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last night slept after 10pm, after surfed via wap. this morning woke up as normal.likely snowed last night. in office continued to catalog cliparts assets. returned dorm after lunched in office. returned office after 2:40pm, tried radio online. dined outside for the canteen out of service. a tall girl, looks like my girl zhou, lingered awhile gazing me far on the other side of QRRS main road, outside of the restaurant, while i waiting for serving dishes, with 2 male pals. lingered in dorm all night. felt my girl zhou longing for me, but the insulting scene on last Friday night still hurts me, God pacified me that’s not my girl zhou. buzzed baby son for the blessing, arranged last shower in lunar 2009 with baby’s mom, emakingir.



{February 8, 2010}   a snowing night.

last night my cellphone called me twice after i went to bed. i was remind the call of my secod wife, from Japanese Royal, Masheng. God sees our important moment in my growing Royal of China. Masheng, u know my girl zhou is a greatly merited girl, she is considerate and very noble. pl rid me worry of dirt upon her as well as my Royal, heal me the poison of insulting scene last night. u know the saint and purity of my Royal means much, u know the glory untouchable of God and his son’s family in holy. u just my claim of my 3rd wife, my girl zhou’s being my long time searched and waited Crowned Qreens of China, my life long wife. u know what my vision of my family life and the merits my beloved have. attend and kill dirt around my girl zhou, Masheng, u listen to me. arrived office soon after got up before 8am. post tweets. enjoy fruits of family new sites with amplify.com, and fine tuned my chrome to access them easier. let download&catalog some cliparts asset from web&backup a dvd. then prepared again virtual win xp on my hosting win7, for my hardware don’t support microsft native vxp, i had to try 3rd part tool&finally settled it. sorted portable suite. left office after 5pm&dined with beef pies. don’t attend local church’s preach for the clerk shown cold shoulders to me yesterday. felt God never hustles me, so i have the last say upon my life. listening music in dorm in night.



7/2/2010
a snowing night.^last night my cellphone called me twice after i went to bed. i was remind the call of my secod wife, from Japanese Royal, Masheng. God sees our important moment in my growing Royal of China. Masheng, u know my girl zhou is a greatly merited girl, she is considerate and very noble. pl rid me worry of dirts upon her as well as my Royal, heal me the poison of insulting scene last night. u know the saint and purity of my Royal means much, u know the glory untouchable of God and his son’s family in holy. u just my claim of my 3rd wife, my girl zhou’s being my long time searched and waited Crowned Qreens of China, my life long wife. u know what my vision of my family life and the merits my beloved have. attend and kill dirts around my girl zhou, Masheng, u listen to me.

6/2/2010
a bright day.^late sleep, got up till 12:34pm. dined out with beef pies and mutton soup near my office. its a starling bright day, i even sweated after the lunch. returned dorm&logged expense&events of recent. for the sunny, haunted outside again. join the Internet cafe, "New Millennium", in the aim to meet my girl zhou. a girl with an cheap ugly large ear ring there chat via qq, a Chinese main stream im, looks like my girl. felt sad upon the phenomena of my girl’s not engaged with me. in night listening music via cellphone most of night, felt sad on bed. when i stood up&walked, the idea that my girl left QRRS and managed to support our coming life with her own startup struke me. i also felt the coldness among clerks in the local church, so i will pray to my God, my father, my second wife, my Sun, Masheng, as well as myself, more, like what i did before. its all day a bright day.

5/2/2010
invite high rank to introduce me to my girl in QRRS’ bachelor’s treat but my girl absent there.^dreamed with baby’s mom, emakingir, visiting my senior middle school alumni, playing Majiang till my hands dirted. then i left&woke up. in office refined family new accounts with amplify.com, till 12:20pm, returned to dorm to avoid dirts in office, where the 2 dogs first time lunch with fast food from the vendor i subscribed in office at noon. returned to office at 2:50pm, busy with claim family accounts with box.net, whose net disk service offers vanity url, a favortie of mine. settled after 5pm. sorted bookmarks&cared download. the company hosts a party for bachelor, and i was invited, so head on. its more than several years since last time i haunted the inner factory, where the newly built canteen just put into service. in the meeting i talked to the Zhou, a high rank in QRRS, to let him introduce me to my girl zhou, but he asserted my girl don’t present, and said my girl zhou engaged already. after left the meeting, i walked alone the main road of QRRS to dorm, half way there is a man wild and bare his half chest and in fury while a tall girl very likes my girl zhou tried to pacify the man. i gazed awhile, doubting if my girl there, then left before the beast yelled to show aggressive. in dorm praying God his gift for me, my Royal of China, never changes, the saint and purity of my Queens, my girls, everbright in deepest sky. called baby&visit nearby church as God lets.

