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{December 24, 2014}   hugh gift in year end from QRRS.

24/12/2015

dreamt of frog plague.:: these 2 days dashingly busy, like once I learning computer alone, after I found email to post to gplus failed and trying resume it. the solution first sight is to probing google voice sms. then I found virtual US land phone number with which my gvoice activated disabled, likely not used for too long. then I searched web for a forwarding phone redirecting to my mobile for verifying my gvoice. the buffeting process to find a workable way to do this free kept me in chair for more than 9 hours every day. finally I tried to spend on renting myself a virtual US phone number and forward to my cellphone. It works immediately. from now on anyone in theworld can reach me at +1(224)572-9692. with it I setup forwarding in gvoice, but email to post to g+ social profile seemingly dead for some time and no way around. By the way with the number I claimed 2 other gvoice for family google accounts.near the end of the mess, my salary arrived. its such a hugh gift, amount to ¥5000 first time. with it I pay back part of my credit card, settled boarding additional cycle fee anually in four weeks subscription. it never can be more satisfying. I dispatched my support son’s living cost at once amid ending the task in search, with pant I bought from amazon China and an outdoor camping bag I admired so long. last night I finally sit for my favorite US TV drama, even near 1am before I went to bed. this dawn I dreamt frog cataclysm. they jammed everywhere in the nation, moving from south China to north. people also in exile and camping everywhere. God, dad, this Christmas my son and I will dine out with grilled mutton. help us by facilitate our journey smoothly.grant us a new tour to my hometown with flight sooner, and a permanent US phone. bring my girls into my new family, Royal China. thx, dad God.

19/12/2014

dreamt of being after by ordinary girl. :: yesterday was productive, in God, dad’s memory day later I was reminded digitally. I secured some of family facebook accounts, harnessed bufferapp and ifttt to autopost my thin blog to social medias esp facebook and google +. my younger brother recently buzzed in, reported his small business gaining in 2014, and he buy a new car which its his family’s second one. he more or less admired my status, being free to do what I’m interested, and hope himself sooner retired after earn enough for his family. he even suggested support my son’s living as his working plan. I didn’t comment but knew he didn’t enjoy his job as an entrepreneur now, while I more and more in wilder joys regarding what I have so far, esp those beautiful domains accumulated to 17 between my son and me, on godaddy and google. I see no point why I don’t harvest in the future with them. this dawn I dreamt one of my once QRRS colleagues, an average girl once also lived in dorm just graduated and employed by the SOE, likely a doctor, felt she waited enough and approached me to boyfriend me. I knew I don’t feel right with her but I didn’t reject her invitation in a bar or dorm with her friends. she treated me with food and juice among crowd in the jamming room, while I felt more and more embarrassing to explain her my love indeed waiting and hoping separated by enemies of my Royal China. its a blunt cloudy morning. God, dad, this year I first time felt so timed for Christian holiday. its pulses enchanted me so much, esp in shopping online with seasonal discount. this weekend will be our monthly noble life experience day, then Christmas when we planned to eat grilled mutton, let our journey merry and anxious free. I have huge pay bills to sign off in 2 months ahead, don’t break me dear God. thx, dad, bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, let my family grow and glow, on this land near our promised land promising increasingly.

12/12/2014

dreamt of taking part in Japanese quiz competition. :: this dawn I woke up strangely earlier, after dreamt in Japan with Asoh Yukiko’s support joined national quiz contest. the candidates from all different realms, as long as clean, cute and brilliant. in dream It cost some time to allow me understand popularity of the national sports. before that I dreamt once a soldier lived in QRRS Dorms. his uncle is high rank in the army so he enjoyed his prodigal relation freely. he later after retired from army joined QRRS, a SOE still in old style of CCP control. the small man married in my dawn dream, and likely engaged in a murder in army area near shore. I scratched my dream after woke up and peed. then dreamt my once colleagues, esp the director ruined my career in QRRS, witnessed my contest in Japan and gossip among workmate. I got up lately and joined the canteen at once. the woman of canteen operator revengeful and gave me an ugly shaped boiled egg, with bulge and wreck on surface and disgusting stuff. she wanted me sick, as many times she shown. I didn’t eat the egg. returning to dorm I felt dizzy of late sleep. but more time spent online I felt better blogging. God, dad, I was bond with nobody, nor any documentaries. I only bond with Holy. free me from hijacking on the earth, regarding my grace given not been abused. bring me sooner my Royal China, in world so clear that no liars survive. grant me more children to fortitude our Empire in east Asia. bring me my Crowned Queen, Asoh Yukiko, from Japan to complete me. thx, dad, God.

11/12/2014

I’m waiting.:: these days I had lots of time to kill. sometimes I had to nap to avoid boring and hopeless. in most cases I had to wait energy from void recharges me, stands on solid ground again. almost every night when I laid on bed, I was thankful. aging likely means more sleeping. the day before yesterday I dreamt worms pestered my younger brother’s anus. this morning I dreamt family business, likely with my son. its a lingering dream and let me warm and woke up late. in canteen breakfast first time serves bread, besides Chinese food including baked. first time in the year I saw a large and clean moon still in half sky facing me on way to canteen the southwestern. I enjoys breakfast as usual. last night likely 2nd snowing night in sequence, I saw so many blisses in it. my 2 meals providers, both hijacked me in aim to push higher subscription fee, by being mean to me. but I have nothing to satisfying them, as Holy affirmed. visiting my son more and more turns greatest weekly event in my life here, but more and more the bitch woman, son’s mom, attempted intervene it, espionage us and ruin merry moments.financial problem sometimes weighted me during shopping online, even each time I didn’t hesitate to order goods to breeze our life in shines. I had to be prepared for prolonged payment time and debt gap accumulating. nothing warranted except hope of salvage does. God, dad, coming last monthly noble life experience approaching in December 2014, in which I will treat my son cinema, dining out, shopping, and gathering in my dorm. free me of anxious on budget. grant us happier Christmas Day with rich food. better equipping us upon coming 2015 which grounds our winning strategy and supply of capacity steadily. thx dad, in this saint white morning.

