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{December 22, 2006}   posts migration part 2

Sunday, October 15, 2006

a busy day with google in bright day.

 

in the morning i register my baby another goole account and left the cafe near 12 am.when i arrived my baby’s mother’s home they r having lunch,including the old woman and her mother.i ate with them.after lunch my baby’s mother suggested my bringing baby sunshine outside.he lingered before a bike repairer’s stall and refused to leave and asked for some thing i don’t know.so i let him leave.near the fried chieken shop a tall girl with marvelous figure attracted us and we stayed there till her left.then i complained it to my baby,saying i don’t know how to deal with such a good thing.my baby then asked for ice stick and a bag of fried shrimp and a bottle of water.we headed to the south garden where we first met 2 little girl,one of them with a pair of large bright eyes.i let them play my pda but my baby loathed to let them play.a strong man near blow piccolo.we played around him awhile.then my baby played with dirty water in the shallow of ground lamps,he even put his finger stained with the dirty water into my mouth.another tall young mother haunted around.in the only conversation i praised her figure but she didn’t repliy.we pick the path through sportsyard to return.the cops team trained there .
after returned i went to shower.then i played awhile pc.with the cool stool and biting dogs around my bottock painful when i left.i ate dinner in the canteen and let the female administrator watch my baby’s photos on my pda as i promised her.
more than an hour spent on customise my baby’s mother’s group.
bye.i felt quite placated with my works.kiss u.

 

limp sunshine morning

 

i got up at 9:35 am.last night i slept late.the neighbor hooligans kept chuckling and rattling lately.my grand old father from my distant hometown brought me into dream then.i dreamed my mother let my kid brother sleep with him in the house on a high land on steep slope.that settled me,for i think my kid brother likely in missing of his target.later a girl daughter of a general active in my dream.after getting up i head the path to my baby’s mother’s home and i picked a cafe in half way to blog.my home at myspac.com seeing its first guest,madison,and i spent some time replying her.what a chant.
for its late.i’d better to see my baby right now.bye.kiss u.i love u.

 

Saturday, October 14, 2006

bright day,busy with adding webcam

 

in the afternoon i can’t help eagering to register my baby an google account.i really enjoy google.the night busy with adding wildlife webcam to my google homepage,but hard to find available webcam of bear or leopard.qrrs,my once working place, set a party for the young staff in the dorm,with floating polar near the gate,and cracks and fireworks.i ate my dinner silently in a temporary room.today i spent 4 hour in the morning,3 hours in the afternoon and 2 hour in the night in cafes.i rearranged my google’s homepage so as to let the contents categoried.now its likely almost settled.dogs biting,and my fix time ran out soon.
bye.i love u.kiss u.

 

soft bright morning sunshine

 

i woke up at 7:23 am and got up at 7:53 am.last night i went to bed on time but likely in dream i felt keeping awake while don’t fatigued.i first dreamed in a attic with glass roof,we couple,with my wife in pregnance,with other 2 families shared the same room,all on bed while the pouring rain leaking in stream from the roof on the floor.then i felt had to relieve the urine which made me sleepless.so i got up and found dawn paled the curtain.returned from the toilet i met a guy with a cap on his head peaking the tv room facing my door.i in fact now don’t know my visiting toilet real or in dream.then on bed i continued dreaming the dorm administrators entered and left,and i just slept.then then interrupted me to let me know i shitted on the bed under my body and foul the whole building.and i know a crowd outside of the door peeking.i looked and really i shitted on bed.before these two dreams i dreamed another dream but it now evaded me.after woke up i missed jamie,who changed her picuture to show her maturity.these days i sometimes skimmed ‘be friend with god’ and so encouraged to trust god that i sometimes just had to lay it aside to let the feeling of plenty to stay.
last night i buzzed my baby’s mother and she agree my visiting my baby tomorrow.he is the brightest star in my silver velvet sky.we r all son of god.he enchanted me so much,and enhenced me so good.now from the holy message from ‘be friend with god’,i know the best trust is trust needless,to let urself absolutely independent.i indeed trust my baby in deep heart,i just can’t help loving him so smotheringly.
bye.dear.i now in a cafe far from starsea but within the zone of qrrs.i love u with settlement,with trust.kiss u with dear.

