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{December 22, 2006}   posts migration part 6

Friday, December 01, 2006

gloomy morning,sunny afternoon.

last afternoon i spent 5 hours to backup my blogs after httarck was
suggested by google blog group and in the process i knew i was hacked
to be slow to download but at least i think its working so i just
waited.then after 5:15 pm i ready to leave for dinner and i started to
stop httrack and logout of my google then the pc of the cafe hanged
and beeped,mimicing hardware failure,letting all my waiting in
ruin.dog really now lost their basic politeness and policy and
police.after returned to dorm i felt bitter with pity,and in my baby’s
mother’s call i commented dog fell into hooligan.i read awhile in the
dorm after dinner then i decided to see my baby after the need haunted
me for some time and challenged me.i arrived there after 8 pm,i
guess.my baby just being held by his mother playing on ground near the
cooking area.he asked for my caress at once.and i held him playing
tapwater as he asked.the old woman sat in front of the tv
watching,seemingly the owner of the house.his mother later felt boring
and went to bed,after i suggested her to play with her notebook but
she refuted.i backup my downloads to the old pc then powered it
down.my baby spared no effects to beat the keyboard and switch the
power button of the monitor.when we againt playing with tapwater her
mother lost her temper and held our baby back and demanded my leave.i
knew the old woman challenged us in silence.when i started to clean
myself while my baby was milked by his mother,he again catched me and
asked to play with tapwater.later he was calmed by his mother and fell
into sleep and i also slept.in dawn i dreamed of my second elder
brother and second elder sister,and my nephew taking drags in the
dream.my eldest sister commited suicide by throwing herself into
changjiang river in a summer night when i was at grade 2 in middle
school.that’s the deepest dent in my heart for i love her so much.so
her son and daughter lived in our home for quite some years till their
father later fetched them home.my baby was put on by his mother early
for me,and we ate breakfast bought by the old woman.my baby asked for
my caress as soon as he getting up with only a shirt.i love him so
much and got up immediately.all morning i held him playing tapwater or
toddled in the rooms.when we all felt boring and i started to sing he
slept on my shoulders and later in my arms.when its 11 am we went to
receive his mother.he asked me buying him a icecream.in the afternoon
we sometimes ate nuts sometimes playing tapwater.the group monitor of
my once working place buzzed in at about 2:30 pm to let me fetch rice
dispatched by qrrs,my once working place.i carried a bag to my baby’s
mother’s home with my bike and left a bag there for tomorrow to carry.
later the grandmom arrived and my baby was sleeping in my arms.the
sisters talked and forced me again think in the way of god and
religion.i then know there is no way to testimony me among men,but god
and his gospels.the grandmom left soon after caressed my baby some
time while i busy with backup my recent blog to my pda.when we went to
receive his mother,some men haunted around us.we ate a stick of sugar
gourd and enjoyed it.that’s our grand day.
today the 2 cafe near the dorm zone all increased its price for 1.5
yuan an hour.china likely steered into inflation now.but the stock
market still bubbling,recording high again and again and the office
media still hosting bubbling commentators to bubble it.and my baby’s
mother was lured to try fund agency service.shits.i warned her but in
vain,like all my disappointings to her.she just being narrow minded
and hopelessly stupidly stubborn.
bye.i love u.the moon now very round and large.i love u in her
serenity.kiss u with coming snow.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

pale sunny morning

i woke up at 8:04 am and got up at 10:21 am.last night was not so peaceful for me.but i slept sound as usual.in morning dog still biting and i had to urined once.i dreamed my college girlfriend whose family name is liu,and left me after 1 year when we r sophermore.i dreamed she showed me her shot of movie of my being mad in unversity.so i was told even when i was mad in my 20s’.after dream i found its wrong.i was sound in my 20s’.another alumni,wenxiong(civil male) appeared in my dream and tried to relate she and me.she gave me and wangbin(king’s army),a guy from northeast of china,her notes to show her fondness.after woke up and meandered in the room i doubting if i was forced to dream this by the neighbor hooligans,i always guessed one of them should under family name of liu.lius now phenotype in nowaday china,after their sibs of liushaoqi,the ccp’s adhesive and kkb’s(i mean secret security force) head and died after torture.they appeared among the obvious higher social ladder.
i likely had not more to utter.silence covers me with due peace when i was alone.u can enjoy ur peace so far,but only with me u can find final peace.i hope ur hair’s wave can touch me sooner and i will taste ur lips with ice cold.i love u.kiss u with bright.bye.

