benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











last night in the cafe was worthy even dog finally blocked out my p2p download after all these temptations and taking away just to upset me,letting me getting about 200 mb stuff.i find lots of addons of firefox and enjoyed them very much, esp. the addon of google browser sync,with its function i had envisioned some time before i knew it.i just can’t wait for google’s network operation system and online office.the addon of deepest sender,dog again hindered me getting it,long time handicapped and some of its form box abnormal.hacker in dog team sure had some knowledge on these warez and just can’t help showily harnessed it.the only vacant likely a plot,for from the moment i picked it the keyboard and mouse were remotely controlled and just after i took the seat quite some empty seats appeared and soon i was besieged by babbling hooligans bustlingly till after 4 am.they smoked as their usual dirty trick to disgust me.after all who can save their pitiful fate of being buried with dust and shit?no longer than the life of a fly.
after returned to the dorm i ate my breakfast in the canteen.then i headed to see my baby.he was walking in the waiting room when i arrived,while his mother tutoring the 2 girl students and the kid son of the aunt.then with my baby in my arms or on my shoulders i hummed and sang and murmured to my baby,who played with caps of bottle on his own.when his mother started to tutor another girl student and held my baby to breed him i started to rebuild my portable suit on the pc.i reinstalled the os to prevent infection but sure dog around can harness wireless gadget to hack my operation again.but i don’t care more about it in the process of my operation.they infected my files can only had one advantage they can benefited,in my view, to inform them actively to hack me online when i surf ,via the spyware embedded into my file to server to search its client.other thing concerning privacy had all being in god’s view, and thief eyes in god’s set.i didn’t eat lunch when i operate on the pc,for i didn’t felt hungry.my baby was cared by the aunt for some time and was bore into sleep in his mother’s arms.i slept aside him when the pc let me free.but he soon woke up when i just felt into doze.after lunch his mother held my baby outside.i stayed at home to do my task.the liu and the aunt watched tv and severely attacked me.when my baby and his mother returned i merely finished my work,but yet to pack to my udisk.after finished my task and turned off the pc i cared my baby and sang a lot.the aunt and her elder son started to cook and before the dinner the grandma arrived.dinner was pie with potato slice and onion.i enjoyed it for i was very hungry.after dinner my baby played with my pda and thrown it twice onto floor but intact.when they chatted i felt sleepy and his mother suggested my leave and i admitted.in the dorm i dozed for an hour and here write u.i just so anxious about the fantasy of the newly added addons.

bye.i love u, in the turning corner in front of us.longest dark had faded its way.i saw the brew of our love.kiss u with beer.i love u,like beer in transparent light brown and green.kiss u again.

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{February 4, 2007}   sunny day
last night i spent 3 more hours in the cafe ,costing me 4 rmb.i tried to post to www.digg.com .returning to the dorm i read the biography of Russian president Vladimir Putin then read my blog awhile .i went to bed around 1 am.i got up at 9:52 am and went to see my baby at once.i ran upstairs and his mother tutoring a girl student when i arrived.the aunt held my baby playing on the edge of the window of the bedroom.my baby immediately asked my caress.then with him on my shoulders i sang and recited memo.later his mother rebut my performance and let me calmer.when the aunt and his elder son started to cook,i powered pc trying to retrieve my email accounts book from dreammail to thunderbird but failed.i delayed awhile to have lunch when they were eating.i ate a lot of bone of the brand "quanjude" duck with its juice.before i started to eat my lunch i asked for pickle,and my baby asked a lot and ate a lot of pickle,let his mother and the aunt in a fuss.they tried to stop but i let my baby eat what he liked and drank sweat milk his mother bought to dilute the saltiness.after lunch his mother suggested haunting outside,and we haunted the cult dragon supermarket nearby,where his mother bought a barrel of edible oil and some grocery.i bought my baby some milk candy.his mother suggested to transfer surplus in my salary book to my baby’s deposit book and she did with my admission.she transfered 1000 rmb while my finance book indicating only 900 rmb left while i had to spend another 200 rmb as my monthly expenditure.returning to home i soon decided to fix the notebook which can’t play movie fluently as result of being infected by virus and malware.later i decided to reinstall the os and working environment.his mother constantly opposing my operation,by delay or refusing to care my baby.she also urged me to leave before dinner.after dinner i continued installation and backup.the system surely infected,whose symptom including undeleteable folder in the recycle bin.however,this time the movie can be played in normal speed.dog also changed the logon avatar to a dog into my backup, just boast their hacking utilities as their used behavior.the aunt family went to bed early,and played on bed.my baby don’t want to sleep and asked me to hold him to hang around when the notebook let me free.i finished backup near 9 pm and his mother seemed happier.we played with our baby awhile on the floor in bedroom.she checked my finance book.i waited my baby milked to sleep and left. i also picked an apple.
the road connecting to suburb decorated with string of lanterns.holiday atmosphere everywhere.the couple from hunan prov. lived temporary in the dorm also absent when i returned the dorm,let me even lonely.i felt i was ditched in the eccentric corner on the earth.however,i don’t lose my hope and my faith in my responsibility.
bye.i love u, in near time and far coincidence.the moon night so clear and cool in the universe.kiss u with beer.
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{January 28, 2007}   bright sunny day

