benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











{November 30, 2008}   a bright day
this weekends i slept a lot in day time, esp. when baby using pc to
game. i just felt too boring to be idle. baby now sometimes demanding,
but he always cute and loveable. i don’t know why i felt to so sleepy,
but i m sure the animosity in ambience surveillancing and conspiring
new evil against my life, that’s part of my business in God’s set. as
to sustainable development, i beg no idea from others.
today is a bright sunny day. and also a peaceful morning outside of
the window. i love to see the shine as a mean of God’s favor. i live
in his glory any moment.
all my friends watching me here, pl leave me some notes. i need ur
join to echo God’s complacency.

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today i dozed first time in this week in office. i dozed in the morning and
afternoon, each time woke up by moving or visiting person. dog in China
surveillance spying my pc and blocked my exporting my blog at
blogger.comright the moment i clicked the download button, returning a
blank pages and
cut off any access to blogger.com, while Internet access still allowed. i
continued to read online in my google reader, till finished all my favorite
feeds. just after i dropped the pc for a refresh, dog cut off my Internet
within the corporate lan. later i tried changed my ip and i surfed again,
but the pc under hacking responded very slow and painfully to do anything.
today’s event clearest indicating cop now assigned individule dog remotely
monitor my pc every moment, they surely found fun more than face to face.
the gay, the shadow, the dark under cloud, surely enjoy spying in clown,
that’s their habit.
this week not bad for me, even i finally decided giving up hope on qq mail,
whose shabbily trapped funcation really disappointed me. i also see clear no
replacement of service or product domestically. China, nowadays, to its most
extend just a poor mimic of the western, and that’s their all proud to be
so.

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{November 28, 2008}   another busy day
today again most of time sat in front of the office pc. first, sorted
portalbe suite to include web confidentials so as to avoid repeat login
input. then tried to setup posting via qq mail to my livejournal, or
utterli, or google groups. third, sorted contacts and migrate them into
warren&ema’s gmail&qq mail, group contacts in each account. now any family
member can ready to post via email.
ate lunch later than 1:30pm. returned to desktop, launched to talk to a
gtalk pal who appeared in my gmail while i don’t who he is. he likely
cheating, so i deleted the contact. from then on Internet access got very
unstable, frequent jammbed and slow response.
ok, no matter how dogs in China surveillance heavily spying me, i live in
open and share what i have with the world. dog recently frequent made
changes on my settings, like avatar, or other personal profile, and lots of
time wasted on cleanning the messup and lagged returning pages. they surely
had bundle of time to shit around.

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*another busy day. in the morning i tried to setup warren’s qzone, a Chinese
mainstream im community, but heavily been blocked by China surveillance.
Internet access down for 2 or 3 time in the corporate lan, and the pc was
hacked to respond very slow. till 3 pm the situation changed a bit, i
finished task swiftily, including failed countlessly posting first blog
entry onto warren’s qzone. the qzone yet been recognized by qq mail, the
bundle from the same csp, tencent, result i can’t post to warren’s qzone via
his qq mail, saying the qzone don’t exist. however i can access the qzone
from its universal url at http://737466003.qzone.qq.com/ .
after work time i launched to claim ema’s qzone and qq alumni. warren’s qq
alumni too early to open, ruled by the csp’s service term. i finished it
till ema almost finished her dinner. she today got angry with me for i
worked lately at noon to inform her that i want to linger in office.
however, she glad to see the works i brought about, even don’t complain
about her privacy as she frequently cared about cyberspace i boast to her
usually. the first phrase of claiming ema’s qzone&qq alumni also painful,
lagged heavily by Internet traffic, but later dogs in China surveillance
likely permitted the operation, let me accomplish in time.
its a nice day. the weather is clear and hot. i enjoyed the neaty space on
the web of my family.*

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[image: utterli-image] <http://www.utterli.com/…ODA0MjUzNA>
a busy day again today. i finished setting up my livejournal blogs to let me
email to post. dog in China surveillance spied my operation and stealen my
baby warren’s qq user id i assigned in advance. when i returned home i
launched to register warren a qq account, and the disignated id, warrenzh,
reported occupied, while warrenzhu, which more common in Chinese, on the
contrast availabe. shit!
in this half of an hour, after 10pm, i finished setting up warren’s profile
on qq, and account safety issue. now i can more easily publish our message.
now i have formal blogging blogs, microblog blogs, and in the mid, dairy
blogs. life just too bright with these publishing tools.
tags:warrenzh, warren zhu, benzrad, benzillar, qq, China surveillance