btw,post entitled ‘sunny morning,gloomy afternoon’ posted Nov 29 there is a line reads:’last night in a dream my worry of my blogs was hijacked by dog was replied,i dreamed in a school or someplace in very haste i tried to test if my blogs’ pages returned to me in internet cafes was from a faked website cocted by cops and redirected.’ in which ‘cocted’ should be ‘concocted’.’faked’ better replaced with ‘forged’.i mean cop hijacking domain of world into its cheating domain,just like many internet criminal categoried in title of ‘fishing’ in chinese.however criminal can only cheating user with familiar domain but in fact different domain while dog can hijacked ur page requests and returned u fake page.
another line within the post reads ‘its the last day of our monthly deposit and i was told i was left one day to deposit duely otherwise missing one compensating two month.’i quite sometimes think in chinglish,so here ‘compensating’ should be ‘penalized’.the bank ruled missing a month due deposit of fix term saving and withdraw wholesome,u had to deposit one more month to get the due profits.i guess.

propitious night

i returned to my baby’s mother’s home after posted in the cafe i first
time visited.my gmail was blocked to composite email two days even i
can see its interface.when click on compositing email it popups err
messages.that’s dog’s show.on the way a cop car passed by me and i
know its really that all the cafe was under dog’s surveilance.my baby
welcome my return and immediately asked for my caress.he played with
tapwater all the time before we went out to receive his mother.the old
woman aside urged us not to play with water for sometimes and using
her will to force me think the way of religion and god.my baby lately
also asked to play with cooking utility and i demonstrated him using
knife to slice cabbage.he refused to go out to receive his mother but
i in a haste put him up.on the way he let me haunted on the cross of
the road for some time,then he fell into sleep near the school.we
entered the school yard till saw his mother near the entrance of the
teaching building.at dinner i again full filled.i inquired the price
of apple and in doubt if i can take an apple with me.i left but
returned for forgeting fetching mags his mother needn’t any more,and
his mother offered an apple for me with the mags.
dog even hacked files on my udisk.i had a larger udisk from my baby’s
wife’s mp3 player,which had not a writeproof lock buttom and torpark
on it failed to open any google sites and livejournal.com.but with
torpack from my writeproof udisk i surfed swiftly.they hacked me
recently heavily just before i was ready to logout.they let me paid
more by forcing the web responded slowly to my logout.they succeeded
for 3 or 4 times when i surfed in the cafe charges according half of
an hour as a unit.last night i almost lost temper and complained it to
my baby’s mother when she buzzed in for daily bless,saying dog now
descends to hooligan behavior.she let me shut up and i did.with dog,u
can’t expect any humanity.
bye.i love u.kiss u with moonlight.

sunny morning,gloomy afternoon

i got up at 9:21 am.last night dog’s biting was weak.i read mrs Thatcher’s autobiography late after 11:30 pm.politician’s life was quite interesting and her road to serv her motherland was step by step led by god.god place responsibility on some prominances like an arrow on the bow.a single person’s life was really short.historic steam soaring with deafing sound.after geting up and had a bag of milk from my baby’s mother’s home,i headed to see my baby.last night in a dream my worry of my blogs was hijacked by dog was replied,i dreamed in a school or someplace in very haste i tried to test if my blogs’ pages returned to me in internet cafes was from a faked website cocted by cops and redirected.i can’t clearly remember the result but i know i had to trust god.including these chase and hunting and harass like most disgusting virus and gay,all god’s train onto me.god let israel suffered and let america humiliated,that just let common sense and common people more sound and selfsufficient.in the morning i help my baby playing with tapwater against the old woman’s sneers.after 11 am my baby slept in my arms.his mother let me not to receive her in the phone last night.after his mother shifted him to bed i copy my blog update to my pda.the lunch with big slice of pork let me full filled.i just felt god’s care and the power of my will.after lunch i secured her notebook with modification on registry and security settings.then our baby woke up.after ated some food we held him to have him vaccined.he cried likes we wrong did him and stopped cry just after his mother held him from my arms.then i held him to deposit for his graduate education.the branch of the bank,communication bank of china,was under refurnishment and we were told to another branch cross 2 streets.there 3 windows stopped service as a common phenomeno in china stateowned bank.and the rest window quened each with 2 or 3 persons but the handling process went very slowly.i waited about half of an hour to let 2 women finished.in our back under the window facing the street herds the aged,who can’t find place with warming utensil and can gather,as a common phenomeno in north china.my baby on my shoulders sometimes got irritated.when my turn arrived i was told the magnetism of the deposit book turned too weak and i had to fetch my id card and my baby’s id card or our residential book to rebuild our deposit book.i argued its their fault but without any effect.its the last day of our monthly deposit and i was told i was left one day to deposit duely otherwise missing one compensating two month.i hated my baby’s mother’s delaying,but i hated more the stagnant process of china stateowned banks.i just fed up with quene and slow process.on the way back to home i complained to my baby how chinese lived with all these dog shits.after returned i handed my baby to the old woman and fetch certification as demand and went there again.a dog in yellow coat just closely near me and biting.he was first on the farest window from the one i handled but he followed me and sat on the chair i should sit when i dealing.i intended to test my worry and found 4 or 5 internet cafes all stuffed.that only indicated how many idle young men awaiting jobs.
bye.i m timing.i love u as usual.kiss u with coming snow white.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