last night in the cafe i registered my baby and his mother another account with http://www.diigo.com ,for i valued it.after returned to the dorm its near 9 pm and i read the biography of philipine’s president Gloria Macapagal Arroyo till 3 am and when i laid it aside i can’t afford to miss any time i can be with my baby,my god,and felt deep sorrow for my baby and his mother.so i headed to see them.the bike area was locked and i went there via a taxi,costing me 8 rmb.when i entered the bedroom his mother was awake.i kissed my baby a lot and let him woke up and again milked to sleep.i slept aside my baby against the room the aunt lived.in the morning my baby approached me and touched my eyes but i just want to sleep.till near 9 am the breakfast almost finished my baby approached me again to let me get up to breakfast.i got up and found the grandma and his kid sister’s family there around the table.i picked the inner seat and eat.my baby soon asked for my care and i barely drank a little bowl of bean juice.even i want more the table and dishes was cleaned.then the old sisters went to shopping.the kid son went to study.our baby played with bottles of cosmetics with tap water and later was took away by his mother.lunch was cooked by the liu,the first son of the aunt.the kid son also returned.lunch was merely a dish of eggs.after lunch the liu washed dishes.my baby was held by his mother.the challenge from the liu let me dozy.then he asked me some question about customization of win xp desktop icons.my answers likely faultless and let my baby’s mother glad.when his mother started to tutor a girl student,i left to shower.i also had a haircut.on the way home i met my baby with his mother haunting out and we entered the sports yard.my baby played with 2 basketball for some time in the clusters of boy players.his mother urged to return so we did.his mother bought him a cup of ice cream and i bought him a stick of sugar gourd.they enjoyed the gourd at home.soon the old sisters returned and they busy with sorting the refrigerator,which lower closet frozen.i accept my baby’s mother’s urge to leave before dinner but his mother discussed my expense log book till dinner time.dinner was a large fish,cooked by the liu.before dinner i spent some time swiftly move my download to hard disk.then the sons went to shower.my baby and his mother lingered some time around the bed on which the aunt lean.i felt boring and intended to leave but at the time the sons returned.i lingered some time with my baby and his mother in our bedroom and i intended stayed there for the night,but his mother drove me away.in fact last night i told her i wouldn’t stay in the dorm any more.i just want spent any time of my own with my baby.but now after a night and a day i felt my baby can live well without my sorrow for him.i kissed my baby several times before leaving.the liu rightly stayed in the waiting room to watch our parting.on the way i decided to spend the overnight in the newly open cafe to surf and download.so far i found some ebook to download from ftp servers.but 0day stuff was blocked by dog.dog periodically cut off the connection to internet. bye.i love u.the biography of Gloria Macapagal Arroyo let me know life was short and tender,while responsibility was straightforward as gliding.i felt i need more mood to enjoy the passing history around me,including my beloved.love u in the sheer light.kiss u with deer.
some shot of my baby today.

