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{November 25, 2009}   can’t wait for new life.

rest with watching Korea TV series while let d/l. bewildering for the coming new life let me anxious. gamed awhile after baby returned. told baby my elation on new life with my girls. tried online TV, esp. Discovery channel while baby played with sticker his mom bought him. God, i don’t miss none, my girls and my baby son, God of universe and Hope of China.



last night dreamed a lot, but all forgot after got up. continued to setup daily tweets auto-posting to blogs, including wordpress, tumblr, posterous. blogspot&livejournal already settled down days ago. in office sorted stuff before lunch. then continued to setup daily tweets’ autopost to blogs via loudtwitter’s service. the site had problem to logout&short of openid lagged me, so abrupt near afternon after the monitor arrived. roamed in corridor&absorb new spirit. seeing twice my girl in QRRS rush time. i was also reminded to pick my 4th wife now.



rest some time at home after returned. baby shown contempt to me, with his mom’s cold-shoulders to me. so taught baby a lesson how i support him financially, why he shouldn’t worry about financial support, &my time in this house&my future new life with my girls. baby relaxed with peace.



sorted files&portable. saluted to my girl in rush time of QRRS. sang in office at noon. review posting since then. later check posting of recent map&knol via the monitor’s pc. dog/gay on facing desk surveillance me&call back the monitor. all morning snowing but not so turbulent.



{November 24, 2009}   dream of passed dad’s task.

got up with ema&baby son,but sleepy so dozed again. dreamed of passed dad, God of universe, and his great task. dreamed living in a single house near cliff, where i tried to learn driving forth no matter the mass support or against. also dreamed of campus canteen.



{November 23, 2009}   gamed most night.

gamed and read awhile. a dog, an evil boy student of ema biting in the house. later tried new games.



{November 23, 2009}   sorted&post photos&blog.

sorted photos in office. publish them to my web albums&missing saluting to my girl in QRRS’ rush time. wrote a blog item for recent buffet tour amid facing desk dog’s dirts. returned home when its turns gloomy&soon after i wrote blog item. posted it after rest some time at home.



life span and rhythm likely speedier and more frequent when its near year's end. today i here wrote my 3rd post within weeks about my life, to accompany family recent photos shot when we dine out in a buffet. ema and I scheduled it for months, back to when i got a bonus of ¥100 from QRRS, likely for the International Journalist Day, for I once worked as crew of the cable TV branch of the company. baby just recovered from his recent heat, likely God just let him staying home to prevent the evil grandma to steal my inner clothes. He got heat in Thursday night, then stayed home for 2 days otherwise should join his kindergarten till weekend. in the Saturday dawn, i dreamed of my girl Zhou visited me, just when the evil grandma's dirty cold lingered on me in half-woke. I then had a good time with my girl Zhou, i search on the web for so long, till dawn light baptised me. then i got up earlier than usual, and be the first got up among family members, to busy on my cyberspace business. baby son while woke up urinated in quilt, first time he does and let his mom in fuss. its a special moment for me, for its my first time meeting my beloved in semi-consciousness and made love. but i didn't wet myself for we, my Royal of China, never home-stay in profaned situation.

in the buffet, i treated myself lots of coffee, after enough meat. its also my first time dining in western style, ie, with fork, knife, and spoon. i quite enjoy it. when i went to fetch my favorite food, i mistakenly took a plate to load some porridge, i at once was remind of the hard time in western history movie when people ate soup from sallow dish. ema correct my mistake. i later ate lots of porridge in cups. that's really delicious. amid the dinner, ema complained my full and no appetite to later dishes, i reviewed the buffet, and imaging the open kitchen of google. SIGH, when google's office kitchen can prevail the world likes its better than free services! when working people enjoy open and free buffet like free communication in air or on land or online, like freedom of speech, just for we r citizen of the earth!!!

this week more balanced. after settled family google voice and wave accounts, i enjoy more leisure time to read technical news via my subscriptions. google's chrome os no doubt let me in wonder. i wouldn't hesitate a second if its available for me to replace windows. i really hated the fragile security of windows, and everywhere spying or hacking behaviors in the world, esp. the dogs dominating China.

Today is again a bright day, i enjoy the warmth and brilliant sun ray since the morning. in dawn, those domestic sites blocking my posting last night turns speedy now, i too busy with posting history items to complain how many of my life wasted among lagging surf and filtered or invisibly delayed or banned posting, which turns in these months more rampant than ever. i had times told my baby son, the Hope of China and God of universe, the China authority dying in fear, and our Empire merging in dawn light from God's shine against clearer western background as basement and ground works. and time for my reunification with my beloved, my girls, turning cloudless clear.

From Family Haunted GoldenHans Buffet

baby son, warren zhu, enjoy his buffet.

From Family Haunted GoldenHans Buffet

benzrad, me, suggest a toast with baby son.

From Life as it extends

family gathering: baby and me.

for picasaweb blocked within China mainland, here part of recent photos hosted domestically.
toast for gathering
dad&son
Album: Being in Journey
proud dad and independent son.

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{November 23, 2009}   dreamed of Russian&Muslim.

first dreamed of a big woman. then found hunted by crowd of Muslim, was beaten&burned, then tried to broke into a Russian’s barracks&saved, but criminals don’t punished. then second surge of Muslin arrived, including the imam with a abnormal small pennis, danced&entertained the Russian soldiers. felt got known the essential of Islam, ie. its violence born from males’ gathering everywhere. its a bright morning now.



{November 22, 2009}   refined family main

refined family main google profiles, adding domestic web presence. read&gamed, including tried new got game “call of duty 6”. later tried loudtweeter.com as tipped by article online, settled family twitters backup to blogger blogs&livejournal via proxy.



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