benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











{October 31, 2009}   settled family brizzly.

got up to let d/l then slept again. continued all family facebook’s connect to brizzly after got up. also done with meebo. the grandma came over&clean house&cooked. baby gamed with his visiting cousin. i felt cozy with new work space&a bit tired now, after sorted portable suite.

Advertisements


enjoy new work environment online, with all social im ready, at home in morning. idle in office, for the meaningless monitor shown his refusal my using his company wire. reviewed my waiting for my girl, my being blessed by God. time to goodbye to my current family, soon if comparing elation baby son brings me and his mom. seeing the tall girl likely in QRRS at noon. left office earlier to avoid the dirts the facing dog attempt to profane.



{October 30, 2009}   dozed while d/l.

these days sleepy in morning. got up to let d/l then dozed again.



dozed in office in the morning. chat with office women. surfed in afternoon, reading, later adding facebook chat within family meebo. China surveillance let me give up after operated some lagging time online at home. gamed with baby in night. its mostly a sunny day.



{October 29, 2009}   dread again of pilot.

first dreamed of my once employer, QRRS, offered me computer in working space, and i trapped by machines in its factory. then dreamed of pilot twice. once it fall down onto my hometown village and the pilot ask for food to the villagers. then my elder brother pilot a jet, and attempt to roar to sky.



{October 28, 2009}   read&game.

sorted portable suite in office. read since returned home. gamed with baby in night, but the game quite human unfriendly.



{October 28, 2009}   fine tuned facebook profiles.

got up lately. fine tuned my facebook profiles, post photo, comment on wall of friends there. sorted subscriptions in google reader.



sorted portable suite in office. look forward American friend’s help on my family new facebook profile’s mobile verification but failed. strike a new blog entry for the peace&pleasure of game with baby these months. noticed the tall girl of QRRS walking alone under my office window seeing me when i leaned outside of window to see her clearer. post to family web publication channels after returned home. China surveillance likely blocking result in lagging traffic but finally got all posted. before dinner got Taiwanese email&verified both new facebook profile with their vanity urls. gamed with baby&complete the game “call of duty 4: modern war” since he returned. so nice a day. got my ICBC bank card at noon, life started with new resource from my Japanese fiancee.



{October 27, 2009}   God shown me.

these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so many invalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand, now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account’s automaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit; seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking of twitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting service binding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding within demestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company, China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. since yesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryog for me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God of universe, with facebook, the best and largest social network. China surveillance likely blocking facebook’s sms service within its sovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook’s verifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my google contacts, but his mobile also can’t receive my facebook’s verifying code.

these weeks mostly sunny days. with God’s beam, i like to fly at will. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, including google sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme, but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, i would try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant western world sites. God’s message never fade, or wind-gone, but populate springly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missing treat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner of northeastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God’s shine, upon every directions of the globle.

its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son made every free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersing in games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long time dream, esp. when i saw quite less informed persons also enjoy themselves a lot in games, esp. first person shotting. i always love to see the advanced applications of artifical intelligence, or complicate interactive between human and robot or machine system, like games. but previously i always engaged in stuff more concrete, like download, resource management, site building, learning, etc. but baby’s invitation these days drew me into hot games so deep and so imersing, that i really felt the world of colorful and possible.

its a bright moment now, seeing sunshine over the trees parrel to office window. dog on facing desk biting heavily, as usual, and the dead roaming in the corridor. i enjoyed so many golden moments in my life. last night, i asked baby son to sleep alone me, he did after some time of play. in mid night, all of us, including his mother, emakingir, woke up, in God’s set, to celebrate the love and glory. i just dreamed of a lonely pilot, who fight persistantly. God shown me what’s manly and what’s the ultimate hardness and grace a blessed can be. i again, after many times seen before in the end of holy dreams, the mightiest God, and the non-impossible.

yes, gays and dogs biting now around. killing them just a matter of seconds. i see my second wife, Masheng, from Japan, changed this morning my bank deposit book into a deposit card, i saw the wells of my family never plentier and stronger.

at noon i again saw the tall girl in QRRS, walking passed my office window. i sticked my head outside of the window, likely she noticed me. she is tall and fit, i hope God don’t train more me harsh and coarse with loneliness and ever harder hopes in perished.

Ok, now, Omen, God, save my Empire, bring me my beloved.

From Life as it extends

benzrad, me, proud dad, holding baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, for a shot by emakingir.

From Life as it extends

a corner view of south park, near emakingir’s house. baby playing his scooter with his mom’s companion.

From Life as it extends

bright beaming: baby son, warren zhu, in a lol.

View all

Get your own

more of my Autumn weekend hauntout.


  
  
  See and download the full gallery on posterous

See and download the full gallery on posterous

these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so many invalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand, now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account’s automaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit; seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking of twitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting service binding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding within demestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company, China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. since yesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryog for me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God of universe, with facebook, the best and largest social network. China surveillance likely blocking facebook’s sms service within its sovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook’s verifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my google contacts, but his mobile also can’t receive my facebook’s verifying code.

these weeks mostly sunny days. with God’s beam, i like to fly at will. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, including google sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme, but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, i would try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant western world sites. God’s message never fade, or wind-gone, but populate springly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missing treat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner of northeastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God’s shine, upon every directions of the globle.

its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son made every free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersing in games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long time dream, esp. when i saw quite less informed persons also enjoy themselves a lot in games, esp. first person shotting. i always love to see the advanced applications of artifical intelligence, or complicate interactive between human and robot or machine system, like games. but previously i always engaged in stuff more concrete, like download, resource management, site building, learning, etc. but baby’s invitation these days drew me into hot games so deep and so imersing, that i really felt the world of colorful and possible.

its a bright moment now, seeing sunshine over the trees parrel to office window. dog on facing desk biting heavily, as usual, and the dead roaming in the corridor. i enjoyed so many golden moments in my life. last night, i asked baby son to sleep alone me, he did after some time of play. in mid night, all of us, including his mother, emakingir, woke up, in God’s set, to celebrate the love and glory. i just dreamed of a lonely pilot, who fight persistantly. God shown me what’s manly and what’s the ultimate hardness and grace a blessed can be. i again, after many times seen before in the end of holy dreams, the mightiest God, and the non-impossible.

yes, gays and dogs biting now around. killing them just a matter of seconds. i see my second wife, Masheng, from Japan, changed this morning my bank deposit book into a deposit card, i saw the wells of my family never plentier and stronger.

at noon i again saw the tall girl in QRRS, walking passed my office window. i sticked my head outside of the window, likely she noticed me. she is tall and fit, i hope God don’t train more me harsh and coarse with loneliness and ever harder hopes in perished.

Ok, now, Omen, God, save my Empire, bring me my beloved.

From Life as it extends

benzrad, me, proud dad, holding baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, for a shot by emakingir.

From Life as it extends

a corner view of south park, near emakingir’s house. baby playing his scooter with his mom’s companion.

From Life as it extends

bright beaming: baby son, warren zhu, in a lol.

View all

Get your own

more of my Autumn weekend hauntout.


  
  
  See and download the full gallery on posterous

Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…



{October 27, 2009}   God shown me.

in mid night, i first dreamed of be friend with an retired pilot, who fight lonely&persistently. then God shown me the truth about being manly. baby&ema both woke up at the moment. i saw no other but God is my baby son.



et cetera