benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











supplement missing tweet yesterday for postponed elation of reuniting again with baby son in Qiqihar, for his mom suggested a possible revisiting my passed dad’s house in her summer vacation with baby. found yahoo redesigned user profile ui, made customization on it. nicely! also babbled withmother&visiting evil former neighbor wife on young lives’ perished China situation. the demon, eldest brother also visited in order to profane. Pray God shows me soon sunshine for sanity.



{June 9, 2010}   dreamed of baby again.

dreamed of cult sales or MLM, likely again dreamed of baby son in gloom. got up till breakfast ready. sunshine flushed when i went to make water. last afternoon i deleted all unfinished downloads for the return to baby son, this morning i first arranged d/l after workspace ready. its cloudy now, but God knows linkage between baby&me stronger than ever. how great it would be when warrenzh, owner of domain warozhu.com, visit his grandpa’s hometown second time with his mom in booming summer?!



last afternoon i felt pains, as well as inspiring from baby when i review family album online. decided to return Qiqihar to see him. God purified me with rains cats&dogs, and weeping cloudy. waited till baby returned from his kindergarten&buzzed in. baby received my call, permit my quit from my hometown Zhudajiu. informed elder sisters about my decision&asking help me buy train tickets on way to county city. rested in night with TV. then baby’s mom, emakingir buzzed in, changed my choice by her possible tour with baby to Zhudajiu next month if she was allowed to stay with new grade six students in new term as she did now. baby again didn’t talk to me in air, but i assured his mom i will be Ok if baby don’t missing me now. informed elder sisters the new decision, waiting here till see if baby with his mom can visit the village in summer vacation.



et cetera