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{October 12, 2010}   weather turning clearer&brighter.

a day won at last. now beams of sun.^its cloudy since morning, i busy with posting till noon break finished. also help baby&his mom post baby’s recent photos accompanied her mom’s hometown visit. later claimed group with 163.com for my hometown, Zhudajiu. cost some time to customize its homepage, for the copy on google groups in same title has quite some redundant code lines. the gays in office challenged all day. soon before the end of work time the facing evil left, but the monitor, a male prostitute in essence, joined&closed the door to profane. the sunshine turns very beautiful in late afternoon, warm&golden, &i readily left office about ten minutes before work time over, with satisfaction after the work load. dinner especially delicious for hunger. after roamed outside, i loaned from nearby restaurant to have 6 sticks of toast beef to glorify my complacent in God’s shine. buzzed baby’s mom after fetching some water from neighbor dorm, for my dorm underwent renovation for a week, &tap water cut off since the launch of the project. God, i deeply craving for a stable&materially enjoyable life! bring my girls into our new life!

&now its a rare sunny morning recently. God, bring me more wondering moments with my beloved.


today there is sunshine but weak. i still frequently live penniless. with baby son, warrenzh, God of Universe, peace in my heart echoing God's praise forever unshakable. the cloudy weather since the end of National Day vacation warns me of many threats against my emerging Empire of China, but that's only a far cry from the crashing loser on the scary land now dominating&smothering the Chinese people. Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan, still caring my life, &even clearer she is reinforced by God who love the two subtly different nations thousand years lives apart while beats harmoniously pulse of life&faith. in a larger continent uncrowded&uncrossed, legend of proud&glory will continue to utter.
Ok, its a prompt post for baby's recent photos in our unseductive National Day vacation. a Liu earns a Nobel peace prize. God sees the triumph of democracy unbreakable shines over Zhu's, my honorable family since 2 dynasties in Chinese history.

10/10/2010

a day half cloudy.^in dawn dreamed of great view of Lordship, like carrying turtle which can drain the earth. arrived baby's mom's house early&bought them breakfast including bean curd juice. backup stuff before baby left to have Chinese Pinyin lesson. tried new games, till attracted by one. baby played a lot with his mom's pupils there having their tutorials. lunch is rich, IE. toast beef with onion. lately i went to shower in pubic bathroom nearby. lingered awhile after returned, while baby watching animation online, his mom read novel online. anything can remind me my new marriage, that's full at the moment. anything can cater to baby's joy, that's awaiting in coming new year. after dined in canteen, i joined local church, where i first time dozed for minutes. the sermon was warm&earnest, God, u see the distance between Heaven&my land now. tomorrow will be sunny, i assert.

9/10/2010

a day of my birthday, recharged.^reading all day while in heavy dirt from sins, ie. gays, in office. God let me gain from web like produce from field. its still foggy in morning, since last night, but turned weakly sunny in afternoon. i tried facebook new group feature as reported in my rss feeds, but unfortunately they were still unavailable for old groups. chatted awhile with hometown relatives in QQ, but not much fun. these days i frequently reckon support from Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Japan, if the sum could solve my deficit now gathered to near ¥2000, and my wish list for new year, a Dell game notebook will cost ¥7000, &some other spending like hometown duty, ie. life support of my old mother, write back broadband bill for my work online in my last hometown vacation from April to June, 2010 , ¥1000, &finally clear debt to my Taiwanese friend who help register domains, ¥2000. i badly want to treat my baby son&his mom 3rd time with toasted mutton, in a nearby restaurant next to the local church. God, these days i live in penniless but survived so well, i enjoyed every bite so sweet! God, i thank u for the weightless life, pl let me do as i will in coming year end celebrations. bring my girl zhou, or anyone of my girls into my arms, Asoh, u know, bring my new life from dream into routine&concrete.

7/10/2010

a foggy morning.^today is the first work day after National Day vacation. the fog started since last morning. in dusk i spent more time roaming outside to avoid dirt in dorm. this vacation started with a breakfast i bought for baby&his mom when they still on bed while i went over by bus near their house, and end with a lengthy nap baby&me both took on bed after gaming, while his mom busy with sorting house. my financial situation still worsening, but God let me enjoy life so sweet&meaningful. God, bring me my new family.

benzrad's comment on the day

irresistible of Christian one world.

world tolerance to Islam must toward a moment when shows the formidable of Christian. delay of proper response can call forth menace&threats that's real. God, bring clear the failure of Islam undebatable.

