benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











after a chill day the second snow descended silently in the night.it shallowly covered the ground and let the world cleaner awhile.after a morning the road had been cleaned mostly and the road worked well for curise.<br>
these days i contented with reading news about the technology,esp. of web.China surveillance had prevented my enjoying haunting most of the sites abroad i had account with, i tried to got their feeds via my google reader,so as to track updates in the world.these days i slept less,and worried ema about my mental status.my baby, with best offerings from his parents who tried their best to cater to him,still refused my kissing him,while he abundantly admitted his mother do.but in every occasion he cared about me and love me the same as he did to his mother.he liked to bump,just for his fun and sometimes i had to scorn him or even beat him.his mother spent a lot of time to accompany him to play and now he was used to occupy his mother’s time wheneven she was free or almost was free.i was busy with pc and online these days,only after getting to bed then baby can play with me and sat on my body and jump and crawl.we these days slept after 11 pm and his mother really annoyed by our late sleep and sometimes slept soon in the mid.<br>
after all i enjoyed my life.without the harrass of China surveillance i would much gladder.

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{January 19, 2008}   bright sunny days in peaceful

the picture was shot yesterday in the office.its so precious.these days fighting for access websites abroad was a routine for me,quite boring and sweat-demanding,resulting to absolute fatigue.i don’t know where is the end of the tunnel.democracy was so scary in China where people used to be dumbful.
tonight,from late afternoon,i spent about 1 hours merely want to add page elements like poll and slideshow from the cozy service of bogger.com to my blogger blogs.blogger.com was accessible like usual,and i added a slideshow to one of my blog.then when i adding it to another blog with my picasaweb alubm,the dog let my pc reboot as they frequently did,then i never can see the page of page element i chose to add to appear,even i can reach the page show what elements u can add.the dog brutally shown their power and trick to foolish u,showily show u r under their control.what can i utter?shit the dog.
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i suggest bathing baby for i found he very like to play with tap water.i then worried if he got few chance to play with water.he recently only being bathed by his grandma in daytime when i and ema absent from home.so we had never seeing he being bathed.my baby glad to being bathed by his parents,however, he refused my bathing him but only let his mother bath him.so i suggest shot some pictures and his mother agreed.that’s Jan 12,2008.he sometimes liked to bump a lot to let us notice him,and sometimes really annoying,esp. when u r busy.his mother always catered to him,and spent a lot of time to play with him,while i usually busy with pc. these days Chinese cop heavily hacking me and closely surveillance me.my pc reboot a lot of time every day,esp. when i was absent from the front of the pc while its running,in the dog’s aim to encourage me interactive with them,let them peek into my built behavior and learn to break me.when i was engaging on pc,they delayed returning pages my clicks requested a long time,let the surfing a pain of jamming and kept me wasting time to wait.they r fuckingly rampant on team-members and bundle of time to kill.i guess Chinese cop team must enlarge far more a lot recent years to reinforce the dictatorship,and preying on common people with solidarier peership.their team more likely composed of those social rubbish from lower level or blue collar workers’ family, hooligan or labor worker, both had the behavor of dog.In China,the enrollment of government serviceman never transparent,esp. that of cop.they in fact a inherite job,vested by worker,who view themselves a cog of the machine,no matter state-machine or coperate machine,and never freedom exists.their head was an engineer, a better dog with narrow mind and short-sighted,close interests,constantly demanding more reins to steamline its lifeless process.

baby bathed by his parents rarely recently in weekend.


{January 10, 2008}   bright sunny days

these days my baby slept with our couples and he always after the midnight drove me away from my pillar by spread his arms and legs into full length.and i hence recently felt very sleepy in office in the morning and sometimes dozed all morning.my nose also sometimes running.the first serious snow almost clear out of view,left slippery only on sideway.in the mornings these days the sunshine very nice,so brilliant and flawlessly that i won’t miss it without blogging it.i have lots of time reading articles on the web technology,but enthusiasm on updating my social networks fading,after being blocked from most social networks and had to harness proxy to access,quite troublesome.i won’t hesitate for a second to out cry for a hearing and a workout to freedom of speech if i was let.i hate the China surveillance,and the dictatorship.i live to see its fall it doomed and deserved.
my baby these days started to play alone,his favorite play with messing us up.he love me,just as i love him,but he had to hide it from being watched,for his mother spent so many time catering to him.we all love him very much.he had shown cuteness and energetic.he blooming to be pilot in the world currency around him.
bye.i rush to post in fear of spying eye from cop ruin my post in the mid.

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