benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉

last Friday a neighbor colleague yelled in office that next day would snow
according weather forecast, but i didn’t take for granted. then yesterday
was bright day, with bright sunshine most of the day. i dozed a lot in the
morning to escape from message about my youngest beloved, a slim and tall
young girl with Taiwan background. we totally met twice in the street near
baby’s mother’s school. the first time she bought snack alone in a nearby
shop, the second time when i just cared my baby when she walked with a large
bag with a girl pal. each time i was dumbfound as her beauty and
age-can’t-bringing cunning beams. in the most distressed moment in my
hometown when i just arrived a night, on a dawn, i told the sprite in the
Forrest on the mountain on my arrangement, i let her to visit me and stay at
any moment she likes for any length of time she enjoys with me, and research
what she likes, esp. about the wrecked. i arranged she to entertain me most,
with her untouchable perfection of beauty and youth. i cherish her with my
most tendering and love of beauty.

the morning i slept a lot to avoid dwelling too much about her, for i didn’t
expect our reunion so soon. after woke up, i missed in thoughts about her,
and got view she now in urgency to live with me and enjoy being my hostess.
i saw lots of attempts she managed to inform me anonymously, urging me to
take action to farewell to my current status. i was full of longing and
passion with the life ahead, and adopted the message from holy on how to
make full pleasure with her, who is so young and mature. all the afternoon i
restlessly, can’t find anything interesting, except her, the Taiwan girl. on
the end of the night, i decided to listen to God, trust me life with his
setting, and do what i can and enjoy now.

the night ema again urged to sleep early and left less quilt for me, with
baby and she took most of the quilt. her body usually very hot, and these
days esp. hot. last night i can’t bear the heat and slept less. so this
night i later decided to sleep alone in another quilt. i slept sound this
morning. after i got up, i found a shallow snow already covered the most of
the earth. its another white tale to assure me that my fiancees all secured
and divined against dirt and dark. what i need do is just here calling ur
floral names and praying the wedding day sooner and brighter. our union is
inscribed in Heaven.

update: now its turned into a drizzle, with the soil shallow wet, like
Chinese traditional poem has it, spring rain scarce like oil. i really
really love the rain day and what it brings me the shallow sorrow, a life
memory shaped in my hometown, Central China, where rain plenty.

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