my hometown in Hubei Prov., central China

yesterday, God let me prepared to return to my hometown. now preparing working environment for baby’s gaming&entertainment, by buying a new dell notebook. i will stay till the working environment working for baby, then i start my hometown journey, the second since recent years. life so sweat with God’s guidance. http://amplify.com/u/4upj

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shiny even in a pale day: love between Son&Father.

19/4/2010

a gloomy day with heartbreaking love&pardon.^those days i slept sound. after visited office later than 8am, got know by chat with baby’s mom, emakingir, online, that baby cried in the morning, don’t want to join the kindergarten. ema likely weeps online. my heart fulfilled with sorry and loving. the weather also reminded me unfavorable, so i left office to visit baby son. the kindergarten quite near my office, a tour on foot for less than 10 minutes. i doubting if dog, ie. porter will blocked me, for in China dog or cops dominating all fields. but God lets me direct walked to the classroom baby members. the teacher received me with smile, and asked who i m. i told her i m the father. as soon as caught sight of baby, i kneed a leg and squadded to talk with baby. i talked him how his parents love him, and urged him happy time should arrives in sequence, in our anticipation with patience. baby nodded when i affirmed him. i kiss his cheek&left with his consent. in office i roamed for about an hour, reviewing love in my family, between Son&God. then most of the day enjoying reading and web assets hunting. in the restaurant, some trifle people, likely some were my once colleagues, babbled about Internet and China censorship. returned to dorm, i sorted stuff awhile, then again reviewed love of Holy between baby and me, in music lately after 11pm. when i returned from lavatory&prepared to sleep, the kitty in the dorm visited me and ask for food. i went to the grocer within the dorms area&bought it 2 sausage, fed it with a small one. the roommate of its owner, a grey man i referred in previous blog, went to buy ready food&found us. i let him take away the kitty with the remnant of the sausage. its really not bad to feed a animal friend. now its a bright morning, with crisp breeze and brilliant sunshine. when i got up i found some queues on the ground, with a lecturing man. likely they r senior collegians taking practice here in the factory. God, time sliding, where is my beloved?

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically. sunset among trees outside of QRRS stadium. QRRS statue in sunset. a slice of grass in front of my office.

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love deepen in Holy family, in a touched pale day.

19/4/2010

a gloomy day with heartbreaking love&pardon.^those days i slept sound. after visited office later than 8am, got know by chat with baby’s mom, emakingir, online, that baby cried in the morning, don’t want to join the kindergarten. ema likely weeps online. my heart fulfilled with sorry and loving. the weather also reminded me unfavorable, so i left office to visit baby son. the kindergarten quite near my office, a tour on foot for less than 10 minutes. i doubting if dog, ie. porter will blocked me, for in China dog or cops dominating all fields. but God lets me direct walked to the classroom baby members. the teacher received me with smile, and asked who i m. i told her i m the father. as soon as caught sight of baby, i kneed a leg and squadded to talk with baby. i talked him how his parents love him, and urged him happy time should arrives in sequence, in our anticipation with patience. baby nodded when i affirmed him. i kiss his cheek&left with his consent. in office i roamed for about an hour, reviewing love in my family, between Son&God. then most of the day enjoying reading and web assets hunting. in the restaurant, some trifle people, likely some were my once colleagues, babbled about Internet and China censorship. returned to dorm, i sorted stuff awhile, then again reviewed love of Holy between baby and me, in music lately after 11pm. when i returned from lavatory&prepared to sleep, the kitty in the dorm visited me and ask for food. i went to the grocer within the dorms area&bought it 2 sausage, fed it with a small one. the roommate of its owner, a grey man i referred in previous blog, went to buy ready food&found us. i let him take away the kitty with the remnant of the sausage. its really not bad to feed a animal friend. now its a bright morning, with crisp breeze and brilliant sunshine. when i got up i found some queues on the ground, with a lecturing man. likely they r senior collegians taking practice here in the factory. God, time sliding, where is my beloved?

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

From heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically. sunset among trees outside of QRRS stadium. QRRS statue in sunset. a slice of grass in front of my office.

See and download the full gallery on posterous

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heal for heartbreaking moment with baby son. God shines.

19/4/2010

a gloomy day.^those days i slept sound. after visited office later than 8am, got know by chat with baby's mom, emakingir, online, that baby cried in the morning, don't want to join the kindergarten. ema likely weeps online. my heart fulfilled with sorry and loving. the weather also reminded me unfavorable, so i left office to visit baby son. the kindergarten quite near my office, a tour on foot for less than 10 minutes. i doubting if dog, ie. porter will blocked me, for in China dog or cops dominating all fields. but God lets me direct walked to the classroom baby members. the teacher received me with smile, and asked who i m. i told her i m the father. as soon as caught sight of baby, i kneed a leg and couch to talk with baby. i talked him how his parents love him, and urged him happy time should arrives in sequence, in our anticipation with patience. baby nodded when i affirmed him. i kiss his cheek&left with his consent. in office i roamed for about an hour, reviewing love in my family, between Son&God. then most of the day enjoying reading and web assets hunting. in the restaurant, some trifle people, likely some were my once colleagues, babbled about Internet and China censorship. returned to dorm, i sorted stuff awhile, then again reviewed love of Holy between baby and me, in music lately after 11pm. when i returned from lavatory&prepared to sleep, the kitty in the dorm visited me and ask for food. i went to the grocer within the dorms area&bought it 2 sausage, fed it with a small one. the roommate of its owner, a grey man i referred in previous blog, went to buy ready food&found us. i let him take away the kitty with the remnant of the sausage. its really not bad to feed a animal friend.

now its a bright morning, with crisp breeze and brilliant sunshine. when i got up i found some queues on the ground, with a lecturing man. likely they r senior collegians taking practice here in the factory. God, time sliding, where is my beloved?

See and download the full gallery on posterous

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