BabyNearLunarNewYear

baby near lunar new year



{January 26, 2007}   dry clear sunny day

dry clear sunny day

last night i merely posted to my blogs in 2 hours.my ftp client can’t connect to its servers.and dog in the last few minutes cut down all connection of the pub not to let me operate on my diigo.com web service,showing how they ruthlessly treating public interests.returned to dorm i read my blogs on my pda after 2 am.i woke up at 9:10 am and got up at 9:17 am and went to see my baby at once.my baby was striding in the waiting room near the door while his mother washing in the cooking area.when i kneeled down to receive my baby, he avoided me and retreated to the lavatory.after uncoated i held my baby in arms and he immediately asked to play with bottles of comestics and later played with tap water.her mother soon can’t bare and took him away from me.i then tried to backup her notebook’s newly installed os but she refused me by taking away the notebook.soon the eld son of the aunt arrived from his hometown.he talked loudly and soon left with the family to eat out.i suggested to my baby’s mother to eat out but she said she wouldn’t enjoy my treat.my baby sleepy and was milking.i decided to wait my baby ready for lunch.i dozed siting on the mat in the waiting room while my baby and his mother slept in the bedroom.after my baby woke up,i asked his mother’s idea about lunch but she refused.i then went to the restaurant near the railway station to buy dumpling (baizi in chinese).the process was quite long,as routine in chinese state-owned enterprise or collective company.i bought 0.6 kg,or 1.2 jin in chinese measure unit.my baby barely ate 3 bites.my tried my best to eat more.the rest was left aside.i cared awhile my baby then his mother again took him away.later she tutored the girl student.then the grandma arrived.she chatted with her kid sister’s family in the room for my baby after the later returned.i silently started to backup the os of the notebook and till they finished dinner i finished the task.the notebook likely surfed yesterday and heavily infected,resulting slow response and an 1.6 gb folder of quarantined files within the av soft.in dinner time the kid son of the aunt called me and i admitted it.my baby’s mother soon cleaned dishes.my baby finally approached me and played awhile with the notebook and shifted it to the bed the aunt occupied.he felt glad to play with the notebook till he picked the heap of my burn cds.his mother later forcefully took him away from the cds and i rushed to pack them.then i farewell to my baby.he followed his mother to the waiting room and didn’t kiss me as usual.
that’s my day today.the sun really loveable in the morning.the moon high and clear in the mid sky after i finished my dinner in the canteen just after returned from my baby’s mother’s home.i was in a surprise to find its still at service and i partake some beer with the resting worker of the canteen.
bye.i love u.in every corner u can hide from me.i love u like the most peaceful moon light in front of ur door way.kiss u with deer.i love u.

 
 
 


{December 29, 2006}   bright sunny day

its my third night surfing all night in the cafe.the cafe was my secondly visited overnight.so far i was lightly hacked,i mean i likely did what i scheduled without serious problem,including a reboot.i backup my firefox with addons i needed and got some stuff from my old pastime warez forum.its sultry here, but i felt placated without dog’s pesting.
last night i spent 2 more hours in cafe to blog and tried to backup my working environment.i stayed late in the dorm after 0:40 am,just wondering.in the dawn my baby’s mother buzzed in and let me go over to care my baby for the kid sister need again to see the doctor.i don’t felt sleepy so i headed on.there my baby just welcomed me from the lavatory.after the kid sister left,i gradually felt very sleepy.my baby slept around 10 am and slept for about 40 minutes,at the same time i still can kept awake,holding him in arms to wander.when his mother returned i didn’t eat lunch but slept on bed.when his mother left my baby cried for my care and refused the kid sister’s care.so i got up and cared him but still sleepy.my baby soon bored and asked to haunted outside of the door.so i brought him to the corridor but he demanded to downstairs several floors then i lost temper and beat his button and he cried.later he slept and the kid sister suggested to lay him on the bed and i did.i slept aside him.i worried him to wake up in the dream frequently.but he finally woke up when i shift my head from the pillar less to bother him.so i got up to care him.soon the grandma arrived and she let me continue to sleep and i did.i woke up later than 4 pm and stayed on bed wondering how to operate in cafe tonight.lately the kid sister cooked.i at that time busy with sorting my firefox with addons on the notebook and my baby approached me and bumped on the keyboard and let his mother can’t afford.i ate 3 bowl of rice at dinner.the kid sister likely first time recently cooked 2 hot dishes even including a hot soup,which very satisfied me.after dinner i put on my feather coat,replaced the suits i worn so far.i also put on wool trousers. l left after kissed my baby and let him kissed me.i love him so much.in the dorm i laid myself on bed waiting for time to spent overnight in cafe.the room i lived was likely just seperated with neighbor with thin paper wall,any sound can be clearly heard by those on the other side of the wall.its just a plot.the day i returned to the dorm the administrator insisted my living the room,without any alternative offer.its previously a canteen.and the canteen also a product of change of usage.its original wall should be as thick as others,likely all old style thick concrete wall under the influence of the former soviet.when i lived here the left side neighbor room near the entrance of the dorm was empty,occupied by tools and materials,then the hooligans lived there. they not only hooligans as a common phenomeno all over the organization of qrrs, but had complicate background to exert dirty and spy onto me.the two buildings facing the dorm zone all 8 floors while other buildings parallel to them all shorter,the obvious ill will was to conquer the graduates ,quite some not of local offspring but the prc’s citizen,with the local hooligans here rampant.its gate of the dorm zone was also a huge block,all refurnished as a pack with the dorm zone and its other efforts like memory hall to boast locals’ contribution to today’s qrrs but in fact all product of central planning system of soviet pattern, that’s a miniature of northeast china in today china tried to bargain with south and other parts of china and its gov. to save its bankrupt,to show qrrs’ dominating.i long time regarded its a dead place fading to obscure.
bye.i love u,like sheer light.kiss u with bear.



