bright sunny summer days

last weekends was a mess. i slept a lot in day time, for boring and can’t find anything interests me. and in the night my sleep almost broke, sleeplessly and i observed that ema also frequently woke up by me. however, this work week i was quite focused and 2 busy days passed with heavily work load. i read and post a lot on google groups, where i found really attracted many fans with high fidelity. this afternoon since noon i launched to logon to a bundle noble sites with different family accounts to keep it alive, lest being locked down or account expired for inactive long time. dog in China surveillance heavily pest me and reset my pc twice, each at the point i was doing important operation. my office pc likely had been retouched, even i setup password protect bois changes and windows login, running slower now and some strange things occur, like, if i surfed then locked down all internet activities, then the network interface card will automatically disabled and can’t be reactivated anymore, except a cold reboot. usb ports also will be disabled in the mid. my lan ip also likely bond with networks rules and can’t switch to other ips with internet access privilege, if i did, previously i had no problem surf and even i can use proxies abroad, but now i can changed to any empty ips that granted internet access among lan but just can’t surf the internet. dog made a lots of setting in office lan to surveillance me,and needless to say how they heavily harnessed the telcom’s hardware to filter and monitor my web traffic from my home pc.
my baby still lingered in Beijing where his grandma’s relatives live there. i missed him very much but now i know i needn’t worry about him. i prepared many baby educational material dvds and games got from web, just looking forward him return earlier and we can pick our pastime again. when i was alone, i seldom picked a game, even i admire them very much. ema these days was tender to me, esp. after a time she disliked to cook and later gave up and cooked for me. my life now in real harmony, and i even enjoyed watching a elders hotel just on the ground near our home. i found peace in the elders, and wondering when i face mortality in serenity.

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bookmarks daily 07/24/2008

• Share Your Expertise in Google’s Knol

  the interface really cool. i admire the authorship very much. its common but so handy, as to publish by common people equipped with any realm knowledge. i claimed my knol at https://knol.google.com/k/ben-zhu/china-democracy/fr65rgdtqbpx/2# , in title “China Democracy” and embodied my bio details. hope i can see ur comments or review there.

  tags: google, knol, China, democracy, knowledge, common

  • Share Your Expertise in Google’s Knol

• The Unlikely Integration Between Google News and Digg

  its quite far sighted. it can help google adding end users’ contribution to news generated by large media and its elite editorials. i like the idea and would like to join the users of google news.

  tags: digg, google, news

  • The Unlikely Integration Between Google News and Digg

bookmarks daily 07/23/2008

• Google Sites Blog —— Google Sites on your domain

  its so nice and i waited for it for some times. now i have 2 custom subdomain at http://wiki.be21zh.org for my site be21zh, bring China abreast 21Century, and http://chinad.be21zh.org for my site China Democracy, other sites in be21zh.org list below with their new url:
  http://love.be21zh.org for site benzyrnill, set to fly
  http://home.be21zh.org for site faezrland, fatherland under angels’ feather
  http://zhu.be21zh.org for site zhudajiu朱大九，龙泉之眼

  tags: google, google sites, custom, domain, be21zh.org

• Google Sites Blog

  tags: no_tag

  • Map a site to a specific URL

• VodPod in Words » Meet Your Neighbors

  i like vodpod very much, its easy to create ur channels and its functions constantly updating. hope it properous even more. glad to see its becoming more sociable.

  tags: vodpod, video, playlist, podcast

  • These are people who have video collections that are similar to yours — try following a few, it’s a fun way to track what they’re adding and you might see some cool new videos.