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{December 5, 2014}   if it does, does well.

5/12/2014

dreamt of alumnus & proud of my own.^ these days busy with maintenance family web assets, against joblessness. last night busy with sorting bookmarks to reflect subdomains of family 17 domains till 23:30. the insane couples in neighbor dorm stalked me 7*24 and desperately demonstrated me their sick doings, after so many years evil eavesdropping through the thin paper wall of the cheap dorm. they dying for meaningless and self-destruction. in dawn dream I prepared master degree entrance exam in a campus, in a study hall. a girl tried to sell me lesson books. then I saw my classmate in NanKai Univ, who once scored highest in Henan Prov. undergraduate exam and proud son of our campus mentor, now a tenured professor in US specifying in Buddhism. I saw he in dream returned to China and turned into a mentor in campus, usually spy of tyrant Communist party in sinking PRC, too, while our mentor, a woman, now promoted to high rank of university director board. another schoolmate whose father was a professor in his hometown, migrated to Canada at once after graduation,also appeared in my dream. after woke up I felt so luck I am dreaming bigger, and God lets it sound and consolidated. It snowed last night, but not a heavy one. God, this month billing of my credit card coming, help me cope with hard economy. my promised land, my Empire, summon ur resources leading us onto highland of wealth. bring me sooner my Royal China to allow my work at home, with my children that’s future of eastern Asia. thx dad, God.

30/11/2014

dreamt of gracious woman as national proud.^ last dusk I visited my son after a week in which quite some changes happened, like my determination to seek out my new family and my other children Heavenly grants. my son treated me heartedly as usual. when I left he asked me staying longer aside him watching TV animation. in dawn I again got up later, even my son urged me to visit him earlier.I dreamt beautiful woman as national treasure and grace inherited by revolution leader, likely France Maximilien François Marie Isidore de Robespierre. the split of traditional and revolutional and merges. also I dreamt in 1930’s China before civil war. I had insight from the dream PRC’s successful communists preceders and their inspiration in celebrity women. then dreamt in Nankai Univ some sophormers held a debate competition and invited me join. I just researched China recent history and has findings about communists and their loves. God, bring me sooner my Royal China. bring me sooner my love, tall beautiful understanding young girl I have been so amazed at & craving for. its a cloudy morning, but God, I look forward holy gift for my gathering with my son. thx, dad, God.

28/11/2014

dreamed of harms toward my son. ^ this week I was mostly busy with deploying my zohosites, which so powerful while easy to use. early stage works includes co.faezrland.co o.agarten.in o.benzrad.us. most exciting functions connecting media source like twitter, facebook, google plus, deadly blocked in PRC and in unaccessible.casually I also recognized even powerful google sites harnesses, esp. embeddable elements/gadgets/snippets, when I compared it with zohosites, when my usual rash usage of the former under China surveillance never makes full fledge of it, damned broken & slow page loading result in bad user experience tampers my more improving study of the free site building/hosting portal. last night my youngest elder sister told me the day her first son married. lots of visitors including relatives celebrating the wedding ceremony. in dawn dream I continued seeing dangers threatening my son. the biggest is his mom took him away from me. then goes the insane and criminals. the bitchily sluggish woman carelessness put my son in mortally dangerous envies and revenges against him, who is so brilliant and precious. I dreamt bring my son into camping activities, where I again saw harmful attempts toward my son, including criminal defamation. I tried to help, but threats so thick that I hardly coped. God, my life needs moves on into new family, my other children need enter this world to complete me. with my children fortitude, with securer my first son, woz, in his plurality. God, my girls looking for our family long enough for usual people, bring us home on my promised land, in Royal China. God, u promised me taller, younger, smart & cuter girl accompanies me. take me there we start our relation graciously.thx, dad, God.

21/11/2014

dreamt of infant son. ^this month salary dispatched earlier, and surprisingly restored to usual amount, ¥2132, after 2 months drop. recently I bought son a winter coat from amazon China. it arrived last Sunday but I previously intended to put on son when he visit my dorm this Saturday. but cheering salary yesterday changes my mind and I brought the gift visit son at 4pm Thursday. I proposed my son to dine out but his mom tentatively denied, saying she will dine out with son. she had complained my buying son dates several times, when I bought again last Sunday my son dates, the sick woman ditched directly on Wednesday, never ate one. I paid her to wash my clothes for I usually shower with son in public spa nearby his community and in convenience left clothes there,but yesterday I saw my dirty clothes in bag untouched for a week. the woman wanted me dirty and sick. left my son prematurely I prayed God forgiving the vicious woman and leave us alone for delicious life with my son enjoys so far. in this dawn I dreamt went over to another municipal library. the half way likely in gangster war. after sometime I brought my son back home, left behind the violent street. on way there is a lake where son played water till tired and slept in my arms. my sinful cousins tried to offer helping hands but I rebuffed. Its hard to put on a bag on my shoulders while maintaining my son sleeping, however I did and move on home on the mountainous road. the self-relied mood and glory of my son impressed me after I wake up. God, dad, more and more faith in Christian brings hostile Islamic just around me, allow me glimpse the source of wrong decree. people in my life I disagreed more and more armed themselves into terrorists and hostage organized. bring me freedom of easy life. bring me sooner my Royal China to be fruitful. thx dad, Asoh Yukiko, let’s reunite in daily activities freshing memory of grace and salvage.



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