 

Friday, October 13, 2006

most of the day gloomy.

 

i arrived my baby’s home after 11:00 am.he was not so eager for my caress.i kiss his leg first as usual.then he asked for haunting outside but i hindered him for its cold outside.then he played with the clock.soon his mother returned.she now seems not so spoilt by my presence.she holding baby to kick me and let my baby laugh a lot.after lunch i boast the convinience of google and suggested to register her an account.she admitted so i intended to leave with her together.but our baby cried upon our leave so i stayed at home to care my baby.later i held my baby outside.we visited the sportsyard,passing the grocery shops my baby didn’t ask for juice.we passed a working team busy implimenting fiber wire underground and my baby interested in the hole to the underground.then we entered the south garden and chatted with the woman grocer.i bought my baby a cup of jelly.for the old woman urged not to let my baby eat anything to stain his thick clothings,i let my baby suck the straw instead of his prefered way to drink from the rim of the cup.he walked on the mall on the yellow leave for quite some time and find pleasure.when it started to sunshine weakly i brought him home and left when he cried for my leaving.i went to the nearby cafe to register an google account for his mother and finished all setting within her account.it cost me half and 2 hours.the cafe was almost full,and a cop attempted to sat aside me but i changed a seat immediately.after finished it in the cafe i returned to see if my baby’s mother returned but was told she was due to have night lesson and would returned before 7:00 pm.so i wrote to let my baby’s mother know the account detail and handed to the old woman.then my baby in sleet woke up and the old woman waved him to continue sleep.i waited he calmed down and left.
in the dorm canteen an female administrator talked about my baby and i attempted to show her my baby’s photos but found my pda ran out of battary.but when i took it out of its suitcase it was turned on and showing screen even i didn’t powered it.
heavily being bited here.a fat man aside me left half way.
bye.in the passed 2 days the cafe i m in now,starsea,charged me unfairly when i adopted the way to pay when leave.so i changed back to fix hour usage.i love u.kiss u with warm heart.

 

gloomy morning.

 

i woke up at 7:30 am and got up at 8:47 am.last night i slept on time and dreamed a lot.in a dream i likely in a rest room of traveling place like railway station or something likes,and worry my shoes.then in a room of VIPs,a man likely party secretary declared an bribery of a guy named zhu jiulong(nine dragon),or sounds alike,accounted to 1.9 billions.then some buy checked my radio and found 2 gold coins under its button worthed of 2 thousands.after getting up i head here,a cafe near my baby’s mother’s home immediately.the sky is pale and unclear,but on the corner turning to the path to my baby’s mother’s home i saw my shaddown on the ground on my bike.now it started to shine.i felt it will sunshine in the afternoon.
now i had 3 friends in gtalk to chat.even sometimes i doubting if i can afford it.
bye.my dear.i love u in beam.its now beams outside of the glass door of the cafe.kiss u with hot.

 

Thursday, October 12, 2006

in fact the sky is blue in daytime

 

in the afternoon i spent about an hour in the sunshine on the bench after returned from the cafe.then i returned to the cafe to modify my youtube account.in the rest of time i roamed in the garden till the sun fell down to the skyline of the reef of the opposing dorm.i worried my budget but i still think i m sufficed to do what in need and in want.after dinner here i tried gtalkprofile.com to find some firends to talk with with gtalk.now i settled and won 2 approvals.the road tends to be opener ahead.
i also subscribed some rss feed within google reader.i like science reports.i really enjoy the web.
u r likely under presure of finding a job duely.i bewith u the goodwill for our fortune in this land,in our kingdom to reclaim.i don’t know where is my village to settle but u r my outpost.i endured in tunnel so far but i walked through so many death match mine and i doomed to see the opening space.god,god in grace see my tumble and my righteousness.
bye.i love u.today i spent whole day alone,abiding my baby’s mother’s asking.i hope i can hear his mother buzzing me tonight to let me know if i can see my baby tomorrow.kiss u with sole miss.

 

peaceful sunny morning.

