benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











{May 21, 2010}   Holy moistures thirst.

got holy message&talked to baby son, assured him the coming new game notebook. haunted village front plaza, taught mother&elder brother lesson on self-esteem. chatted with baby’s mom, emakingir, online, on her new micro/blogging attempts, inform her expedient ways to do it. it rained harder in night, so blessing. God, i missing my girls, my second baby son with Masheng, my Crowned Queen from Japan. bring me closer to my new life!



again upset by the cheap&sanity of my mother’s dark soul. the devil, 2 cousins both inthe fell&hell of Chinese bureaucracy, visited, trying to connect via my mother, who forever admires power like a rootless weak grass.



{May 21, 2010}   Masheng touched me.

read in front yard till it started to drizzle. activated family google apps’ waves, &setup. sinful mother sought to sell herself, saying had to help elder brother’s grandson for they busy with grain in field now. she left me dishes&left. i saw how she treated my passed dad when he, God, lived a miserable life before he decided to leave the earth. baby’s mom, emakingir, posted her first blog, i replied to encourage her activity now in cyberspace.



et cetera