pale sunshine all day

after posting i jogged in the garden for some time.then i went to borrow pc magzines from qrrs’ libray.after some persuading i borrowed 2 copy of computer fans magzine.i then read newspaper in the newspaper room of qrrs.a cop haunted there and left.i see religion battle in world.and god let america not to afford full damage of the disaster of islamics.may or may not its time to see the fate of dictatorship,but the nation deserted the midasia now boasting to challenge the world in peace.russia like a half died dinosaur peering to rerivify itself,letting the old man steal new energy from the updating world.the librains behind the glass wall biting and later almost gave up.i finished reading a mag in the rest of afternoon in the dorm.at dinner they didn’t offer me any meat on my routine budget of 3 yuan a meal.i enjoyed it as usual for i really hunger after reading and being bited.after dinner i ate the apple from my baby’s mother.i waited awhile lest missing her phone.here i registered myself an http://www.linkedin.com an account to have an experience of its service as refered by the mags.some wiki sites were blocked from access now,as i known,but i likely will enjoy google’s soon from its acclaim of http://www.jot.com.i can’t wait for it.life can be easier via web,but the job market in reality so slumpy that let anyone in season daunted.and world also see its stalemate in the dogged world with unease of dirty spot of outdated dicatator systems.god let everyone in the world a sincere choice to follow,to follow a brighter future with democracy entended or cogged with sand in it like nowaday zipped world,spoted with fire and torment.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow white.

Monday, November 27, 2006

pale morning sunshine.

i got up at 10:20 am.dog last night bited lately,including the couples
from hunan prov.,south of china,they trying to peek into my baby’s
situation.they have a baby son too.after woke up i stayed on bed
listening radio for awhile,on which elabrating ccp’s cardres attracted
a lot of fishing service to let them comsume at cost of public budget
in the title of fishing.after getting up i jogged in the room and
found my murmur in silence in my heart.i was restored to silence when
i m alone.endure and hope like the firefly in summer night,waving and
blinking.i challenge nobody,except ur decision to keep mute to my
craving for u.my prosperous offspring and kingdom r right in the
reality in the future timespace as actual being now.what i enduring
and looking forward to is the pleasure u will bring to me,like fresh
water from deepest valley.i do felt frustrated sometimes,but that’s
the recharging process for igniting fresh fighting will.
at lunch i sat a table with 5 girls or women.when a tall girl passed
me from my back i noticed her.i don’t know if she was the tall and
strong girl i refered last time but i liked her at once.when she left
and passed by me i notice her leaving again without obvious notice.she
didn’t eat lunch there,but just arrived and soon left.i need a girl,i
longing for love with girl.god know this.maybe i m no young,maybe i m
too fatigured.
bye.i love u.kiss u.

sparse morning sunshine,turned thicker in the afternoon

i got up at 8:59 am and headed to see my baby son at once.first time i forgot to fetch my pda with me.in the way i can’t help doubting if my baby and his mother ok now that dogs losing to their baseline.later at noon his mother told me she attempted to buzz me last night but was interrupted by a need to shit and then forgot it.she suffered faint when went to lavatory and almost fell to ground.i know that’s caused by animosity of dog.my baby avoided me in the old woman’s arms and accepted me after i uncoated and cleaned my cold nose.he sat on my shoulders for quite some time and later asked to play with tapwater which let the old woman very agonized.when its past 10:40 i had to stopped my baby who intensively cried for contest not letting him playing water for he wet his clothes and let the old woman really at a loss.i in a hurry put on my baby and held him outside to receive his mother.he slept on my shoulders after i toddled some time on the road near the school,still sobbing.his mother sometimes lost temper to me and demanded me seeing my baby less frequent.after lunch we had our baby a shower with the volumn of water capable of 3 persons.our baby really enjoyed it and loathed to leave the basin,but his mother fussy with coldness.we played awhile after his mother left.then my baby tended to feel boring.so i started to sing with my highest pitch and he gradually dozed on my shoulders.he slept for about an hour in my songs.the old woman left when i switched singing to whistling.soon my baby woke up and i felt nicer to hold him haunting new place than staying home.so we launched.we visited a supermarket titled shenlong(cult dragon) where i bought him candy,sausage and jelly.we rambled along the busy road and when passing a district with baby playing tools he asked to play on the slide board.we ate sausage and candy and jelly at once and ate a lot.for its chilly we entered another supermarket where we didn’t buy.both market attendants let me sensed my shabby financial position.we also ported in the grocer near his mother’s school.when we played with the mirror of the electronic door of the school 2 little girls of my baby’s colleagues’ daughter opened the door and we followed in,but the watchdog left his room to let us leave.i quarreled with the man and stayed there.his mother angered to me when heard our story.my baby however was not seriously chilled.after dinner i let his mother know i updated her blog and picasaweb album basing shots the day before yesterday on her notebook while our baby looked aside and happy.the net was speedy and we can watch her youtube video online and i commented maybe dog avoid her but only hacking me.i asked for an apple to bring back to dorm,and 3 bag of milk she disliked.that’s our happy day today.