 

last night i read the new borrowed computer magzines from qrrs lately and finished the three.the neighbor hooligans whistled and cracked to urge me laying myself down but i did according my own schedule after 0:30 am.god descended to me and i felt safe to rest in peace and i did indeed.i think god’s leading me through after these days’ being bited.i really have nothing to worry,my baby in shrine,my kingdom in thriving, my people in shiving, only the stealer in charge now shiveling.its dogs losing their paws, its spies dosing wilderings.they strived to break the links among my baby and his mother and me,but we all intact.we don’t stay togather to love,but love togather to stay.its another milky late autumn morning, i was left freely to enjoy the free web service.i like it, and just need some time to familar with it.busy or free, times and times i saw god.
bye.i spent more than an hours here in the starsea cafe,customize my blog.hope u enjoy my home here.i love u.like the pure white in the sunshine.kiss u with whitewashed pale sky.

 

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

sunny day

 

i let my baby played with water awhile indoor and felt the animosity of the old woman.at 11:00 am i brought my baby out to receive his mother.but he disliked the way to the school and we truned to the sports yard where some students likely from a school of survey and draw.they appeared yesterday.i chatted with a tall girl among them.they had 2 girl both tall.i also peeked the telescope.but my baby strongly refused to see through it.there r 2 aged playing roll(tuoluo).when we approached them a large black dog with its woman host passed over.my baby insisted to follow the dog but they entered a room aside the yard.when i again want to see clear the another tall girl of the school my baby refused and i also felt the hostility from the body.then we played swing near the basket ball yard where the school settled.my baby started to be irregular and they let him fall down with a long stick my baby picked from ground in his hand ,but my baby kept intact.then we left and after passed the narrow door in the steel grid seperating the yard from the residential building when i attempted to tighten my belt,my baby itched and fell topdown onto my back and i catched him with only a hand onto his only leg on my shoulder.that can be said the most dangerous situation i ever encountered when i broght my baby outside.my baby usually sat well on my neck with his hands touching me.so no doubt the sorrounding hostile beasts irritated him.i looked back but can’t assure who threatened.my baby cried awhile and insisted returning through the door in the grid to the sportsyard and left the yard through its far side rolling door.i bought him a bag of candy in the grocer within the garden and missed his mother who left in advance.when we stood inside the door of the school,her mother returned from home and obviously angery.she demanded me to leave after lunch and angerer to my claims that dogs pested us.i also felt i’d better rest in the afternoon.so i left.my baby waved to me when i left.that let me more relieved.
on the bed in the dorm i soon felt into sleep,let my soul guarding my baby.dogs today likely crazy.but all what they can do is barking upon the wrong tree.
bye.an hour spent on adding music to my gmail.i love u,in heaven on earth.kiss u with bees and birds.

 

the autumn sunshine lingering.

 

i woke up at 6:55 am and got up at 7:13 am.last night i felt very hungery and being bited just after i went to bed heavily.i trenched them in the dustbin and i saw it uncovered in the morning in the corridor.its unusual in the passed days in which i got up late after 9:00 am is routine.i also had my breakfast so unusually that the administrator of the canteen claimed didn’t seeing me for some time.then i went to the starsea cafe but most of it was cleaning and the clerks loathed to receive customers.what i can say is that dogs always bankrupt quality of service.then i picked my bike and heading here,a cafe entitled ‘information supermarket’,near my baby’s mother’s home.i had beeing trying google’s video service and registered an account in youtube.com which was just claimed by google.i really enjoys the new stuff from the web.
bye.i m to see my baby.his mother asked me not to come yesterday but i think now that the weather so nice and so precious i should come with my baby.i love u,without any reservation.kiss u with budding.

 

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

sunny in the afternoon

 