4/2/2010
a blessed day complished.^last night decided less time lingering in office in coming period to avoid dirts in the office, esp noon break. got up&went to office just in the end of QRRS rush time. waited awhile then launched task set last afternoon, to claim family namespace with a new service from clipmarks.com, whose service i tested but don’t fully harness. the other evils in office busy there with shotting footage from some woman crafts from QRRSers for program of the enterprise cable TV. since then till near 4pm i settled all family namespaces’ opening in the server domain space, amplify.com, roughly 20 or 30 sites under my family title. its a kind of web noting&bookmarking&blogging service, with feature captures any page or elements within a web page and autopost to main stream blog or bookmark portals. i was attracted by it at once when i got its news last afternoon. in the process also claimed family namespace, IIDChina, warozhu, with facebook public brand page and group. it really a full work load day.

near 4:40pm, i left office, dined in canteen on way, then went to greet my girl zhou directly. this time i picked the countering lane of the entrance of the residentail area my girl yesterday appeared. but again my girl zhou evaded me. its a warm early spring dusk, the lunar calendar of my google calendar reminds me its lunar spring start day, 立春 today. all people on the street likely in mood of happy lunar Spring festival, which just several days to celebrate, while i praying my new life with my girl zhou, my 3rd wife, descends earlier. longing for her body, her body perfume, her perfect figure and ideas, her way of handling routine life, driving me crazy. God sees how narrow the distance between us.

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{February 7, 2010}   a bright day.

late sleep, got up till 12:34pm. dined out with beef pies and mutton soup near my office. its a starling bright day, i even sweated after the lunch. returned dorm&logged expense&events of recent. for the sunny, haunted outside again. join the Internet cafe, “New Millennium”, in the aim to meet my girl zhou. a girl with an cheap ugly large ear ring there chat via qq, a Chinese main stream im, looks like my girl. felt sad upon the phenomena of my girl’s not engaged with me. in night listening music via cellphone most of night, felt sad on bed. when i stood up&walked, the idea that my girl left QRRS and managed to support our coming life with her own startup struke me. i also felt the coldness among clerks in the local church, so i will pray to my God, my father, my second wife, my Sun, Masheng, as well as myself, more, like what i did before. its all day a bright day. – posted on Feb 6,2010



dreamed with baby’s mom, emakingir, visiting my senior middle school alumni, playing Majiang till my hands dirted. then i left&woke up. in office refined family new accounts with amplify.com, till 12:20pm, returned to dorm to avoid dirts in office, where the 2 dogs first time lunch with fast food from the vendor i subscribed in office at noon. returned to office at 2:50pm, busy with claim family accounts with box.net, whose net disk service offers vanity url, a favortie of mine. settled after 5pm. sorted bookmarks&cared download. the company hosts a party for bachelor, and i was invited, so head on. its more than several years since last time i haunted the inner factory, where the newly built canteen just put into service. in the meeting i talked to the Zhou, a high rank in QRRS, to let him introduce me to my girl zhou, but he asserted my girl don’t present, and said my girl zhou engaged already. after left the meeting, i walked alone the main road of QRRS to dorm, half way there is a man wild and bare his half chest and in fury while a tall girl very likes my girl zhou tried to pacify the man. i gazed awhile, doubting if my girl there, then left before the beast yelled to show aggressive. in dorm praying God his gift for me, my Royal of China, never changes, the saint and purity of my Queens, my girls, everbright in deepest sky. called baby&visit nearby church as God lets.



sorted google browser, chrome, and its extensions by disabled some less useful, trying to fix its large ram comsuming. claimed family namespace, warozhu, with google groups after done it with plaxo groups yesterday. the monitor, a hard core gay&esp. cheap in essential&criminal in mindset, espionaged me closer these days, left lately at noon and returned early around 12:30pm when i listening a Japanese album from google China music portal as usual. the neighbor dogs, ie, the evil once colleagues&dying for its own sin&aimlessness after it was seperated from harm me any more after departmental restructure, including previous departmental director in family name Huang, his driver, a gay in family name Wang&local hooligan’s friend, via who the Huang attempted to pay to hurt me, soon gathered in their office which tentatively arranged surrounding my office, &complained my music noisy, the monitor demanded lower the volumn, but i just ignored it. then the shits bumped to close my notebook. i pushed on his chest when he return to me while i watching outside the window, the 2 gays in office both encharged and prepared to fist. the facing evil unplugged the power line. i ignored the rest babbles while trying to resume my computer, till found the power down by the facing dog. they all r dead, and thirsty for death match, like ghost entangling the live. the all things just a plot attempting to trap me and humilate me in violence, with which they want to disable me once and forever. God sees, i never kill men with my own knife, they just don’t deserve.

left office after 2:30pm. reviewed my situation in dorm. heart weighten for my missing girl zhou. dined after 4:30pm, then went to the cross way to greet my girl. i didn’t wait as long as usual, for i don’t put insurance on my girl’s presence after knowing my waiting from the spying environment all around. when i on way to dorm, i saw a girl in long white coat and white boots holding a middle aged woman just disappearing crossing the gate of the residential area my girl’s house locates. i’m sure that’s my girl, my girl zhou who arranged to assure me our love. bought food before returned dorm. in dorm, in high mood of blessing&buzzed baby son. dined again in the restaurant near the cross road after roamed some time indoor. God, today really a bright day!



