benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











{December 6, 2009}   read. gamed. showered.

read most of the day while cared d/l. showered in public bathroom after noon. Its a bright day&felt relieved about baby’s playing with his penis. when i returned from bathroom the evil grandma doing chores at home&lately left even didn’t finish many tasks. played with baby while watching TV after dinner. ema watched Korea TV series online while i try stuff got from web. baby watched animation online most of day, except playing pc game with his visiting cousin awhile.



{December 6, 2009}   bright morning sunshine.

last night later on bed, explained to baby why he shouldn’t dabble sex behavior early, and the evil around. ema didn’t rebuke first time. dreamed of my elder brother in hometown village. dreamed baby less bright&try to heal him. also dreamed of a scream. got up earlier as ema, but felt gloomy so dozed again in baby’s future room. now baby watching Japanese animation after asked me to do it for him.



et cetera