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{July 30, 2010}   dream of Father.

last night most of QRRS dormers watching my response after some girls shown me friendship yesterday. i had to take my old seat occupied last dusk by a male dormer in its garden earlier to testify glory of Son. this dawn dreamed a less smart but gifted guy find love&sex with his woman among dubious pals. many sex woke me up for making water but half way join office directly without breakfast. let d/l&dozed again. dreamed in my hometown, lives in touching love among my old family, esp my siblings. when i tried to show my younger elder sister our old time photos online, the power down, then i informed baby son was taken by his angry mom, emakingir, left the village. my grand Father, God, Founder of new coming Empire of China lives for 1109 years, sees my pains and drains of unbalanced family life with ema, but his forever affirmative halts me from burning of missing baby son. then i woke up&sleepiness disappeared. its now bright outside. God, grows me harder against evil around, bring my new marriage i had been so hotly looking forward to. God, let me sip forever in beauty&freedom, immerse in breathtaking love&lovemakings.

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{July 29, 2010}   dreamed baby with animals.

dreamed played with baby son, sometimes in my hometown, with birds or animals. got up early&join office near 6:30am. last night buzzed baby’s mom, ema, about need her verification on my financial log, she promised but 4th times again she failed me now. its a bright morning. last dusk some beautiful girl souls in QRRS dorms shown me friendship. im so sole that i hardly accept them except source of life or timeless love.



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dreamed baby with animals.^dreamed played with baby son, sometimes in my hometown, with birds or animals. got up early&join office near 6:30am. last night buzzed baby’s mom, ema, about need her verification on my financial log, she promised but 4th times again she failed me now. its a bright morning. last dusk some beautiful girl souls in QRRS dorms shown me friendship. im so sole that i hardly accept them except source of life or timeless love.



{July 28, 2010}   Untitled

bright morning.^dreamed of dispute with baby’s mom, emakingir, over baby’s custody. got up just after 6am. breakfast then join office, where i m the first arrived. its a bright morning. reviewing baby’s mom, emakingir’s hatred against me&felt despisable&agonized. she steadily fell in losing&revenge. after all she&her family original in dark&sinful. God, i don’t self-protect against anyone, no matter innocent nor guilt. brings me my usual lightening heart, my Dad, Masheng, safeguard my baby



{July 28, 2010}   bright morning.

dreamed of dispute with baby’s mom, emakingir, over baby’s custody. got up just after 6am. breakfast then join office, where i m the first arrived. its a bright morning.



{July 28, 2010}   Untitled

gain in invisible war.^missing my girls in peace, in solitary, for i waited so long for our gathering. bought more melons on way back. God, u know how i enjoy life online, aiming future gaming together. God, brings my girls in our prime time.



{July 28, 2010}   Untitled

gain in invisible war.^read&attending gaining from web. the 2 office gays challenged all time&attempted lasting after work time. dined in canteen before 5:30pm. roamed in dormroom&sometimes clapped to applaud. the neighbor sin beat the paper wall in aim to exert terror. i soon haunted outside, rest on the garden bench to evade dirt in dorm. 3 ugly men there played badminton&gabbled. these 2 days the sky very clear, so attracted lots of kites fly high.



{July 27, 2010}   Hu’s only weapon.

RT 政府现在一贯的原则是,任何重大的事故,不管对民众伤害有多大,都以爱护官员为第一前提,这几乎已成了中国官场铁律。@ranyunfei a perceivable claim. Hu has nothing potent but the cadre system, all dogs. CCP nothing but a dog system predating common Chinese, its hierarchy heavily depend on lower level cadres as teeth&paw.China now for the new era has to cease predating human, which lasts thousand years accompanies national Confucian as covert cheating orthodox. China as a new Empire reset by Zhu’s, offspring of last native Chinese nation’s Emperor, already started by benzrad, 朱子卓’s glorious lead below God’s shine&shrine. follow us at http://htxt.it/C5GN



{July 27, 2010}   Untitled

brilliant morning sunshine.^dreamed baby’s mom, emakingir skimmed my latest blog. first time slept with quilt for cool in dawn&got stuffy throat. a bright morning. strike financial log. check&do routine maintenance after a harsh Monday. God, saves my girls, my Royal of China, bring us together sooner!



{July 27, 2010}   brilliant morning sunshine.

dreamed baby’s mom, emakingir skimmed my latest blog. first time slept with quilt for cool in dawn&got stuffy throat. a bright morning. strike financial log. check&do routine maintenance after a harsh Monday. God, saves my girls, my Royal of China, bring us together sooner!



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