after his parents rejoin in the second snow of the winter


i love u.last night i felt u r likely under deep threat for ur love to me.i love u and hope u can let me know ur scent.kiss u with snow white.
new moon represents my heart for u tonight,which i let my baby seen in the dusk.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

full sunny day.

in the afternoon just after posting i wandered in the sunshine for
about half of an hour.the sun was bright and the wind was mild.quite
some young qrrser left the dorm from the door of the dorm in qrrs’
uniform.i toddled till ill willes let me uncomfortable.so i shifted to
room and continued to toddle in it.later i listened to the radio.the
first song from a familiar song sang in japanese.i knew i had a link
with it.i wondered my family,my baby son,and his mother.i know nothing
can hinder the step of our forward.dogs biting now in the cafe farer
than starsea.they r the remain of shits on this dirty coign of
northeastern of china.
bye.i’d better do some reading.i love u,in this waste piazza.dogs
around me chatted and smoked.i really troubled by the question why
they live in this world.
i love u.kiss u with beer to cleanse.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

bright morning sunshine

i woke up at 7:13 am and got up after 11 am.i busy with restoring my
pda os and reading my posts on it.after lunch,i doubting if buzzed my
baby’s mother but unsure if she returned from her school and give
up.the sunshine is so bright and warm that let me felt
blessed.www.google.com and its analytic is blocked for 2 days but now
available.and i found its analystic very pwerful in offering
analyse.yesterday i first time recently visited starsea cafe and now i
again here.more or less i enjoy its lcd and cheap price of 1 yuan an
hour.
bye.i likely timed out.
i love u.kiss u with bright.

snowing in half day but didn’t entitled a snowy day.

last night after posted in the cafe,i wondered in the dorm.till i felt
quite sure about myself and my previlege to see my baby at my will,i
headed to see my baby at once after 8 pm.before i went to the cafe,
his mother buzzed in inquired me about her problem with her
notebook,she didn’t let me know she was alone with our baby.when i
arrived there she was breasting our baby and the old woman left for 2
days to see her relatives nearby.i felt very sorry for her loneliness
at once.my baby got energetic and played some other time before went
to sleep.we had a nice night.in the mroning her mother arrived to see
our baby as arranged in advance and i still loathe to get up.my baby
let me get up and i found his mother had left to her school.i held my
baby played some time and when his grandmom wanted to play with him i
turned on the notebook and tried awhile surfing on the web.blogger.com
was accessible but google.com and gmail.com inaccessible.soon i fed up
with very slow surfing speed and gave up.his mother returned awhile
and left again to her school.later i held my baby going out to receive
his mother.when we looked at the mirror of the electronic gate the
gate opened for a male staff and the man on his back talked to me i
can enter with an accquaintance with the watchdog.so we entered.soon
we saw his mother leaving.we asked by phone order a dish from the
neighbor restaurant for lunch.after lunch his mother milked him and
fell into sleep.so did my baby, with his mother’s nipper in mouth.so i
went to public bathroom to shower.when i returned home,the son of her
aunt there studying.the grandmom returned and loathed to cook and
suggested to eat out but my baby’s mother wanted to be economic.we
finally ate dinner at home with needle.my baby’s mother tutored a girl
student lately.before the grandmom left i suggested to my baby’s
mother let the grandmom stay there a night but she refused.but my
baby’s mother also refuted my suggestion i stayed there a night
instead.she said now that it will be routine in the future so i
needn’t worry about them.i respected her independence as her shown
many time in our marriage.after dinner she tried to work on her
notebook to prepare test paper for her school as homework and i held
my baby trying killing time.my baby wanted to play with her notebook
but he is always considerable and let his mother finished her
work.then we reunited to play games for about an hour.i left at 8:58
pm even i felt sorry for them.
the snow,as i know should be the scond snow in this winter,finally
didn’t cover the road,just let the rim of the road white.i felt glad
to see its attempt,and hope it arrives more tonight.
bye.i love u.not matter how far u r now from me.kiss u with white.

