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23/5/2011

a drizzle to save.^yesterday I had good time with son, warrenzhu 朱楚甲. we gamed a lot and tried new games. baby more or less daunted by the rich of pc games i prepared. at noon he again loathed to eat lunch hurt me, so i angered and taught him a lesson on life and death in sins. when his mom brought him outside, he seldom allowed me to kiss his cheek. i also fixed my financial records with his mom online on Saturday. when i arrived QRRS Dorms, the canteen’s assistant chef tentatively shown cold-shoulders to me, let me see hurts among trifle personals or even demons against God’s biz my family behold on the world deepened. when i jogged outside, a drizzle brewing and started to glide in air when i close to my dorm. i really felt mercy and save by Asoh Yukiko, God in my Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan. in the night i played games alone. the neighbor room in QRRS Dorms losing, or felt reinforced by enemy of China Empire in my title, bumped a lot on the thin wall shamelessly, trying to restrain me with alerts of terrors. now this bright morning i returned to my blog space to let life stream floats, to attest God’s presence in my family’s duty to broaden the only way that saves Chinese dying in sins for half century.
God, yesterday my financial shown I still in debt of ¥800 after 3 months with improved salary, now amount to ¥1816, with which i quite satisfied, but God, i saw threats against my wishlist to equip baby son, warrenzh, owner of site warozhu.com and wozon.net, a dell game desktop no later than year end. God, u see my pleasure and hope in digital arena for future world. grant us the gift and affirmative of change we beholding. God, brings my girls to my new family sooner.

21/5/2011

baby’s birthday. now he is 6 years old.^yesterday baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 had a happy birthday. at noon i buzzed him if i can visit him earlier than 6pm, for he usually arranged by his mom to have handwriting tutorial after his kindergarten’s classes. but baby son told me his lunar birthday on the day. i was so glad to know that, asking if i buy him a cake or KFC food, he told me his mom already bought a cake, i only need to buy him a lighter for candles of the birth day cake. when i arrived, the grandma attending him, while his mom joined her school. we gamed on my notebook soon, till the grandma urged him to join his kindergarten on time. baby murmured he was already allowed to stay at home on celebrating day, but he obied&left. near an hour passed we reunited. i picked him downstairs while the grandma left on the ground. soon his mom returned, we shoot some photos and a home video for baby who in high mood. his mom obviously felt bitter those days and refused to let the happy time stays, instead she busy with her online novels soon. its so nice a day, i treat myself a bottle of juice in QRRS Dorms canteen when i ate my dinner there, near 7:30pm. the bus worktable usually ends near 7pm, so must days when i visiting baby son in his mom’s house, i rushed to leave his mom’s house, but now i can take bus before 9pm. so great for our pastime with my son, the most glorious on the earth!

18/5/2011

benzrad’s comment on the day.

dabbog ( benzrad zhu 朱子卓 )

the drug of Internet or game is totally a lie. only the dominating class and its dog tried their best to shift common sense aroused by the poor situation nowadays Chinese beset & killing, result in surge of suicides and destructive social behavior as a prelude of chaos and terrorism, in same vector space with turmoil among its western border neighbors, the Islamic Middle East, echoing the appealing force of democratic, esp from US, into trifle&fuss like Internet games as scapegoat. Chinese, esp its youth suffered distortion of value, and meaningless in overt cheats and ruthless human rights infringe for a long time, they lick blade of death or self-destruct as a way to attest the ill Chinese society, but no one adult Chinese brave enough to poke the source of sick in PRC authority nor poisonous Chinese traditional culture, but instead blamed Internet, as a new achievement in human history, attracted growing number of naive youth, who grow universally in God’s mercy and brilliance unbiased by worldly dust, including all dictators in dustbin worldwide. China as well as Chinese in its best is to follow Christian worldwide right&since now into global light from YHWH, one anthem in glory of God.

This is a testament from the Son, benzrad, on May 18, 2011, for the coming Empire of China reset for 1109 years ahead under his glorious family title, Zhu, since his grand father, Zhuzhongming, God in Heaven now, from the relay of Chinese last Empire, Ming Dynasty as treasure of his legendary ancestor half millennium ago.