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utterli-image
a busy day again today. i finished setting up my livejournal blogs to let me
email to post. dog in China surveillance spied my operation and stealen my
baby warren’s qq user id i assigned in advance. when i returned home i
launched to register warren a qq account, and the disignated id, warrenzh,
reported occupied, while warrenzhu, which more common in Chinese, on the
contrast availabe. shit!
in this half of an hour, after 10pm, i finished setting up warren’s profile
on qq, and account safety issue. now i can more easily publish our message.
now i have formal blogging blogs, microblog blogs, and in the mid, dairy
blogs. life just too bright with these publishing tools.
tags:warrenzh, warren zhu, benzrad, benzillar, qq, China surveillance

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{November 25, 2008}   a day of satisfying.
today is a bit at leisure. i finished reading all feeds i subscribed
accumulated in the weekends today, and updated my avatar on chinaren.com,
including post routine comments as well as link of the classes i created on
qq alumni. few alumni of mine enjoyed the freedom and loneliness like me. i
also updated my profile on myspace.com, with which i first time got contact
with foreign website. its all rosy, except facing the reality of China
surveillance every moment online. my post on qzone the day before yesterday
still kept in censorship and constrained in black box none sees. that really
upseting.
all these counted its still a nice day. i fear nothing and let free all the
troubles exerted on me. peace in heart can never deprived by anyone in dark.
God sees his kingdom in sunshine.

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i prepared the photo sketching warez the night before yesterday. yesterday
in the beginning of the morning i launched to edit our avatars. with the aid
of powerful softwares it very easy to got a artistic avatar design. i
included our name and website on it, which quite satisfied me. but the
process uploaded to my websites uneasy. dog in China surveillance heavily
blocked me.last afternoon before the end of work time i almost spent 2 hours
vainly trying to upload to qq alumni or my gmail. in the night after i
forcifully moved baby who watched dvds for 2 hours away from pc and
continuted to upload avatars to qq alumni. uploading finished quite smooth,
but when i attempted to set it as my avatar in my profile there, dog again
jammed my surfing and forced me gaveup. and they deleted the icq blog of my
baby, warren zhu, the hope of China, this 4rd time of deletation.
this morning i uploaded avatars to my picasaweb. but when i backup my files
to my gmail, they blocked it again and cut off t he Internet access in lan.
they peeking on the lan, and stealen almost all my confidentials. they then
broke into my accounts and messed up and blacken/distorted my message under
my compromised confidentials. God sees and laughes for the shaddow in the dark
of China.

benzrad’s avatars:

<http://www.google.com/…4448522160>
<http://www.icq.com/134279664>

warren’s avatars:

<http://www.google.com/…5744304081>
<http://www.icq.com/414537728>

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utterli-image
dog these days hunting more closer. they broke into my icq&digsby account and hampered my using icq via digsby central management. they just tonight deleted my baby, warren’s blog on icq.com, and its the second times. they frequently modifying my baby&my google profile avatars, each time after i changed according my will. they shits a lot around China and smug overseas these days.

its a long time for them surveillance my web activities. but now they felt they watched enough and started to mess up. they doomed to their death in the coming winter.

unrestrained abused power in China surveillance shown their rotten teeth. they doomed to fire lake in hell. God sees their angers, while their dictator sting&stir them.

this morning just in minutes after i corrected my profile description on icq.com on my page, they broke in and reset it again. they surely had something they can showily.

they deleted my baby, warren’s icq blog at http://www.icq.com/…/414537728 for 3 times. and constantly let my browsers ill working.

they also likely broke into my office pc last night, for the pc’s firewall this morning lost its configuration in its first cold boot. they don’t hesitate to show me their brutality and bullshits.

what can compare to them? the hooligan employed by the hooligan dictator, the ccp. what deemed with their halm? they reveal the darkest moment before the dawn.

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