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18/4/2010

visit baby son yesterday.^yesterday is a bright day. when i arrived, baby son watching animation online. God let me doubt if i should buy him his favorite food first, but i didn’t, except a capsule of dry beef i bought last day. then i launched to backup my stuff to dvds via my Acer notebook left to baby’s mom to use those months, restored the os from backup. the grandma soon arrived, cooked us 2 meat dishes: a chicken with mushroom, a fish. the noise of her cutting the chicken let baby uncomfortable, and he asked his mom and me to care him by sat around him. after lunch, with which i quite enjoyed while baby ate less, baby was brought outside by his mom for sunburn, while i busy with installing all new games on the notebook, after trying to restore its previous personal settings. baby slept on way near his mom’s home, i was asked to fetch them, met them when baby dozed on his mom’s back. after shown ema some stuff, ie. cliparts and templates, for her courseware, and educational multimedia for baby son, i went to public bathroom, where i showered&haircut. bought baby son icecream. baby enjoyed it at once after i returned there. then shown baby newly installed games. baby partially attracted&tried some with my companion. the devil, the grandma, likely maltreated baby son with rudeness and sins, so when i talked about God, baby shown impatience, and reluctant to game on the digital virtual land i trust a lot. God, u know what i want to pray, never let baby son erode by meaningless boring nor too much wasted time among human that’s meaningless. baby’s mom, emakingir, likely enchanted by the rich materials i prepared for her work. she let me replace my worn winter coat, later pants before i left, both never washed for the whole winter for i had no enough clothes to rotate, with in season suite. when i left, i forgot my under clothing left after shower. in the night the demons in neighbor room in QRRS dorms shown me their hatred when i went to lavatory to fetch boiled water. their sins more and more in my view. its a pale day so far. the canteen of QRRS dorms, resumed into service after a month and more time to refurnish. but likely not so many residents in the dorms were attracted. i visited office after some doubts in the dorm room. now i will enjoy surfing as time glides. God, u save. http://amplify.com/u/4qkg

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most of the morning sunny. enjoy flying with breeze online, by keeping gains from web resource. time to still the moment that’s rich in the world. God saves me from aggressive hunting in the realm. i love staying with the intelligent properties so much. save me from danger, God. i surely abide self-restraint. let me fly and forget myself awhile! i enjoy the flood of freedom. – yesterday

last night busy with trying new games till 11pm, prepared for baby son in next visit. i also determined trying my best to game more in my own leisure time. its now a sunny morning, after yesterday’s brilliance. God, save me in balance of resources hunting and enjoyment with the fruits of collecting&cultivating. i want less nerd and more persistent hero of life’s truth, public and private. now let me submerging into stuff and news world again.

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harness rich media for family entertainment.^a cloudy day. busy with rich resource on web. dash and rush for store of plays. God, save me from obsessing with those stuff i reckon valuable and hold dear. i know u grant my hobby on it. this late afternoon u let me meet up my baby son, God of Universe, Hope of China, u let me not to eat steam bun any more, u let me doubting what is wrong in my recent life. i m a bit in puzzle. God, i know the life of ur son can’t be more glorious, i know any moment i molding history with my deed and choice. God, let me in ur love, in ur shine, in ur consistent joys, let my beloved closer to me, to my new life in growing the Royal of China. God, i trust u. promise me forever covering me with Spirit!

below is benzrad’s web comments on Apr 14, 2010, lunar first day of March.

the world aphasia upon sinful challenge.

Re: http://amplify.com/u/4ijh @shaor3 yes, world steadily steers into total war between religions. “smart people” just half-close their eyes upon the International dumbfound and mute upon the mutation and persistent evil challenge. all after all, God saves. the sin’s brewing, its rise and fall, wax and wane, all in God’s setting. the land’s residents can change, but the title of God never changes. in reference to: http://jatfla.amplify.com/2010/04/13/obama-no-guarantee-on-sanctions/#liComment_403 (view on Google Sidewiki)

on war by muslim.

Benzrad Zhu Re: http://amplify.com/u/4ijp @shaor3 new forms of threats. war of security never stops, but changes forms. however, human history don’t stopped by a single threat just for its alien harmful at cost of helpful.

on just-do-it life motto.

Benzrad Zhu Re: http://amplify.com/u/4io9 @dgrossman yes, the bible also suggests the greatest joy of now, being now.

on mobile payment encourage Intelligent property.

