benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











today its gloomy all day. at noon on the way home the wind so strong that its hard to drive my bike. and in the wind sands mixed. the windy spring likely launched. i these days turned agiler in the morning in office, less time dozing. the sun, with its freshest and most loveable phrase in a day, always received me on the ground when i left my home in the dawn. i was really enchanted by the spectacular.
these days i sensed separation between the colleagues and me. each time recently i haunted the neighbor room which sits the news department of the cable tv branch of QRRS, my long time employer and a state-owned enterprise, when i wanted a break in reading, they seldomly acknowledged me. in an occasion i talked with a guy,who more or less has more common interests on computer with me, about my newly got domain with the help from my alumni he commented why i not try to live in US. he felt they r the owner of the old land of China and i m an alien. but i exactly know i m the offspring of the innovating China, the grand dragon with everlasting glories. China extended all his means to reach the outer world since Ming dynasty whose emporer breed me and my townfolks. aged China need new fresh blood from western world, and it offered to suffer to afford the cost of combining the northeast tribe as well as the western habitants.
in the afternoon the monitor of my dep. brought a long cable to connect the pc of a office guy previously from labor worker but a short time longer than i worked for the cable branch,whose seat just facing me, with the company lan, left the newcomer, a naive girl graduate majoring Chinese, and me without access to the corporate lan. they r just bulliness all around. i doomed to see the day with light casts all over, just like google’s service spread all over the civilization freely. a world of equality, of quality life, among its all member will arrive, to prove human , as the creature of God, as proved with grace and equal privilege.

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yesterday was a sunny day first, then darkened since the noon. but its warm when we couple went to public bathroom in the night. i had a good time with my baby son on game "panzer killer". he took it so serious that when the pc hanged in the mid when i manipulate the tank and fight after he failed to shoot moving targets for quite some time and frustrated by my complains, after i claimed that’s all, he cried miserably. in the night after returned from bathroom i spent some time on pc and later his mother dozed and he talked to my with his questions for quite awhile. its so beautiful with him, with his so breautiful and soft and limber fingers and body. he is just so perfect! he never failed to appease his parents as well as people around him.
i kept working all the morning. my working unit, a cable tv branch of the manufacture company, long time rendered a dead team by me, this time had some crew rearrangement. the labor union chairman of the branch left and in consequence 3 women shift their job on the ladder. there r lots of opportunities among the control of China Communist Party, most of them never need a profession or expertise, just keeping worked like a dog to its man, that’s all the philosophy of Communist Party.
this morning the road was covered with a low layer of frozen. the redden sunshine just received me when i got out of the residentail building. so fresh the day.
yesterday with the aid of my high school alumni now live in US i got my domain at http://be21zh.org/ and in the coming days i will likely spend more time on fine tuning it. with my own internet id i felt such a great thing to be in the cyberspace.

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{March 3, 2008}   Real warm early spring

these days here always sunshine, sometimes weaker and windier, sometimes enviable bright sun light. this noon on the way home i recognized its now real early spring, for which i had longing for long time in the coldest winter. i love sunshine, most favorable season is summer. spring in my hometown can be very beautiful, warm and clear and floral and fragrant.bees started to busy and ducks begin to dabble water. in the longest tunnel i will find the sunshine of my hometwon of south China i depared for so many years. i had the dream and kept it in my deepese secret.
as to my life now, i still enjoyed the web so far. i m glad to see google reopen its wiki service, from previous acclaimed jotspot.com ,and eager to find an account. but without my own domain i can’t now make use of it, which belong to google’s apps suite. but i can look forward to its integrate into googlepages, with which i occupied some namespace. i also wondering if i should apply myself a internation domain. for i hate Chinese surveillance i want to register my domain via American’s domain provider. the road blocker was payment, on which google’s checkout asked owning a visa or master card, to which i only heard, never know more details. i like name, or domain, or namespace. god know his creations. i had paid lots of cautions to align my cyperspace footprints. i managed them like a brand. i earned less money, but that doesn’t prevent my managing my brand in virtual like a business. i know i m abled and continued to be abled, in my full development, under God’s shine and glory.
my baby enjoyed martial games very much. i also want to try some. i love the immersing experience when gaming. but my problem was i love even more free stuff available on the web, like p2p or ftp stuff. they r really handy and valueable. my pc was always busy downloading, and ema’s notebook previously can let us play on it. but now the notebook had some problem to power on, likely biso battery ran out of power. ema got angery and claimed not to bring it back from her school. i really need a new pc to work on while the downloading should moved to a lightweight equippment with less intelligence.
my pc was under frequent hack, likely from China watch dog, reboot irregularly many time. i just too alert to enjoy the online redio or podcast, which in most cases and frequent causes led to reset.China dog really exerts its terrorism on me. otherwise, how i enjoyed listening podcast online.
its a nice afternoon. i finished reading most feeds i subscribed. i recently caught up with old feeds awaiting to be read and my life and work balanced better. i don’t knwo what’s my job or career, but i sure reading and thinking, no more sensible.

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