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{January 5, 2009}   a day of separation after last night blizzard
today the first day of separation after last night blizzard where i
scorned baby and warned him the evil&danger of his mother’s family,
including his mother herself. i busy with my routine work all day.
baby’s mother absent at noon when i returned for lunch. baby also
absent, while in the morning they lingered at home as ema told me
previously she in break, and i ate remnant of porridge she cooked
yesterday. i hated baby under expectation, but i more hated his mother
and her family. evil never left the house of ema. i trust God let my
baby turning to normal way, to be a honest and respectable man. God
sees. he is in fact the God of mine, and i just do what i had to do to
manifest to all around the house, those spies, and his mother’s
family, including herself. i need time to fine tune my baby for what i
observed and learned of God’s way. his mother and other evils just
fear and attempted to block my due task to father my baby son, warren
zhu, hope of China and the God of the universe. i do, i did, and i
done well, i oath. its a sunny day today, which pacified me so much. i
dozed all the morning in office, and dreamed losing of my baby, and
contacting the woman (ema?) who gave birth of my baby and now lost her
right eyes, trying to reborn my second baby son, to satisfy my deep
sorrow and untouchable pains for my losing baby son. the woman likely
not gifted and in miserable situation and under her new man’s control,
but she tried to satisfy me. i don’t believe in the dream, i just felt
the pains of losing my baby. but, after all, i think my burst last
night is a rebirth both for my baby son and myself. in the past days
we covered by too much dirty evils. and i believe in the sunshine and
the sun right always on me and the Royal of mine. that’s my review
today. i look forward to live and forever live with my baby son,
warren, for the oath i prayed to God when i in turbulence before last
time fell into asylum to cure my hopelessness upon evils on my baby
son in infancy, i will forever attending him, just like attending my
passed grand Father. i look through all clouds for the day i see the
right layout of my kingdom of China from my ancestor of glory
centuries ago. dad, God, u see.

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