Benzrad Zhu insightful. easy payment on cell really somewhat encourage user to buy to read. http://amplify.com/u/4j6u

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{April 13, 2010}   guilty and sanity
13/4/2010 a windy morning but now sunny.^yesterday can called a accomplishment. my work style should prolonging it: blog, clog, plog with people sharing common interests. last night in office, i first time tried screenshot warez to demo baby’s mom, emakingir, some powerpoint skill, before i left to dorm. when i informed her the file sent to her email box, she said baby was gaming on her notebook so she can’t check it right now. i felt so glad to know that baby, who shown reluctance those days in the threatening of hot competition among Chinese youth even in childhood just for a securer advantage in the rat’s race of burning&smashing social pot, enjoyed pc games alone, that i buzzed in later than 9pm. but baby was a bit confused by my query which game he played. so it turns clear that his mom likely lied to me in the claim that baby gaming. she always insecure upon her job, a middle school teacher, which is dirty and inferior equality among China education nowadays. she frequently hates anyone attempts to teach, the profession she still making a living with quite some gray incomes, with her barking at corner. i called back later than 10pm to inform her guilty of lying, and baby’s, too. i felt an urgency to tell baby his mom is insane, just the same of his mom’s mother, the grandma, in family name Ruan 阮. i then envisaged the source of being guilty, the Holy’s pure sanity, his love to let people step out of their guilty or dark in just a repent to God, rid of harms of self-destructive and abuse of evil, and the ruined balance in their shabby lives by evil’s don’t gave up their lingering assault on human soul. i appeal for God’s mighty to rid baby son any of sin, praying God to let me do at once over the need. praying that i never had to cram with any anxiousness to correct something, but anytime in Spirit and done in flicker of the thought’s invite. i rest in love of God, and slept after 11pm. in the dawn, i was woke up by pains in stomachs. its the second time. i went to lavatory and shit, then resumed my dream on bed. i dreamed of all my brothers in my hometown. its a strong windy weather when i went to office, God let me shot a movie of the wind. after i settled in office and prepared posting, it turns bright sunny. God, saves me in Joice, in astonish of gift u present me. bring my girl zhou, my 3rd wife and crowned Queen of China, with my 2rd marriage. bring me closer to my 2nd wife, Masheng, my Japanese Crowned Queen, and our first son, my 2nd son, yearning for birth. bring me my most satisfied wife, my Taiwanese bride, to prepared our first son, my 3rd son, in my Royal. that’s the brilliant today’s meaning. God, u see.

From first rain in lunar 2010
From first rain in lunar 2010

video of windy in QRRS Dorms:

abirds’ meeting on top of trees.喜鹊跃高枝,齐车好出处. birds’ gathering, within QRRS factory area, with an abstract touch.齐车厂院聚喜鹊。 http://amplify.com/u/4h95

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{April 13, 2010}   guilty and sanity
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13/4/2010

a windy morning but now sunny.^yesterday can called a accomplishment. my work style should prolonging it: blog, clog, plog with people sharing common interests. last night in office, i first time tried screenshot warez to demo baby’s mom, emakingir, some powerpoint skill, before i left to dorm. when i informed her the file sent to her email box, she said baby was gaming on her notebook so she can’t check it right now. i felt so glad to know that baby, who shown reluctance those days in the threatening of hot competition among Chinese youth even in childhood just for a securer advantage in the rat’s race of burning&smashing social pot, enjoyed pc games alone, that i buzzed in later than 9pm. but baby was a bit confused by my query which game he played. so it turns clear that his mom likely lied to me in the claim that baby gaming. she always insecure upon her job, a middle school teacher, which is dirty and inferior equality among China education nowadays. she frequently hates anyone attempts to teach, the profession she still making a living with quite some gray incomes, with her barking at corner. i called back later than 10pm to inform her guilty of lying, and baby’s, too. i felt an urgency to tell baby his mom is insane, just the same of his mom’s mother, the grandma, in family name Ruan 阮. i then envisaged the source of being guilty, the Holy’s pure sanity, his love to let people step out of their guilty or dark in just a repent to God, rid of harms of self-destructive and abuse of evil, and the ruined balance in their shabby lives by evil’s don’t gave up their lingering assault on human soul. i appeal for God’s mighty to rid baby son any of sin, praying God to let me do at once over the need. praying that i never had to cram with any anxiousness to correct something, but anytime in Spirit and done in flicker of the thought’s invite. i rest in love of God, and slept after 11pm.
in the dawn, i was woke up by pains in stomachs. its the second time. i went to lavatory and shit, then resumed my dream on bed. i dreamed of all my brothers in my hometown. its a strong windy weather when i went to office, God let me shot a movie of the wind. after i settled in office and prepared posting, it turns bright sunny. God, saves me in Joice, in astonish of gift u present me. bring my girl zhou, my 3rd wife and crowned Queen of China, with my 2rd marriage. bring me closer to my 2nd wife, Masheng, my Japanese Crowned Queen, and our first son, my 2nd son, yearning for birth. bring me my most satisfied wife, my Taiwanese bride, to prepared our first son, my 3rd son, in my Royal. that’s the brilliant today’s meaning. God, u see. 