网络和游戏不可怕,可怕的是现实社会这样的没意思,其中的青年人如此的缺乏乐趣和健康的希望。
任何东西,只有在不理解中可怕。任何生命,即使小孩,都会看到生活或社会提供的选项,只有病的社会会杀死孩子的乐趣和希望。所谓的网络游戏是毒瘾,根本是谎话,近代中国输给鸦片战争,这是铁律,如果中国不社会文化变革,它会第二次第三次的输给未来的暗社会,包括毒瘾。

人,不可怕,可怕的是控制和恐惧。当前的中国就是在恐怖中,从网络景德镇,到流氓官场,到社会黑组织化。沉疴的中国只有神能救,就要救,在YHWH的光芒下。
——神子 benzrad 朱子卓 此处见证。

in reference to:

"32岁男子沉迷网游十年离世 临终称真有意思 ugmbbc发布于 2011-05-17 16:51:06|33321 次阅读"
http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/143091.htm (view on Google Sidewiki)

15/5/2011

dreamed of my jailbreak.^first dreamed of making water 3 times still felt full. then woke up and made water. dreamed in my dorm receiving a hometown folk’s visiting. he, likely Zhu Zhongshu, one of my peers, insisted my accompany to leave the dorm. i felt my girl’s calling so traveled with him. then likely a jailbreak through many blocking&hunting and finally descended into a field of growing rape (油菜) in my hometown, Zhudajiu. most of folks, including my parents there celebrating the freedom.

14/5/2011

dreamed of baby son.^yesterday Its rained during clouds and sunshine before the night, and the volume likely the largest in the year so far. God help me gained a large toys theme game from web, after heavy harvest since my last blog on Monday. i visited baby with KFC food to thank the fruitful work week near 5pm. we gamed on my notebook while his mom reading novels online. that’s all good time can’t be more splendid. returned to dorm, i review my satisfaction in music lately. went to bed near 11:30pm. this morning in a hurry to catch the breakfast in canteen, for last night i still felt hungry in the night which a bit cold and consumed more energy. dozed at once after returned the dorm. dreamed baby in his kindergarten out-performed. he made a rap music on his own and sang in front of his classmates and teachers. his parents, and my passed mother watched there, all felt proud. Its cloudy the morning, i felt so meaningful on our future in God’s set.

13/5/2011

benzrad’s comment on the day.

riveryog(朱子卓):Its true for me, my small toe has the twin nails.

搜搜pop团购导航总站:【纯正的汉族人】据说纯正血统的汉人的小脚趾甲是分成两瓣的,其中靠外侧那一瓣比较小。现在你就可以看看,看自己是否是地道纯正的汉族人。 http://163.fm/aw8QxQA 原文转发 来自网易微博

riveryog(朱子卓):首要信息畅通。

招商银行:一间房窗户破了,没人修补的话,别人就可能受到某些示范性,纵容去打烂更多窗户,久而久之在这种公众麻木不仁氛围中,犯罪就会滋生。生活中小奸小恶行为,需要引起社会重视,并不是小题大做,而是以儆效尤,防范未然。一个“馒头”和一滴“食用油”并不可怕,社会齐聚一心才最无敌。 来自网易微博 原文转发(4)

riveryog(朱子卓):转发微博。

大大傻逼(dashabi):夏俊峰死了,下一个就是我们:http://163.fm/TihsZaO 来自网易微博 原文转发(6)

riveryog(朱子卓):high!

大大傻逼(dashabi):【夏俊峰列传】夏俊峰者,奉天人也,家贫,以贩摊为事,徒幸以养父母。是日,遇城管十余人,尽毁其具,并殴之。夏妻跪泣,城管炽愈盛,持械夹立,市行者噤口莫敢言。城管挟夏至私堂,行怨暴之虐,夏若鸿毛燎于碳炉,其势命危矣。遂挺刀自卫,匹夫一怒,血溅五步,伏尸二具。既出,自报官。竟至斩立决。 来自网易微博 原文转发(5)

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12/5/2011

time to return.^Its a cloudy morning after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and constrain over me. life on this scarred continent dominated by dog, including machine dog. but, after all, God, don’t u see my life beaming so bright, my level of satisfaction ever increasing in ur blisses? God, last night u touched me with girl’s love, i do missing my girls even urgent. in this rained air from 4th floor, God, i entreat ur bringing me my new family with my girls sooner. that’s my beautiful hope in this lovable wet morning.

11/5/2011

a busy month puffing for online stuff.^this month i almost absent from my blog sphere. the reason is that i picked up my old hobby, collecting free stuff from web, esp. the shared, for i valued them high and no cause not to harvest while they still available in the spirit of freedom or pirate. everyday ends in elation with what heaps on my hard disk, for they mean happy time, no matter games or readings, under attraction of freedom world, esp from US. its really like a weightless dive, in God’s shine.
last night i slept later, reviewing my chat below, God brings me insight in tangles among folks in my past dad’s hometown village, Zhudajiu, mostly from a same ancestor, but devils among them drove the lost trying to challenge and defame my old family which so brilliant in its short earthly presence before i witness it vivid. i saw hostile so strong even generations unable shift the acid jealousy. God, u see the strong baring from the stem of Royal of China, and the even boarder world stage for my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, future world leader every blessed sees. God, road toward glory unbiased straight for my family since my past dad, God in Heaven now. God, in this raining night, i see all bliss since my childhood, i witness the most scenery in the world my dad unveiled to me, in the mountain and its valley. God, the doomed against my Empire of China now even losing, harsher tools from the stolen state power barking desperate, God, u save and only ur word persist in one that untouchable. God, thank the month and today, thank the rain and thunders outside in this darker prelude of summer night.