Friday, November 24, 2006

weak sunny day

its a busy afternoon for me.after posted at noon i went to the libray
of qrrs to borrow 2 pc magzines.then went to the newspaper reading
room in the workers’ palace to read world reference digest (in chinese
‘cankaoxiaoxi’).its very informative but dogs biting heavily.i felt
china in the path steadily leading itself into world war while its
head spare no efforts to boast its earnest hope for ‘human
coexistence’, just like many powder barrel in the prelude of 2 world
wars.there r some problems in the world concerning offering and
giving.china, like many inresponsible seeker after fed up with too
much taking while without thanksgiving.the fruits of democracy, of
god’s leading, of western culture, were shared but the primitives took
a pirate and rober’s stance.china sees its fastest improvement after
opening to the world but just crying for breedings without
feedback.its its problem.its bussiness pattern got bankrupt,got
insustainable.western world can’t afford such a tumor under his
belly.god can’t see sand in his eyes.the swallowing freak and monster
itself can’t live in itself peace.its consuming more and more living
spirits and living spices in peace.it destroyed its most arable land
and dirty its most river.it squeezed into its most young bones and
destoryed its most vivid inspiring of the nation newly
fire-baptised.its now attempted to leak its troubled water into the
world.it bragged its good will all over the world under the title of
‘human something’ while in its backyard sparing no efford to arm it to
its teeth.it sells its responsibilty for expendience anywhere any
time.it can’t hold its laughable shortsighted desire to sat in
limelight and babbled like shits.that’s china in today’s world
stadium.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

weak morning sunshine

i woke up at 8:37 am and got up at 9:59 am.again i felt loathe to get
up.last night i can access blogger.com and blogspot.com without proxy
and now its also accessible directly.it lets me in doubts for quite
some moments in the night in the room.i even review my point and
position this morning.in the morning i listened to the radio after
getting up and dog around let my chest painful.so i launched to haunt
around the area of qrrs.i visited its sports stadium whose door now
was narrowed to allow a man to slide in (the fat even need to slide in
with turning his or her shoulders from 2 sides to a side
foreward.).and its field underwent innovation,covered totally with
clothes.then i went eastern of its part,where near the suburb and now
the cross over road was larged boardened and house aside the roads
enhenced with refurnished or rebuilt.a quite large house of qrrs
turned into the policestation of the municipal gov. ,just behind its
hostel.i doubting what’s the deal,qrrs,a former stateowned enterprise
with some social functions under state planning mechanism,now strived
to extend its hand into municipal function.all those in army rank or
state plannying hierachy now shift themselves into civil service,but
in core still a dicatator,a rober and a stealer,in guise of public
service,like cop.it acting both public service and state force.but in
china they never can hide their brutal use of force to keep common
people from its dictating interest group.china in most history owning
powerer domestic force than its defense force against hostil foreign
nations,cops more than arms.that’s the source of pressing and robery
and dictatory, and source of humiliation in china’s fall in neoteric
history.no civil right,no nationality harmony,but prey of the
reined.they r in fact the biggest enemy of china and they indeed
defensed themself at cost of china,then and now.
after returned to the dorm i again felt unconfortable..i was deserted
in the dustbin and fight to live in rubbish in soundness.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow.

sunny day

i got up at 10:55 am for my pda charging.when i fetched my bike the
gatewatcher insisted asking me how i will deal with the rice qrrs now
dispatching.and i knew its near time for chinese company to dispatch
their wellfare.they with this way to hole their staff tight and mute
to their blacksmith.almost there is no way for chinese company to
survive with legal methods and so every company,no matter how tiny or
how large,had to deal with theft and any other abnormal means against
the its counterparts and high level or low level counterparts to
survive.that’s china’s reality.dogs push anyone into need to
entrenched themselves with dogged method.that’s dog’s plot to turn the
world into dog’s rein.from the basic ethic dog claims anything without
its admision is illegal,and its admision changing at its will,in no
place of a vow or a cord.that’s dication in china,as prc’s
foundamental rule sovereign the mainland.
my baby received me near the door of bedroom and he avoided me as
usual in the old woman’s arms.after i took him he didn’t left my
caress in the morning and afternoon.we went out at 11 am and we ate an
icecream and some soft candies.his mother seemingly not so happy with
me.but we reunited after lunch after she complained surviving priority
to a better life and i persuaded her leting mind overview the reality
and after she breaded our baby and i teased my baby aside.her mother
later arrived in the afternoon and i at once felt her hatred and even
dirty will.my baby asked for playing with water then,against the
sisters’ scorns.i had to let my baby go out to receive his mother in
advance,for my baby got irregular.in outside he peacefully sat on my
shoulders.we went to the south garden where 3 little boys playing
under a tree while a man stood on the rim of a circle round the root
of the tree and talking with his cell phone.we avoided them and after
turned a round my baby still felt the group of playing little boy and
girls attracting him and let me followed them some distance.when we
approached the door of the school i asked about time with a woman
aside and we chatted in english.after received his mother we returned
and his mother told me today is thanksgiving day.i had complained
missing the tasty hunan dish in these day so i suggested we can
gathered for a taste to hunan dish.after dinner we played awhile with
our baby and let him very happy.his mother let me fetch 2 apples and 2
bagged milk,comparing yesterday she pretendingly refusing me fetching
an apple.
on the way to dorm,i met a lot of middle school students on bike or
waiting for bus.i really felt holiday month is near.so i headed to
dorm directly and buzzed my hometown and talked with my mother.on the
way here i felt this year very swift,for i still can remember last
spring festeval’s merry atmospher.a cop car ported near the cafe and
when i arrived the boss laid one of his leg on the reception desk and
immediately 2 cops in uniform entered and one of them asked to talk
with the boss closely.they looked quite familiar.last night before i
left i felt heavily bited and a middle aged man haunted around,and my
torpark slow to respond.
i love u.kiss with with snow and bright.