thunderstorm in the night

these days mostly cloudy days. and i felt cozy in sunshine. these days i busy with adding my family sites links of different publish channels, including blog, wiki, chat room, group, bookmarks, brand page on social networks, podcasT, web album, etc., onto all my publish sites, let them interlinked. there r many pains to finish the tasks, for quite some times i was under China surveillance and even its hacking methods. however, till now, i almost finished it. the linked websites including facebook pages, facebook groups, google groups, google sites. i will do the rest of work if occasionally logon to other sites my family owns, including diigo group, youtube group, plaxo group, meebo chat room.
my baby still in Beijing. tonight he buzzed in and talked with his mother. i heard his voice lacks energy, and the ugly grandma told him to say aside. its the 3rd of 4th day since his last appearance online. the grandma explained that the uncles who can open the computer to chat online both left their home to visit their friends, let the computer locked. i mist my baby deeply in these days. i loved to see him return. i pray to God that he is all right and intact in any situations.
its a bit late now, so i rush to finish. last night i busy with fine tuned my google groups till 11 pm, and this morning i had problem to get up and i slept on bed in the all morning. i don’t know where my cyberspace presence leads to, but i work hard to build it to consolidate my will for democratic China and my 1109 years dynasty in the future.

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rainy days, now cloudy

these days mostly raining days. i enjoyed them very much. the rhythm of the rain, esp. in night, very tender and ignited my longings for my home town in central China, where rains in summer were common.
my baby still lingered in Beijing. these days our video interview always problematic, mostly the Beijing side video broken or stopped. i talked with the guy on the side about it and this morning it worked well when my baby talked with us on the other side. the grandma ate ice stick and fed baby mouth to mouth, like our couples did, that let me repulsive and upset. the grandma even wanted to talk to me on screen. i of course shut it. i longing my baby very much these days, while ema indifferent on this. she just too avid to earn via tutoring, which in fact quite a kind of chores, like let and test students’ remember English words, there is few creativity in it. baby don’t belong to her, that’s sure, for she isn’t nature a qualified mother.
these days i more or less fed up with reading on tech news. i switched to be engaged in site building. i did quite some amendment on my sites. dog in China surveillance no doubt messed a lot in the mid and i had to endure broken pages and countless wait.
that’s my days. i look forward more message from the world of the west, which means prosperity and democracy, in a word, truth. i know i worked hard to prepare my hospitality, and i think my way to straighten God’s road rewards.

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benzillar’s blogroll 07/17/2008

• Why blogs are better than newspapers. (Geek News Central)

  deepth insight of the future of blog and journalism.

  tags: Internet, trend, insihgt, newspapers, geek, sociabmarks

  • The issue that blogs and other Internet news and analysis methods need to cover is how to generate primary revenue. Advertising revenue is a valid expectation and a big way to fund information sources, however it is fickle and if too prominent will devalue the trust in the audience. While newspapers did this with subscriptions it is very hard to envisage the genie making it back into that bottle with blogs. As long as there is someone willing to post information for free it is very hard for anyone to charge. Some niche areas will be able to build a revenue base from secondary sources, however the mainstream revenue model is yet to emerge.

bright sunny

last several days in clouds and even with lightnings and thunders. but quite some case didn’t rain long. last night when we went to bed its thundering. yet i let the bedroom window open and in the morning its coolness woke me up. ema’s school asked teachers and students all gathered in the school, for the Olympic torch relay just passing Qiqihar today and the police likely afraid of any strike or political turmoil, so the people’s gathering welcoming the torch passing Qiqihar likely carefully chose and for a short time for tv news shooting. Chinese in mainland really seldom gathered. thats partially the coldness among the nation.
i again sometimes felt quite boring in office even online. so i dozed a lot in office like usual. but yesterday google’s new service, lively.com, agitated me and found lots of enthusiasm to claim my family frequently used id with lively.com. but lively.com only accept google user id and my choice of my user name on lively restricted. however, creating chatroom was quite easy and the choice of room title was abundant. i spent near 5 hours to finish setting up my family accounts with lively.com, then i tried the virtual online community and also introduced it to some of my home town folks. in the mid my pc hanged 5 times when i experience the beautiful online chatroom with avatar. i don’t know why, my pc too legend or the police hacking me. the hot of the attraction from lively yet passed and i will try more in the coming days to try to find more foreign friends online in lively.com.
my baby still in Beijing his grandma’s relatives’ home. we had told them to talk everyday online but the relatives tentatively let my baby talk to us averagely two days a time. shits. i disliked all of them there in Beijing, their business mostly vending pump, which was introdued only by the second husband of the youngest sister of the grandma. the second marriage of the young sister of the grandma booming up the large old family which had 10 offspring, mostly now in Beijing. the uncle live in ema’s house for a year to study in her school to escape Beijing school’s loose is the woman’s son. they all felt self-assumption. but their pround was weak, and that let them picky and skeptical around. i just want them let my baby return asap. my baby, my God, u let us intact in the dirt.
i have a nice mood now, had i can find something to do with my site. i love my site and my cyberspace presence. i hope it meaningful for all of us.

