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{December 17, 2009}   my lingering place n


my lingering place now. trap sees plot. i need more time to think big&dealt important affairs, but i at least need cellphone&the web, and necessity.



{December 17, 2009}   trap to breakthrough
my lingering place now. trap sees plot. i need more time to think big&dealt important affairs, but i at least need cellphone&the web, and necessity.

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{December 17, 2009}   dreamed of infant baby son.

last night It started to snow to kill dirts. tried again posting daily tweet in unsafe cafe, by posting to my forum at http://htxt.it/9fEE ,where allows posting anonymously&bans delete. met the canteen’s owner&talked about my blessed fate&my new wife. a male dog there heavily profaned. slept later for preparing feeds reader for mobile environment. dogs’ biting let me restlessly awhile. dreamed hometown gathering, where a once neighbor wife chatted with me. got up&dozed again. dreamed in dawn baby son when he is infant. heartbroken love for him for he is so little&young. regret since last night for i talked to his mom but didn’t call him.



China surveillance upon me turns freaky. the office dogs seated just after i arrived. i at once tried to use the monitor’s corporate lan to update my twitter, but soon broke twice for the leaving and returning monitor, who later made lots of complains that after my unplug his lan wire, he can’t reconnect to the web after rejoin the lan. God sees how the demon tentatively made the unusual problem happen on his pc (it never happen on my notebook). busy with finishing scheduled task, including creating a new flick group for my namespace, IIDChina, so missed saluting to my girl Zhou in QRRS rush time, but caught her in the rush time of beginning of afternoon. she walked alone the other lane, showing reservation on me. God, i never want conflicts in my rest marriages. i deserves peace and deep harmony between my partners and me from now on, for ur glory uncomparable on the earth. dined early to prepare to salute my girl zhou, but dogs plotting to trap me in sexual infamous. so sheered back to dorm. haunted awhile the community free cafe. baby’s mother, emakingir, asked me to help refined her course demo’s video. dreamed joined American army with a brother or pal. on the train or queue toward frontline. and life after retired, with my family, likely including my wife and son in US. refined portable suite. the department director invited to talk, urging me now first receive my old family’s aid before the applied aid from QRRS arrive. reveals as i talk my girl appears in QRRS rush time&my treating the high rank of QRRS, a Zhou, whom i asked to borrow ¥3000 the day i rejoin QRRS’ dorm, as my father-in-law. reveals i was basically a Christian. idle all time in office. ema later told me in phone she got her edited video. review my being blessed in dorm alone.



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