benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











rest some time at home after returned. baby shown contempt to me, with his mom’s cold-shoulders to me. so taught baby a lesson how i support him financially, why he shouldn’t worry about financial support, &my time in this house&my future new life with my girls. baby relaxed with peace.



sorted files&portable. saluted to my girl in rush time of QRRS. sang in office at noon. review posting since then. later check posting of recent map&knol via the monitor’s pc. dog/gay on facing desk surveillance me&call back the monitor. all morning snowing but not so turbulent.



{November 24, 2009}   dream of passed dad’s task.

got up with ema&baby son,but sleepy so dozed again. dreamed of passed dad, God of universe, and his great task. dreamed living in a single house near cliff, where i tried to learn driving forth no matter the mass support or against. also dreamed of campus canteen.



et cetera