heavily under China surveillance and post failed for many times.

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bright sunny

last several days in clouds and even with lightnings and thunders. but quite some case didn’t rain long. last night when we went to bed its thundering. yet i let the bedroom window open and in the morning its coolness woke me up. ema’s school asked teachers and students all gathered in the school, for the Olympic torch relay just passing Qiqihar today and the police likely afraid of any strike or political turmoil, so the people’s gathering welcoming the torch passing Qiqihar likely carefully chose and for a short time for tv news shooting. Chinese in mainland really seldom gathered. thats partially the coldness among the nation.
i again sometimes felt quite boring in office even online. so i dozed a lot in office like usual. but yesterday google’s new service, lively.com, agitated me and found lots of enthusiasm to claim my family frequently used id with lively.com. but lively.com only accept google user id and my choice of my user name on lively restricted. however, creating chatroom was quite easy and the choice of room title was abundant. i spent near 5 hours to finish setting up my family accounts with lively.com, then i tried the virtual online community and also introduced it to some of my home town folks. in the mid my pc hanged 5 times when i experience the beautiful online chatroom with avatar. i don’t know why, my pc too legend or the police hacking me. the hot of the attraction from lively yet passed and i will try more in the coming days to try to find more foreign friends online in lively.com.
my baby still in Beijing his grandma’s relatives’ home. we had told them to talk everyday online but the relatives tentatively let my baby talk to us averagely two days a time. shits. i disliked all of them there in Beijing, their business mostly vending pump, which was introduced only by the second husband of the youngest sister of the grandma. the second marriage of the young sister of the grandma booming up the large old family which had 10 offspring, mostly now in Beijing. the uncle live in ema’s house for a year to study in her school to escape Beijing school’s loose is the woman’s son. they all felt self-assumption. but their pround was weak, and that let them picky and skeptical around. i just want them let my baby return asap. my baby, my God, u let us intact in the dirt.
i have a nice mood now, had i can find something to do with my site. i love my site and my cyberspace presence. i hope it meaningful for all of us.

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pale sunny day

yesterday when ema went out to fetch my trousers ordering manually sewing, she found the supermarket almost ran out of store of food goods. the reason as her students tutored here in ema’s home laid that the municipal government alarm the coming storm and the possibility of cut down of water and gas and electricity supply. the panic infected quite some family and they bought lots of food against disaster. baby first time didn’t appear online yesterday. we waited and played game "richerman 8" in which i lost to ema, resulting into my bankrupt for i mis-decision on investing stock market. these day with the summer vacation approaching, i here sometimes felt the time slow down and i more times bored into sleep with boundless of free time. i still felt addictive with stuff online that can be downloaded, and busy with them all time. but quite sometimes i had to wait it to finish, for the downloading soft occupied all bandwidth and i can’t do anything else. the pc these days also quite unstable, frequently blue scree when in use. sometimes i really don’t know God where had set me now, i just too boring with waiting and the slow process of my business online. i sometimes tried games, but i m mostly too serious to be absolved in gaming.
this’s my life recent. i didn’t figure out how to make it more meaningful. God seemingly leaving me and i had to cop with boring and endless doze. i don’t know why i don’t see my future clearer, with metal hard work. God guiding me steering out of chaos. i have a dream in peaceful mountains and lakes.

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