benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉











last night in the cafe was under pest of dog.they controlled the keyboard and the hardware package filtered the internet traffic.my ftp client can’t download even can connected to the server.i cost 3.5 rmb but with an allowance of 0.5 rmb just to post to my blogs.this night i watched the traffic monitor hardware modified my ftp client’s requests and let it bypassed downloading to finish or kill a download queue.they likely can modify files on my write-proof udisk,and let wrote it after my file operation finished.they hijacked and modified my submit package to www.diigo.com to let it batch posting err-prone.in a word,they blocked the way to the world within china,which fatally deemed them into death,or no freedom in china forever.
when i arrived the cafe, a cop in uniform sat on the nearest seat in the room and his car ported outside.what else they can do,except licking around with their dirty and infectious tongue?
last night i slept early,just after 11:47 pm.i didn’t woke up till 11 am but can’t help continuing to sleep.i got up at 2:40 pm and went to borrow pc mags.there were 3 kinds of new issue but i can only borrow 2.so i finished reading one there.then i passed the front open space of qrrs and its workers’ palace.i doubting if i should go over to see my baby so i didn’t enter it.but as soon as i picked the pc mags,i enjoyed reading them in the room all the afternoon,till dinner time.i ate 4 rmb food as my only meal today.turned back to dorm i finished reading to another pc mag.in the mid my baby’s mother buzzed in and my baby was held by his mother to the phone to talk to me.then i visited the cafe.here i tried to let ftp client download but its ill worked under hacking.the 5 cafes near the qrrs all fatally blocked me from now.my blog posts,some of them err-prone,likely under their unauthorized modifications after posted,not merely under hijack and modifications before the moment my submit package through its way out of china,the dog pest land.
bye.i love u.in this saint white world of winter snow.i love u in every piece of my message in the cyberspace.i love u with my tear and soul.kiss u with beer.

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{January 29, 2007}   benpost 01/28/2007

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warm winter day  Annotated(1)

  • last night was an enjoyable experience in the cafe.one of my neighbor left in
    the mid and 2 of other side slept but threats lingered on me for quite some
    time.my 2 sd card capable of 2 gb was stuffed and i had to ditched some ebooks
    downloaded.i returned to the dorm to have breakfast,then rested on bed for 2
    hours.then i headed to computer market to buy myself another sd card.this time
    the vendors of the booth i dealt for some time all present,including the manager
    i earliest dealt.a 2 gb sd card cost me 135 rmb while just a month ago 1 gd sd
    card of the same brand of apacer cost me 115 rmb.i returned to my baby’s
    mother’s home and there i immediately sort what i got last night to hard disk.i
    noticed my baby and his mother not in waiting room and i thought they haunted
    outside but likely they slept in bedroom.i till lunch time paid attention to
    them after i almost finished my sorting.after lunch we played with our baby
    awhile in the bedroom while the aunt chatted in the other room.my baby’s mother
    unease and frequently urged us to hang outside,but my baby refuted it.then the
    aunt and his eld son leaving.they three likely had slept together on the narrow
    bed for 3 nights,even her sister’s home were spacious.soon my baby’s mother
    decided to haunt outside.we went to a supermarket on my bike.my baby asked to
    stride on his own in the mansion,looking around here and there without any
    daunt.his mother again frequently urged to leave.my baby later touched the glass
    wall with his hands and 2 of his fingers bleeding.after we found it his mother
    complained me a lot and cold shoulders to me.on the way home we shopped in the
    grocer shop.his mother again and again urged me not to stay her home and sneered
    to me.when we just arrived the home a phone call likely from the grandma arrived
    and i left without farewell to my baby and his mother talking to the phone.in
    the dorm i tried some time on my pda then dozed.after dinner i read awhile my
    blogs on my pda.then my baby first acquainted me in the phone.his mother just
    want to square me out,to save her insult to me in the afternoon.i gladly talked
    with them.i also buzzed my hometown to informed my mother i had remit her 700
    rmb to support her life there.i dozed till 7 pm and then i here to write u. the
    moon was round and large but unclear.my baby’s mother told me in the afternoon
    the weather was turning.i love u,like the coming snow.in the supermarket a girl
    with a woman in front of me reminded me of u.i love u,in every corner i search
    for u.kiss u with deer.bye.  – post by benzillar
warm winter day



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