{December 27, 2006}   pale day

tonight i spent worthilessly in the cafe titled starsea, which doomed to lost its shape in near.i was hacked heavily and failed doing anything except uploading a movie clip of my baby in his second summer on earth.i previously intended to work in the cafe i first time surf overnight but it locke its door before i arrived there around 12 pm.its totally rubbished now.customers countable.its lcd and usb port just wasted.it charged 5 yuan a night.its totally failure of dog put its fingers into service. last noon after i posted in the cafe i bought a member card,i went to renew my borrowed pc magzines.new issues rare and when i found a new one i was told its belong to a department and can’t lend out.so i read there.a middle aged and a young man haunted there and dog let me buttock painful in the rest of the day.after reading mags in the dorm after 4 pm,i launched to see my baby.i bought him 2 hanborgers from kfc on the way at a price of 15 yuan with a coupon,but my baby ate less even its the warmest one among what i bought for him.my baby late asked to drink gaoluogao,in a large jar for quite some time since the old woman’s arrival.i guessed its hard to comsume to let my baby frustrate,so he just spoon the powder from it and scattered in the cup and the floor.the air was tightened and i lost my temper and scorned my baby and he started to cry.then the kid sister praised my scorning onto my baby aside.i immediatley held my baby on my shoulders and he stopped to cry.after his mother returned we enjoyed the hanborger and left one for the kid son of the kid sister.the kid son later returned after his night class and enjoyed the kfc food.we couples played with our baby in our bedroom and let him laughed really a lot.when his mother stopped my throwing my baby onto the mat of pillar and quilt,he started to bumped around and haunted the room the kid sister and her son lived.when he scattered a stack of burned cds onto the floor,his mother can’t sit aside and forcily held my baby returning to bedroom and milked him.my baby soon slept,in animosity.and i left to the dorm.in the dorm i went to bed after 1:30 am.i woke up after 1 pm and got up at 3:44 pm.then i visited my once working place for the monitor buzzed me about 8 am to inform me to hand in fee as a labor association member.there the only female colleagure talked with me about the bonus and increase of salary.she let me see the document of bonus disperse sheet and i caught sight of my share of about 700 yuan.after dinnre i wondered awhile in the dorm doubting what i should do in night cafe.then my baby’s mother buzzed in and let me go over to care my baby earlier tomorrow for the kid sister had to see doctor for her pains in stomack in tomorrow morning.i admitted and told her about the bonus as she was told by her colleagues whose relatives worked in qrrs,my once working place,and urged me to inquire about it for some times.then on bed i listening readio.dog neaby challenged heavily and i felt dozy.i reviewed my hometown and her changes since my growth there.a lot of water and stream disappeared now,likely a common phenomeno globally. this morning i dreamed a lot.i remember in a scene i with my wife carried a long fishing shaft passing a narrow corner gate around a lake and had problem.then her mother catched us.then i saw a army officer let his men with forklifter move pacels of beers onto the roof of his grocer shop.and nearby was a hotel,one of its servant was an abnormally short woman.she was tidy bedsheet. since 2 or 3 am till now,i was blocked from most of sites i usually surfed without problem.2 addons of firefox with a size no more than 200 kb lasted 1n hour yet can’t donwload.dog sure spent the night with open eyes,seeing its fate and freight.i know a night wasted here and that’s the reality of nowaday china,rubbish stuffed. bye.i love u.this everning on bed in the dorm i recalled u.kiss u with bright. benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly… – Powered By Bloglines



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