btw,the torpark in rar at http://benzrad.googlepages.com/or.rar was
password protected against cop’s unauthorized modification.its
password is ‘shitdog’,but still its likely broken.there is likely no
way to avoid surveilance now that they can manipulate byte flow and
remote control all internet cafe within china.torpark is freeware,but
quite some time i can’t download it from its homepage or from any site
in the search result of google.i even can’t download from my
googlepages as refered above.dog showily domineer.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

bright sunshine all day.

in the afternoon i read pc magzine till 4 pm.dogs in the dorm bited
heavily and sometimes forced me notice their plots.after finished both
the pc mags,i left to see my baby.my baby avoided me in the old
woman’s arms for awhile.later i held him playing.he played with
tapwater for quite some time and let the old woman very annoyed.i was
told his mother will leave her school after 7 pm for night lessons.i
felt very longthy.my baby dozed awhile on my shoulders when we toddled
in waiting room and bedroom,but he soon woke up.we ate pinenuts and
nuts.we left home to receive his mother after 6:30 pm and dogs in the
street let my belly painful.the lamps was bright and parents receiving
their children herd.my baby made some loud voice and i screamed to
echo.soon we saw his mother.i copied a soft to make gif file and then
ate dinner.dogs modified the anonymous surfing soft,torpack,i uploaded
to my googlepages at http://benzrad.googlepages.com/or.rar and let it
illworking,hardly open any officially blocked website like bogger.com
or blogspot.com,while i used it on my udisk to surf blogger and
blogspot hadn’t encountered any problem.they broke my account into
midifying my documents and blogs at will,they enjoyed tracing and
stealing and messing as their pleasure,they born thief and
hooligan.and failures after failures they still bug me for their host
can’t afford its losing,its collapse and evaporing.
its a quite nice day.it telling me nothing went wrong.god training me
to be patience and fortitude.nothing out of landscape.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow,the white washed the dirty
black.glory to god.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

uncompetitive morning sunshine

i got up at 9:51 am.these days in dorm i sometimes felt loath to get
up,let me doubting dog’s biting in silence costly for my energy.in the
dawn i dreamed something but now i forgot.after getting up i listened
radio awhile then i went to borrow some pc magzines.more pc magzine
seeing absence there these days than when i first time haunted
here,indicating someone competed with me to borrow them.after retuned
to dorm i started to read one of them.at lunch i ate a fish but still
felt partly filled.the canteen full of qrrsers so i ate my lunch at
room.
i had not too much to utter now.at noon 2 songs in the radio lyrics
missing and i don’t know if u r missing me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with the unbeatable sunshine.

transparent sunshine morning,turned thick in the afternoon

i got up at 9:11 am and headed to see my baby at once.last night i
dreamed a lot,but the sunshine told me nothing special.my baby turned
back into the old woman’s arms when caught sight of me.and i
forcefully held him back after uncoated.i accompanied him playing all
the day.he slept when i reciting chinese traditional poems in the
morning when its almost 9:45 am.the old woman had left to shop.my baby
slept on my shoulders and in my arms for about an hour.after woke up
we went out to receive his mother.the door of the school locked.when a
man on his bike entered we followed to enter but the man on the bike
let us left.i didn’t move.then the watchdog went outside of the
outpost and poised to let us leave.so we left.that really disgusted
me.it let me doubting the reason why all chinese organizations liked
to enclose their territory and set watchdogs.for china was dominated
by dog,they fighted for prey,they divided china society into their
properties.they cleaned all livings alien to them,except their
prey.they r born inferor and they have no way to cooperate with other
living spices and enjoyed the plenty world together.so they r so born
to fight each other,to tear,to bite around.they r born to starve.they
r born to fear,and exert their fear and fright to anything in their
view.they deserve as a tool as a inferior product of human.opening is
their hate and their biggest enemy.human is their second hate and
their second biggest enemy.they r doomed to fight against human in the
end.and its hight time to extingush them from earth from now,as i
claimed in a post within google group,sci.language.
when we saw some of teachers leaving,we sat in front of the door
waiting.2 cops haunted 2 circles.and a car ported near the door block
our view partially.we soon saw my baby’s mother.after lunch i sorted
my pda awhile.then his mother left.i held my baby playing.we both felt
a bit boring.after 2:30 pm he slept on my shoulders when i sang in my
full pitch.first he slept sound near my left ear.after an hour he
partially awoke but loath to open his eyes.i shaked him up and we
started to eat pine nuts.we had a good time eating while chatting.we
went out to receive his mother after 4:00 pm.we ate a stick of sugared
gourd.when teachers leaving my baby directed us slide in.but a tall
watchdog murmured behind us,likely saying their boss warned not to let
us in.so we left and his mother catched us just near the door.i ate
dinner there.my baby pretended to watch tv concentratedly to ignore my
leaving and let us both smile.he now showily kept distance from me.he
really emotionally smart.
today is a nice day as anticipate.the weather forecast in the radio
let snow for two days but its warm and sunny both day.but the night is
cold.maybe next morning i can see white.
bye.i love u as usual.kiss u with bright.