From first rain in lunar 2010
From first rain in lunar 2010

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

abirds’ meeting on top of trees.喜鹊跃高枝,齐车好出处.

birds’ gathering, within QRRS factory area, with an abstract touch.齐车厂院聚喜鹊。

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its a gloomy day today. now its eventually snows. i enjoy this first work day in a week as usual, with rich download and reading stuff. life can be more meaningful if i can keep myself on track of world affair after covering my personal affairs. i love to the world of my God, my passed dad, my baby son, warrenzh, Hope of China, my Japanese Queen in crown, turning clearer and clearer in this long and exhausting tunnel of isolation and deprivation. i never lack of Holy message, and strength of self-reliance, but i do need entertain of communications, esp. from the another half of mine God grants. God, bring me to my new stage sooner, in this blessing moment! like Masheng’s forever serene and beautiful face.

the responsibility of standing world right evades anyone among human, but not the Son. +
the point quite strong, and the voice of urgency quite loud. but how many people reflect on their life that in other’s hands is dubious. human tend to be docile, and that’s seduce to dictator all around in human history.
worst of worst, after all, God saves. so we shouldn’t trust human, but the universal shine of God.
without doctrine above, i would in dark of human silliness nights and days. but since i broke heart for a hopeless love, i committed to the Holy that’s universal accessible and wise than any smartest mind. God created the universe and don’t let human poison his lives in anxiousness nor cautiousness.

civilian’s living under law and peace, is the fundamental step toward democracy. +

Re: http://amplify.com/u/4g15 @awolk yes, after the golden years of freedom online shared among those respectable pioneers, now time to deprive the less gifted offspring of the leading people the same amount or level of freedom. the earth also endangered with no constrains upon unlimited development in time-space spans human inherit from God.
universal law’s ruling, likely need reinforce from basic living support, as well as life assurance, in countries less developed, esp. those fight for a living with risk of life. Chinese society now deeply threatened by mafia, whose activities turns more frequent upon worsen economics and bankrupt political structure nowadays. when people trust their fairness upon law system maintained by their government, they less need dog, no matter dog system like police and bureaucracy, nor personal dark soul hunting for preys.
why don’t menting hellotxt? i chose htxt instead of ping.fm. i cross posting via posterous when rich media included in post, while commenting via amplify when clogging.

Re: http://amplify.com/u/4fjl @larrybrauner i like it. hope sooner group profile also equipped with customizable sidebar with rich widgets.
Re: http://amplify.com/u/4ae6 @DianeRayfield democracy best as blogging can greatly improves the voice of the less gifted people in the world of diversity. I enjoy it so much.

origin of humanity, and God’s deed of choosing.

the idea is thoughtful. sense of equality born with human, but right time to be lightened in God’s shine that God’s chosen differs from the sinful. love is universal but sins cages quite some group of inhabitant on the earth. God chooses democracy on the earth, and human liable to abide the common welfare and rules. Clipped from richardbrenneman.wordpress.com

George Orwell once noted that the “thing that attracts ordinary men to Socialism and makes them willing to risk their skins for it, the ‘mystique’ of Socialism, is the idea of equality.” This is still the case. It is the growing inequality in and between societies that generates so many social pathologies. Grotesquely unequal societies are also unstable societies. They generate internal division and, sooner or later, internal strife – usually with undemocratic outcomes. As citizens of a free society, we have a duty to look critically at our world. But that is not enough. If we think we know what is wrong, we must act on that knowledge. Philosophers, it was famously observed, have hitherto only interpreted the world in various ways; the point is to change it. Read more at richardbrenneman.wordpress.com

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the point quite strong, and the voice of urgency quite loud. but how many people reflect on their life that in other’s hands is dubious. human tend to be docile, and that’s seduce to dictator all around in human history. worst of worst, after all, God saves. so we shouldn’t trust human, but the universal shine of God. without doctrine above, i would in dark of human silliness nights and days. but since i broke heart for a hopeless love, i committed to the Holy that’s universal accessible and wise than any smartest mind. God created the universe and don’t let human poison his lives in anxiousness nor cautiousness. http://amplify.com/u/4g9l

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universal law’s ruling, likely need reinforce from basic living support, as well as life assurance, in countries less developed, esp. those fight for a living with risk of life. Chinese society now deeply threatened by mafia, whose activities turns more frequent upon worsen economics and bankrupt political structure nowadays. when people trust their fairness upon law system maintained by their government, they less need dog, no matter dog system like police and bureaucracy, nor personal dark soul hunting for preys. http://amplify.com/u/4g4j

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{April 12, 2010}   aggregative social media.
why don’t menting hellotxt? i chose htxt instead of ping.fm. i cross posting via posterous when rich media included in post, while commenting via amplify when clogging. http://amplify.com/u/4g3m

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the idea is thoughtful. sense of equality born with human, but right time to be lightened in God’s shine that God’s chosen differs from the sinful. love is universal but sins cages quite some group of inhabitant on the earth. God chooses democracy on the earth, and human liable to abide the common welfare and rules. http://amplify.com/u/4g2n

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