10/5/2011

a chat online via qq with hometown folk, a childhood friend.^ [ 2011-05-10 ]
benzrad朱子卓 16:13:31
真不容易见到你。生意怎样,生活顺心吗?
【提示:此用户正在使用WebQQ:http://web.qq.com/】
benzrad朱子卓 16:16:00
我的生活还不错,跟我儿子朱楚甲玩电脑游戏给我挺多乐趣。就是工资低,因为自从2006跟单位弄僵后没有具体工作,爱干啥干啥。现在盼着有结余坐飞机去看老家亲人。
朱才魁 16:16:01
您好,我现在有事不在,一会再和您联系。
朱才魁 16:50:36
我去年过年在家里过的
朱才魁 16:51:00
一家人都回去了
benzrad朱子卓 16:51:14
恭喜。我老家就两个姐姐我觉得亲一些。
benzrad朱子卓 16:52:15
你三弟现在靠谱一些不?前年在朱大九见到他儿子。
朱才魁 16:53:34
还不是长不大,现在两个儿子了,还不是我父母来管
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:06
真的很难跟他小时候的可爱和你说的现在的样子联系起来。不过,谁也不能看准谁的命运。
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:59
你父母那样不对吧,应该让他自己承担责任,否则总是没有机会看清他自己的处境。
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:39
有很多事得自己来,别人越帮越乱。
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:53
你几个孩子?
朱才魁 16:56:16
现在想想也是我父母管教子女的方法不对,生的子女都是没用的
朱才魁 16:56:57
我还能有几个,一个儿子跟你一样
benzrad朱子卓 16:57:52
不要悲观,人多数看不准的,命运能让劣势变成优势。真的。
朱才魁 16:58:58
也没有呀,现在都是靠自己,过得也不错呀
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:12
你三弟不喜欢家庭和孩子也可能他的锐气太重,那也可能是好事。一句话,凡事别太用定势去看,因为人实在太弱小。
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:56
那就好。快乐最好,千金难买。
benzrad朱子卓 17:00:37
下班了,你在店门面吗?
朱才魁 17:01:38
那个我是这样想的,人一辈子,年轻没受过苦,到长大总得吃苦头
朱才魁 17:01:57
现在是在家里的
朱才魁 17:02:07
店没做了
benzrad朱子卓 17:04:54
那现在怎么谋生?人命好我觉得不用你说的那些繁复。报应的看法很必然导致佛教。我觉得佛教是误人子弟,坑害中国人几千年。
benzrad朱子卓 17:06:15
世界的模式很可能不是像佛教的零和和孤寂。我这么想。
朱才魁 17:06:52
现在还是做生意呀
benzrad朱子卓 17:08:12
基督教教人相信万能的独神,这个信仰就能改变世界,即使极端的不自由也不能缚绊那个大自由。
朱才魁 17:09:38
人年轻的时候父母宠爱没吃过苦,长大了,父母帮不了,自己吃苦是必然的,这不是什么教,这是经验呀
benzrad朱子卓 17:09:54
不辩论了。
朱才魁 17:11:08
那也是没办法之后的办法了,人活着总得生活
benzrad朱子卓 17:11:16
我爸从不让我尝尝他的工作的苦,所以我今天的世界比他的更好。父母的爱能这样提高孩子。
朱才魁 17:14:06
父母不能溺爱子女,小时候让孩子吃点苦,子女大了,才能更好的应对生活呀
benzrad朱子卓 17:17:19
真心的爱,包括父母的真爱,是不会不想到孩子大的一天,独立的一天,自私的爱才是窒息人的。你的父母可能原本就是有不对的,在他们对你的三弟的态度里,所以你三弟这么逆。你怎么不相信世界上的事都是一个巴掌拍不响呢?!
朱才魁 17:19:23
这不是每个做家长的都能做的好的,要不怎么说是溺爱呢
benzrad朱子卓 17:21:10
你对。
朱才魁 17:23:37
我这是自身体会呀,现在走到这一步,真的吃了蛮多亏的
benzrad朱子卓 17:28:34
要用感灵的话说,你的生活多少都是你期待或接受的,人生每一步都有选择,如果你觉得世界在你的生活中提供选项太少,那很可能是你还未开化,你的世界原本就是黑暗的。看见恩典,就看见了光明,看见了自由(选项)。
朱才魁 17:30:39
你这又是那来的大道理,我看不大懂
benzrad朱子卓 17:34:05
我去吃饭了,再聊。祝你生活更开心和满意。
朱才魁 17:35:14
好的,
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:12:13
我觉得我刚才的发言不错,想留到我博客里给我儿子将来看,我把你的名改成“朱才魁”,行不?不是单独作为一个博客日记发表,而是作为一周的日记里的一天,跟其他几个工作日的日记一起发布,行不?盼你回复。我的博客:http://riveryog.blog.163.com
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:12:49
我不会那些东东
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:14:44
你爱咋弄随你
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:28
你不用管,真名隐去,就是在对话中显示我的思路。看起来就是这样:
太长聊天窗口发不过去,你放心就是。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:48
我写博客4-5年了,
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:58
就是自己的生活和想法。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:51
就是从聊天记录里拷贝下来。你看聊天记录,就是这样。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:57
谢谢你放心。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:18:50