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在这次关于世贸遗址清真寺的争论中,美国的穆斯林中几乎没有人敢于公开质疑建寺的选址是否明智,正是上述这种现象的反映。

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1/10/2010

dreamed of our old house in my hometown, central China, rebuilt. my passed dad, God, taming a tiger. my second elder brother tamed another.

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for google&flick blocked within China mainlnad for years, here some copy hosted domestic.


baby son bored in his mom's hometown visit.


baby with visiting pal, daughter fo his mom's colleague's.



{October 11, 2010}   days in clouds.

a day half cloudy.^in dawn dreamed of great view of Lordship, like carrying turtle which can drain the earth. arrived baby’s mom’s house early&bought them breakfast including bean curd juice. backup stuff before baby left to have Chinese Pinyin lesson. tried new games, till attracted by one. baby played a lot with his mom’s pupils there having their tutorials. lunch is rich, IE. toast beef with onion. lately i went to shower in pubic bathroom nearby. lingered awhile after returned, while baby watching animation online, his mom read novel online. anything can remind me my new marriage, that’s full at the moment. anything can cater to baby’s joy, that’s awaiting in coming new year. after dined in canteen, i joined local church, where i first time dozed for minutes. the sermon was warm&earnest, God, u see the distance between Heaven&my land now. tomorrow will be sunny, i assert.



{October 9, 2010}   my birthday, in a business.

a day of my birthday, recharged.^reading all day while in heavy dirt from sins, ie. gays, in office. God let me gain from web like produce from field. its still foggy in morning, since last night, but turned weakly sunny in afternoon. i tried facebook new group feature as reported in my rss feeds, but unfortunately they were still unavailable for old groups. chatted awhile with hometown relatives in QQ, but not much fun. these days i frequently reckon support from Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Japan, if the sum could solve my deficit now gathered to near ¥2000, and my wish list for new year, a Dell game notebook will cost ¥7000, &some other spending like hometown duty, ie. support my old mother, write back broadband bill for my work online in my last hometown vacation from April to June, 2010 , ¥1000, &finally clear debt to my Taiwanese friend who help register domains, ¥2000. i badly want to treat my baby son&his mom 3rd time with toasted mutton, in a nearby restaurant next to the local church. God, these days i live in penniless but survived so well, i enjoyed every bite so sweet! God, i thank u for the weightless life, pl let me do as i will in coming year end celebrations. bring my girl zhou, or anyone of my girls into my arms, Asoh, u know, bring my new life from dream into routine&concrete.



{October 8, 2010}   2 foggy days, moisture blessing.

a foggy morning.^today is the first work day after National Day vocation. the fog started since last morning. in dusk i spent more time roaming outside to avoid dirt in dorm. this vocation started with a breakfast i bought for baby&his mom when they still on bed while i went over by bus near their house, and end with a lengthy nap baby&me both took on bed after gaming, while his mom busy with sorting house. my financial situation still worsening, but God let me enjoy life so sweet&meaningful. God, bring me my new family.



world tolerance to Islam must toward a moment when shows the formidable of Christian. delay of proper response can call forth menace&threats that’s real. God, bring clear the failure of Islam undebatable.

在这次关于世贸遗址清真寺的争论中,美国的穆斯林中几乎没有人敢于公开质疑建寺的选址是否明智,正是上述这种现象的反映。



a night in bliss.^yesterday is meaningful for me. even penniless, i managed borrowed ¥20&bought baby KFC food in last gathering his mom refused us upon baby’s refusal my once drinking in his cup of Pepsi cola. when i arrived, baby just in low mood, for his mom scorned him. after ate the food i brought, he rejoiced&start to watch animation while i busy with backup stuff from web. he first time closed the door of his room to avoid dirt from his mom’s boy pupil. he also save my love with his cry when i mistakenly close his player&lost playing history. his mom fetched him&he stayed in bedroom till i ready for game&invited him. we tried new magic games. he&his mom arranged to leave Qiqihar to visit his mom’s relatives in a city of 3 hours train tour. its so beautiful moment when we babbled in balcony sunshine while his mom went out to prepare food on train. he also broke my glasses in game. after returned to QRRS, i arranged to buy a new glasses with a loan of ¥50 from the vendor, ¥60 prepaid at once. before night i clear most of my debts, mainly with restaurants nearby. after treated a dorm pal who loaned me last night with ¥10, i was left less than ¥50 from 2 weeks’ living support, ¥200 baby’s mom handed over to me. It drizzled in dawn while i lately slept, till near 10am i got up. i know God saving my young girls. after 11am, i fetched my new glasses, ate a merely rich lunch, now i be seat in office to kill time. God, Asoh Yukiko, bring my girl zhou to me, write out my bills&let me act in freedom. i love ur drizzle so much, bring peace&away from wanting to my heart.