Monday, November 20, 2006

pale afternoon but sometimes the sun is clear with clouds.

the cafe charged me 2 yuan even i just used 1 hour and 7 minutes.i
felt sorry for myself for exceed budget.in the room i felt had to rest
awhile,likely being bited heavily in the cafe which is very hot and 2
boys later aside me let me quite unconfortable.i read my post on my
pda till 2:30 pm.then i went to the libray of qrrs to borrow 2 pc
magzines.i went there on foot.a young man arrived there just before
me.i started to skim the encyclopedias when the man chatted with the
librarain.then the librarain let me wait her awhile for she had to
leav e for a moment.then i read a pc mag there and felt being
bited.returned to the room in the dorm,biting even heavier when i sat
facing the window to read.however i finished one copy.i just sense a
new wave of challenge launched after some peaceful days of break
passed.
no matter how illwilled the surrounding things,i had no worry to
hindersight.i know and stand in my position.the world in my view rests
on my shoulders.i had the id to respond to it,as the bible says,my
bread is the task my Father set to me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with the pure white of coming snow.i love u like
the roll in rolling.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

pale morning sunshine

i got up at 10:55 am.last night likely dirty willes thick and i almost
wet dreamed.in the dawn i dreamed attending the funeral of the eldest
brother of my dad in my hometown.the music for the funeral very coarse
and loudly.then the watchwoman of the dorm knocked my door to let me
receive a phone call.its from the group mornitor of my once working
place,saying last time i admitted to attend work time why i didn’t
attend so far.and asked me to call the department director.i returned
to dorm to continue my sleep.till 10 am i turned on my radio which
elaberate if grandparents caring their grand child should charge for
the parents.i knew a new web plotted by dog aiming trapping me into
machinery dog system launched for years in the short history of
prc.the group mornitor,a graduate once boasting his coorperation with
the nasty local hooligans within the organization now has a taste to
his descend.all the graduates now chose the pits set by the gov. to
let him temporarily partake the state power or public service left
with the same outlet,the same dustbin.they doomed to live in
humdrum,in mediocre.china now manipulated and monopolied by dog,which
refute any inprovement and progress except its biting teeth to steal
and prey,its dirty spying eyes putting anyone into foul or
criminal.anything original can be stained,anything with grace can only
be withered with the dominant dirty around.that’s the fate of prc.
bye.i love u.kiss u with mops of pale cloud.
dog hindered my download of anonymous surfing soft now.

pale sunny afternoon

in the morning when i surfed in the cafe,it turned to be slower and
slower to return a page from the net.dogs these days determined to
show their unabled to afford to lose.soon after i arrived my baby’s
mother’s home his mother returned when i just prepared my baby to
haunt outside.then i want to show my blog update within my googlepages
at http://benzrad.googlepages.com ,and i launched to set my
googlepages on her notebook.the all afternoon spent fruitlessly
attempting setting it but dog hampered my googlepages to
published.each time when i attempt to save modification and publish it
it let the page popup windown saying can’t save while its
disconnected.but it in fact online.it even let the popup window
showing from google.com.it really can shame anyone with its foul.
after i finished my shower in the public bathroom,my baby’s mother
held him went to see her mother.i tried again.after again being hacked
i gave up and left.on the way i met my baby and his mother so we
returned her home.there i ate dinner.i drank a bottle of bear to let
go the dirty after dancing with dogs.
returned to the dorm i listened awhile radio.and i felt better surfing
with crowd to avoid concentrated hack when i single out in the few
cafe users.
after all ,it s a nice day.i did what i can envised.dog’s hacking and
blocks only remind me how far yet the reality under dog’s surveilance
lagging me,lagging the advance of china,and urged me to fight with
more energy.
bye.i lvoe u.kiss u with the pure white of the coming snow.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

limp morning sunshine

i got up at 8:41 am.last night the dog’s bite is faint.i fell into
sleep after some waits.the cafe in which i lost its register card
finally didn’t return the key money i handed in of 10 yuan by delaying
to deal with my problem and let me trying to find back.it can be
safely to claim that in nowaday china dogged by dog there is no grace
anywhere anyway.every vendors compete to be bitchy.for there is no way
to warrent common people,common cusumers’ interests.social gathering
banned or under tighten surveilance.individule complains directed to
cops or civil department where to detain.
in the dawn i dreamed one of my college alumni,chenxinjian,handling a
task of dispatching and returning a form in which likes a population
survey to fill in ur name detailedly.then i envisioned a web service
to let people register their name online and write down their tour to
tourism on web and let the web constructs the virtual map of the
landscape,maybe a bit like google earth.in the end of the dream i saw
a chinese .com titled shushen(learner) or shutong(pupil) strived to
offer this kind of service.
its a ordinary sunny morning.last night i worked here for 4 hours to
modify my googlepages as well as my baby’s mother’s.i will see my baby
after posted here.
bye,i love u.kiss u.