西方叫信神的“spiritual”,中文叫灵修。就是有心人观察到人人心灵互动,世界大有逻辑。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:19:51
你的话真是多哦
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:20:33
我在得精神病后,放弃了强要,就开始观察到神的存在。然后读一些书。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:22:28
书也不能当饭吃呀,也试着做点什么赚点钱呀
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:22:43
每个人的道路都是有缘的,都是神的安排。我从来觉得自己不差,所以亲神是必然归宿。当然,我的父亲给我巨大的指引。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:24:00
你难道不知道你的道路是不用求的吗?我现在很好,为什么要去争庸人的东西?
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:25:32
金钱不是万能的,没有金钱是万万不能的呀
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:25:53
你要是感恩,你就不这么苦痛你过去吃过的所谓的亏。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:28:02
我吃亏是指我生活的态度,不是钱的错
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:29:11
富裕没有极限,我现在觉得我的生活里的东西够用,就是我上面说的恩典,我相信这是神的安排,我为什么要去做神不让我做的东西,比如张皇或抱怨?感恩就是富足。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:30:45
你说的也是,知足常乐,也不用为钱苦恼
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:33:32
难道钱多就能买来一切吗?比如纯真,或执信?人没法返回到童年,钱也没法洗赎不公正。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:34:03
今天我是话多。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:36:31
唉,有钱我就不会让父母受那么多的苦了
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:38:09
有可能你父母一直预料着他们的今天。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:39:41
你现在开始不指责或耽心你家里的亲属,他们可能就真的慢慢不用你了。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:40:38
你不记得你爷爷吗?他抱怨他的生活吗?我记得他很少担忧。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:41:20
很有可以你父母心理不成熟。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:43:58
成年人过分姿态僵硬,不通融,可能就是不成熟。毕竟世上人没有太对的。尊重年轻人和新社会就是睿智。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:46:08
你家可能太在意经济上出人头地。老是耽心落困就可能招来贫困。我觉得真有信心的人总是会看着机会和繁荣。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:47:34
佛教是最典型的看空的信仰,结果真的使中国一步比一步羸弱和破败。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:50:01
这话智者说过很多遍:你想什么你就是什么。现实就是你的视野和天空。注意:一般人会说你的视野就是你的现实。

7/5/2011

benzrad’s comment/tweet in days.

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)

no doubt it did so long.

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riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):for the sins in PRC, and most of the survivor&their offspring after civil war as well as sino-Japan war half century ago.

||@杀出个黎明: 转发微博。R罗克:一位英国网友说,他真的不理解中国人,国家级媒体隔三差五就爆出食品安全问题,没有一位高官下台,而且中国人还如此镇定。要是在英国,管食品安全的部长早就主动提职了,首相都会面临弹劾。2011-04-18 17:01 来自 网易微博

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):wonderful! glory to American people once and forever!

||@网易股票 :转发微博。网易新闻:【刺杀拉登视频实时传送 奥巴马白宫屏幕前监看】据外媒报道,当美国海豹突击队在巴基斯坦阿伯塔巴德执行刺杀奥萨马•本•拉登任务时,奥巴马总统也在白宫里目不转睛地盯着屏幕,监看卫星实时传送的视频。http://163.fm/UgjldDC

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):God, grant me an improved workplace. save my energy from trifle violence ambushed by enemies of my Empire of China. 2011-05-03 08:58 来自 网易微博

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