30/9/2010

dreamed of my passed dad, God.^yesterday can be an hour prolonged. i waited d/l till 6:30pm left office. dined in debt nearby, where the chef, a demon dirtily challenged me for several times. roamed in dorm all night, reviewing mafia led by sins in office restlessly attempting earning from me by bloodiness. this morning dreamed of my passed dad, so vivid never seen in years, preparing Ciba, 糍粑, in hometown. later mother joined&family enjoyed the Chinese traditional delicacy. Its a brilliant morning, i ate breakfast as God lets. thx, God. Today is last day before National Day vacation. hope i can play new games with baby son.
bring my girl zhou, who re-appeared yesterday noon in QRRS, to me, God, in this vacation, let me have companion. Asoh Yukiko, join me in new life right now!

29/9/2010

a day in bliss of rain.^posted a blog entry to include recent tweets&photos, esp baby in new clothes. fix failing autopost, refined baby’s second qzone his mom help him claimed months ago. it drizzled before noon, so sweat in memory&faith of Asoh Yukiko, my Japanese Crowned Queen. China surveillance blocked heavily amid the operation, in joint with the sin on facing desk in office. God, none in the world exists between us, the trinity, none can probe the exchange in One. saves my works online, saves my Empire of China in its broken trash in end of darkest&hopeless brutal failure.

28/9/2010

a day thankful while shallowly sorry.^yesterday mostly a raining day. left office earlier than work time after got stuff from web, returned to QRRS dorms in pouring rain. in canteen i ate second loaned dinner. in night in dorm reviewing my love. by reviewing the risk free waiting for d/l finished, i learned God just lets me be patient, in the end universally gift i yearning for waiting for me, just no hastle. buzzed baby son in agitation, but he told me not buzz him, for he busy with study. the dorm sees these days wading of young residents, and most rooms on the floor now shut door in night. however, now its a bright morning as i expected. God, bring my girls to me, esp. Asoh Yukiko, and my girl zhou. i need even urgenter a new family now, u know.



{October 2, 2010}   bliss in dawn drizzle.

a night in bliss.^yesterday is meaningful for me. even penniless, i managed borrowed ¥20&bought baby KFC food in last gathering his mom refused us upon baby’s refusal my once drinking in his cup of Pepsi cola. when i arrived, baby just in low mood, for his mom scorned him. after ate the food i brought, he rejoiced&start to watch animation while i busy with backup stuff from web. he first time closed the door of his room to avoid dirt from his mom’s boy pupil. he also save my love with his cry when i mistakenly close his player&lost playing history. his mom fetched him&he stayed in bedroom till i ready for game&invited him. we tried new magic games. he&his mom arranged to leave Qiqihar to visit his mom’s relatives in a city of 3 hours train tour. its so beautiful moment when we babbled in balcony sunshine while his mom went out to prepare food on train. he also broke my glasses in game. after returned to QRRS, i arranged to buy a new glasses with a loan of ¥50 from the vendor, ¥60 prepaid at once. before night i clear most of my debts, mainly with restaurants nearby. after treated a dorm pal who loaned me last night with ¥10, i was left less than ¥50 from 2 weeks’ living support, ¥200 baby’s mom handed over to me. It drizzled in dawn while i lately slept, till near 10am i got up. i know God saving my young girls. after 11am, i fetched my new glasses, ate a merely rich lunch, now i be seat in office to kill time. God, Asoh Yukiko, bring my girl zhou to me, write out my bills&let me act in freedom. i love ur drizzle so much, bring peace&from wanting to my heart.



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