{February 5, 2010}   a blessed day complished.

last night decided less time lingering in office in coming period to avoid dirts in the office, esp noon break. got up&went to office just in the end of QRRS rush time. waited awhile then launched task set last afternoon, to claim family namespace with a new service from clipmarks.com, whose service i tested but don’t fully harness. the other evils in office busy there with shotting footage from some woman crafts from QRRSers for program of the enterprise cable TV. since then till near 4pm i settled all family namespaces’ opening in the server domain space, amplify.com, roughly 20 or 30 sites under my family title. its a kind of web noting&bookmarking&blogging service, with feature captures any page or elements within a web page and autopost to main stream blog or bookmark portals. i was attracted by it at once when i got its news last afternoon. in the process also claimed family namespace, IIDChina, warozhu, with facebook public brand page and group. it really a full work load day. near 4:40pm, i left office, dined in canteen on way, then went to greet my girl zhou directly. this time i picked the countering lane of the entrance of the residentail area my girl yesterday appeared. but again my girl zhou evaded me. its a warm early spring dusk, the lunar calendar of my google calendar reminds me its lunar spring start day, 立春 today. all people on the street likely in mood of happy lunar Spring festival, which just several days to celebrate, while i praying my new life with my girl zhou, my 3rd wife, descends earlier. longing for her body, her body perfume, her perfect figure and ideas, her way of handling routine life, driving me crazy. God sees how narrow the distance between us.



{February 3, 2010}   looked out but in vain.

woke up early. went to office at once, in the rush time of QRRS. refined family blogger blogs, ie. posting format, sidebar widgets, etc. the monitor these days closely spying, left to lunch lately after 12:15pm. sorted stuff&tried some new google extensions in afternoon. my chrome likely infected, ill behaves and lagging heavily. dog in China surveillance broke into my os in every chance. left office around 4:30pm, went to receive my girl zhou but don’t meet. God let me follow a girl active in the local church, lingered there more than an hour just for meet up the girl who smaller than my girl zhou. in dorm listened music, then read ebook on sex.



{February 2, 2010}   a mere busy day.

last night the newly installed lamp in corridor leaks lots of lights into my room&let me restless awhile, till i got up&turned off it about near 12am. woke up normal around 7:25am, even i felt delayed on bed for some time. in office verified effect of static pages of family profiles added last weekends onto family blogs on blogger&wordpress, posted recent tweets, let download, then launched to correct baby son, warrenzh, the Hope of China, the God of Universe, his linkbook hosted on google docs and zoho office. its a long time nail& filed this afternoon, such a relief! then sorted bookmarks. since then China surveillance blocked my access to google search, docs and goo.gl’s shorten url service. i tried lots of ways but all failed. later catalog picture assets from web via a asset management software i got from backup on baby’s desktop, &backup a dvd. the facing evil snorted in late afternoon among my heavy load of tasks, i praying God to see how the dog had been vomiting&pervise&abnormal, how evil the enemy of my Empire is&deserves slaughter. its bright in the morning, but gloomy all afternoon. i had to put on my coat in office amid against tomb chill from gays, ie., the dead. left office around 4:30pm&dinned in canteen. crack sunflower seeds in dorm to kill time. my financial book had deficit more than ¥1300, the office dogs babbled about changes in the company’s bonus policy, tried to let me worry about money. God, i see u let me walk through to ever-brighter, the glory none ever seen. roamed outside near 7pm, the chill freezed my ears. bought instant noodles&eggs. read sex educational ebook lately to 10:30pm.



{February 1, 2010}   learing day.

slept sound till after 10am woke up. lunched outside, then join office to elaborate static pages hosted on blogger&wordpress, the most prominent blog portals in the world. also posted recent tweets. narrowly done near 5pm. dined in canteen of QRRS dorms. Its all day a bright day. listened preach in nearby church, expressed thanks to the priest after most believers left, a beautiful girl lingered there, likely active among those followers, but i doubting if my girl zhou taller than her, but however, i felt God’s shine over us. buzzed baby but he playing chess with his mom&don’t talk with me. reviewed my love&saw God’s shine when staying in dorm all the rest of night.



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