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{February 7, 2007}   benzillar blogroll 02/07/2007

sunny son before lunar new year in new clothings.  Annotated(2)

    sunny son before lunar new year in new clothings.

      sunny day   Annotated(2)

      • the morning in the cafe was just make use of a pc, not the internet.p2p download was heavily tempered.a man in my age likely a cop nearby biting heavily.i merely prepared thunderbird for my baby’s mother,and that cost me 4 rmb.when i left its near 11 am.i went to see my baby at once.my baby was in the waiting room when i arrived.the aunt today very domineer and ordered my baby to eat a lot.my baby’s mother had lecture in the morning.when she returned she looked glad.my baby rushed to pick her her slippers.my baby ate less for lunch.at lunch i told what i valued email client and suggested her keeping good behavior to make good use of email client.she likely half accepted.i also told him how cop in the morning stole my domain of email with yahoo and gmail and 163.com of a speedy domestic hostsite.she agreed to let me operate on her notebook to move thunderbird portable onto it.but the backup made in the cafe likely infected and i spent a lot additional time trying to avoid it.in fact the whole afternoon i busy wwith rebuilding a portable working environment for myself.downloads from the cafe infected heavily and let my pc hanged quite sometimes.my baby and the kid son of the aunt and the grandma all urged me to eat dinner but i just busy with finishing it before dinner.when i ate my dinner they finished and my baby’s mother got angry and refused to offer me meal.after dinner i soon finished backup of download and shut down pc.the aunt family gathered in the room they occupied now.i waited for my baby playing with the kid son.later we moved to our bedroom and my baby first played with his mother hide-and-see in curtain and laugh a lot.later i laid him on the pile of quilt and let him sliding to ground.the risk let him laugh quite a lot and let his mother uncomfortable.she told me she will file divorce tomorrow with me and let me waited on the ground of the home building in the afternoon.she even inquired how i care my baby if she left my baby with me.i admitted her request.after my baby slept i also dozed on the edge of the bed.i kiss her forehead and left.she also shown her care for me.its a painful moment,but i m afraid more severe pains to arrive to tear our hearts apart. i rested on the bed in the dorm for awhile then i arrived here.
        today quite some graduate employees of qrrs leaving for their holiday.in the morning and in the night people leaving.but i saw the wife of the hunan couples with their child son.i don’t know what a pain ahead but i know god’s training just sweat and meaningful.
         – post by benzillar
      sunny day



        {February 7, 2007}   pale sunshine, chill day

        last night i spent more than 5 hours in cafe to try to let my thunderbird working.dog likely blocked localhost’s some ports needed by web mail function of thunderbird and let my all attempt failed.when i left its after 3 am.dog bit heavily during the time i surf.they besieged me after i chose a far seat.they r dog or gay from cop or arranged by cop.they let me irritated and felt cold in my leg.dog now bit again heavily around.after returned to the dorm i read my blog on my pda till 5 am.i can’t sleep but just dozed.i got up at 8:10 am and ate breakfast in the canteen.then i went to see my baby.i ran upstairs and my baby was in the arms of the aunt when i arrived.his mother tutoring 2 girls students and the kid son of the aunt.the elder son,the liu reading in the room they now occupied.i told my baby how tasty a breakfast with pickle and porridge can be and soon the porridge was served.my baby ate some.after breakfast i murmured to my baby a lot,till his mother lost her temper and almost slam onto my face and startled my baby into cry.i got a view why she preferred to tutor students at home,just let her being on center stage of the family,in the guise of being busy and earning and righteous business and also avoid herself engaging anything of chores.its a long time tradition of her family life,and she succeeded to bring it to my family,let her dominating and sustainable,but all her did just in fact rubbish,like the rubbish system of china nowadays.dog ran its way everywhere and felt assured.robber and thief felt they doing the most common job on the earth.her dominating role over the students she tutored just as boring as what she taught and earned, and fragile as she sensed it,that’s why she so dependent and crabbed.dog in nowadays china beset in the same situation,inevitable,they doomed to lose for themselves losing the ability and inspiration to sustain the boring its exerted on the whole citizen.there is nothing new ,nothing original,nothing productive.they bankrupt the world with their rotten corpse.that’s their fate,till they bing buried.when the grandma arrived,my baby’s mother felt glad to let me to fetch some package of washed clothing the grandma brought.the grandma surely empowered with something recharged and her presence quickly let me doze and slept.i slept till after 2 pm,or so,at least i missed the lunch.my baby’s mother glad to let me sleep and covered me with quilt of my baby’s.my baby approached me sometimes and wanted to play with me but i can’t woke up.after i got up the grandma chatted with her sister family in the room for my baby.i soon decided to bath my baby.his mother opposed it and my baby also disagree with it,but i arranged it.his mother then enjoyed to bath him while i busy with holding the water jet and shot with camera.after bathed our baby,his mother showered herself.i played the shot on the tv to let the grandma and other member at home watch.then i went to shower in the public bathroom.there i enjoyed the whole bathroom with my own alone.returning to home,dinner soon started.after dinner i asked for my baby’s mother’s permission to operate on her notebook to backup shots and the os again.when i busy with pc,my baby played with the kid son of the aunt and bit him.his mother lean aside the aunt.after i finished backup,we played with our baby in our bedroom.my baby turned more and more to be less agile,but i felt dozy,so i left.and just arrived the dorm i came here to write u.here i updated my youtube and picasaweb.bye.i love u.in dim and in dream.lunar new year can be ur shopping march. i will spend my holiday with my god.kiss u with beer

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        From baby in shower before lunar new year.


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