benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











{August 27, 2009}   life on watching, love brewing.

these days baby played less games on pc, but watching more animation online, and tv show. he asked me to find more games takes the formula of quiz show. i tried but harvest less. 

yesterday baby insisted i watching a piece of animation, in which a robot of a little boy offered him a robot lover, for he had problem to attract real world girl friend. i sensed evils around troubled my baby with abnormal love or passions. i myself also troubled by hard core gays in office.God, my dearest dad, once shown me when i was a collegian what a normal same sex friend looks like, and this time is time for me to show my baby what's genius friendship differs from twist emotion. i told baby what's my view on gay and lesbian, what's love of God, which is the most selfless love and never expels the most pour love between lovers or spouse. ema attended aside but don't prevent my preach, but left earlier. i know its hard for human not to mess up when 2 same sex persons live closely attached, even like dad&son, for men lives to be the only and independent, but i trust God no problem not to blur his only Mightiest and most Sainted when i can do something aside baby son when he needs cares and attendance for his childhood. i trust God no problem that i can live with my baby as long as i need, and when the trinity asks.

its a bright afternoon now. yesterday the 2 gays facing&backing my desk conspired and operated behind me when i reading on my notebook, to hurt my neck. my neck since then painful till last night sleep heels. i again exhausted last night and even this morning i felt too sleepy to leave ema's house. i dozed till 10 pm to get up. the grandma came over and brought baby outside. baby these days more or less infected by evil spying eyes upon abnormal passionate or love, that resulted in my spending more time to heal baby's being stained and divined him again.

its really a nice moment now. i just installed new games got in the morning on our legend pc for baby uses, and updated our google picasa web album with new shots i made recently. dog in China surveillance blocked quite some google's service, like youtube, picasaweb, but they only let domestic access to my picasaweb album problematically, but don't intimidate me to try ways to update my account there. here is the proof.

Ok, my dearest girls, here i will retreat to silence again. my restless craving for u never cease or fade. hold me tighter, baby, not let time wash out our love. hold my love in real and walk toward our ever brighter grand gathering. we had a long time to live together, in one roof and one family.

God bless us. took it sincerely.

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{August 27, 2009}   My neck hurt by the

My neck hurt by the demon in office&painful.this morning sleepy&dozed after let notebook downloading.now ready to head to office.



{August 27, 2009}   bought baby KFC food

bought baby KFC food. he just woke up when i arrived ema’s home.then accompany him watching animation, which about a boy’s love affair with robots. later tried to download quiz games for baby likes it.



idle most of time in morning in office. felt blessed with so many peaceful moment now.updated some family twitter avatar with new design before lunch.read awhile Simon’s autobiography after lunch in the dirts of the demon on facing desk.



{August 26, 2009}   checked&refined warr

checked&refined warren’s 2 new google sites.recorded in google calendar. dealt email&daily route.



{August 26, 2009}   dreamed of tourism&a

dreamed of tourism&antique collecting. in the dream i chased a girl of professional. after woke up i felt i can find more precious girl on my own.



{August 25, 2009}   claimed warren 2 google sites.

baby watched animation online after dinner. then i claimed 2 google sites for warren to make full use of his new avatar.also read some time in the beginning.



continued to setup autopost to vimeo within family posterous after got up.in office designed an avatar with IIDChina logo and recent photo, with the powerful sketcher software. dozed afternoon first, then update my facebook accounts with new avatar&fine tuned profiles there, enhence autoposting within posterous.continued update sites, esp. picasaweb album with new avatars.



{August 25, 2009}   lots of vivid dreams.

dreamed of Meixianfa, mother’s niece’s husband, told him my frustration without pc,without people’s cares, all result in my mental collapse.then dream of dorm in Nankai univ, where we dispatched something, against Chenxinjina&Yangjing(or the tall fat boy of my roommate next time i studied in Nankai, both fathers worked in college)’s hostile, i succeeded settle my share.



last night felt vomiting but succeeded to press it down, just when ema got up to toilet.its second time.recently i frequently felt burning throat. in office, idle all morning after dozed awhile. felt cozy after reviewing my situation, esp.free time in office.after lunch in office, read ebook, ie. autobiography of Simon.bright day.



et cetera