ordinary sunny afternoon

the cafe i surfed in the morning banned modifying its ie settings so i
can’t use proxy.my email blog to blogger.com was blocked or captured
while email to post to googlegroup succeeded.when i arrived my baby’s
mother’s home his grandmom there.i soon held him outside to receive
his mother.on the way he fell into sleep on my shoulders.when his
mother appeared in the crowd of the students he woke up.we ate some
croakers at lunch.after lunch i busy with boasting my work last night
for making her googlepages ready and she admitted it.then the two old
sisters went to shower and my baby was held by his mother haunting
outside,leaving me alone trying to do some final touch to her
googlepages.but i soon fed up with slow speed and gave up.then i
operated on pc offline to sort my sd card of my pda,and attempting to
find my heading works when i worked for qrrs cable tv but in vain.time
glides and then all members returned.my baby slept sound in his
mother’s arms and till i finished my dinner he woke up from bedroom.we
ate dumplines at dinner.then i docked a cafe far from qrrs dorm zone
but near then the cafe i surfed in the morning.i tried quite some pcs
but most of its front usb port was disabled.and in the process i lost
its registry card.it took me 10 yuan as key money and likely a dispute
awaiting me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with jeer.

heavily hacked.proxy mostly blocked.google logined but returned a
interface without due logined information while open www.gmail.com it
open ur email box.dog captured and manipulated byte flows.

ordinary sunny morning

last night my baby’s mother asked for net storage for her video file
in our daily bless and i felt she now become enjoying cyberspace.so i
felt encouraged to went to cafe again after 9 pm to publish her
googlepages and registered her another youtube account.i finished
after 11 pm.before i finished some persons haunted around my seat and
i was heavily bited.however,i felt accomplished on the way returning
to dorm.in the night i felt weakest bite on me,but i however still
fell into sleep a bit late.i had to get up to make water before i fell
into sleep.in the dawn i remembered i dreamed first a man determined
to improve railway’s efficience and offer people a cheaper and faster
railway.but he was hunted by a laidoff of railway,likely a foremore
watchman.but the determined man finally succeeded.then i was brought
into the western area of china and there an old woman whose hometown
was eastern of china collecting a lots of old coins of ancient china
and with a woman caring her.she had a nice sword and won anothe young
woman by only a poise in their compete.in the end we r on a train to
eastern china and its aftermath i can’t memory now.
its peaceful cafe till now.i first time enjoy the widescreen lcd of
brand acer.gamers babbled but that’s the pleisure of digital life.i
will saw my baby after posted here.i can’t see the width and depth of
surveilance of dog but i enjoyed the peace by now.last night in cafe
after i posted my email to my blogger successfully via proxy and just
when i browseing a political group within google group the web was cut
off.and i had to switched to surf without proxy.so the surveilance
penetrating the proxy,through the byte flow.every internet cafe’s
registeration card seemingly serialized in the united number
series,indicating from a centual monitor.
bye.i love u.china never can seperate from the world.the brutal
surveilance system by dog and its dictated host never survived a
century.changes underwent unnoticeable.i saw the world under god’s
united kingdom all over.
kiss u with bright.

ordinary sunny afternoon

the cafe i surfed in the morning banned modifying its ie settings so i
can’t use proxy.my email blog to blogger.com was blocked or captured
while email to post to googlegroup succeeded.when i arrived my baby’s
mother’s home his grandmom there.i soon held him outside to receive
his mother.on the way he fell into sleep on my shoulders.when his
mother appeared in the crowd of the students he woke up.we ate some
croakers at lunch.after lunch i busy with boasting my work last night
for making her googlepages ready and she admitted it.then the two old
sisters went to shower and my baby was held by his mother haunting
outside,leaving me alone trying to do some final touch to her
googlepages.but i soon fed up with slow speed and gave up.then i
operated on pc offline to sort my sd card of my pda,and attempting to
find my heading works when i worked for qrrs cable tv but in vain.time
glides and then all members returned.my baby slept sound in his
mother’s arms and till i finished my dinner he woke up from bedroom.we
ate dumplines at dinner.then i docked a cafe far from qrrs dorm zone
but near then the cafe i surfed in the morning.i tried quite some pcs
but most of its front usb port was disabled.and in the process i lost
its registry card.it took me 10 yuan as key money and likely a dispute
awaiting me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with jeer.

heavily hacked.proxy mostly blocked.google logined but returned a
interface without due logined information while open www.gmail.com it
open ur email box.dog captured and manipulated byte flows.

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