after lunch i stayed in the dorm and strode.till 1:30 pm i started to read and immediately encouraged to see my baby now that the sunshine so bright.when i arrived the old woman had held my baby out,so i copied the video i shot yesterday to my udisk intendingly to upload to myspace.com.then i went to fetch my bayb,and i found them in the south garden on the square.an chorus consisted mostly of aged women and frequently sang songs granting mothership singing there and 3 girl students in front of my baby and soon left after caught sight of me.my baby in a cap and very cute.i immediately caressed him and the old woman asked for leave.my baby played awhile on the tablet and asked for food.the grocer suggested chokolate at a price of 1 yuan.we bought.the woman started to tease my baby,so i suggested to pay back the juice another grocer lent us yesterday.my baby admitted and we bought an ice stick and a bottle of water there.my baby now understood a lot of talks we had and frequently hum to reply me in points.after played awhile on the sportsyard and the sunshine darkened we returned.at home he laughed a lot with hide and see behind the curtain of the balcony in sunshine.i accompanied him playing till 4:30 am and then we went outside to receive his mother returning from her school.the watch dog of the school approached us 2 or 3 times to hinder us entering the school and we left with disgusts.then we near again the grocery whose daughter familiar with us and now lured us to buy her fried sausage.i tried to block my baby’s request for his mother not let me buing food on street but gave up upon my baby’s cries.the we triple united and heading home.i ate dinner there and returned.
almost 2 hours spent on html grammar practise trying to customize my profile on myspace.com.its really troublesome on allowing html code.it frequently errored when the code works well in blogger.com.
bye.i love u in stary sky in late autumn night.hope u allowed me to enjoy my personal peace life with my old family when u still refused to lend me ur hands.
some more pictures shot yesterday.i don’t want to waste them.

the Son review the autumn sunshine

Jan 2, 2005 – 4 Photos

Get this video and more at MySpace.com

 

cloudy winter monring arrived.

 

its windy and cold.my sleep was broke by the entering of the dorm admin to install a new lamp to replace the illworking one.last night my baby’s mother buzzed after 9:00 pm to let me know some person of the working place i once worked want to know if we divorced.their real aim was to urge our register of our divorce.my baby’s mother lied,saying our id card not at hand.when i told her her needn’t to lie,she lost her temper and demand me not to see my baby or a time a week.i know she suffered.
bye.

 

Monday, October 09, 2006

returns the autumn sunshine

 

i got up lately after 9:00 am.i waited my pda to charge till 11:33 am.then i headed to my baby’s home.the wife and son of my kid brother,who himself had worked in guangdong prov.,southern china for months,scheduled to leave for their reunion tonight.the son left at home while the mother left.after lunch my baby’s mother suggested to bring our baby outside.i doubting the son of my brother recently showing rebellion and likely hard to let him follow us so i agreed to leave him home with the old woman.my son’s mother left to her school directly and left me with my baby.my baby now quite some times irrelevant to grocers nearby but he insisted haunting one with a steep ladder to its window after passed some grocers.just after i chose a bottle i found i didn’t bring money with me for changing suit into working clothes.my baby cried to protest.then we passed again a grocer we haunted a lot except recently.we entered and found the daughter and the woman boss all there.the daughter teased a lot with us but they lent us a bottle of juice.my baby holding the cap in his hand as usual and drank 2 or 3 times.the rest was poured into the fountain of the south garden.we played on the tablet,and the sunshine lured me to shot and i did.most dwellers r aged except a girl with fit jean played with her nephew.i followed her some time and exchanged some words with her.then the disgusting old woman with her grand daughter in family name of liu,harrassed us many times,approached us and talked to us herself,letting me coughed 3 times and spoilt some candy the grocer in the garden lent us.after visiting the sports yard by the way we returned.i then busy with sorting shots but my baby asked for my caress for quite some times and even cried miserabely.the wife of my brother and the grandmom of my baby arrived soon.i then busy with searching for missing sd card of the camera.i konw my baby first played with it but usually he didn’t hide it.so i blamed the son of my brother,who replied always ‘mela(lost)’ upon my asking if he caught sight of it.his mother didn’t scorned him but i felt very anger to him.then the mother of my baby returned and got irritated with me as soon as i told the card missing.she kicked me and demanded me leaving.so i left.the kid sister of my baby’s mother summoned a banquet before their leaving tonight.
so that our day in the sunshine.i was being bited since my beseat.after all i felt placated with my shottings.my son’s mother condamned my publishing my baby’s shot but i just can’t help doing it.i just felt the pecular and precious of my baby’s shot in his infantile.
bye.i love u,not matter how i was spilt by the naughty boy of a woman of the same family name of ur.kiss u with hot.

the Son review the autumn sunshine

Jan 2, 2005 – 10 Photos

 

Sunday, October 08, 2006

sunshined after we entered the sports yard.

 

the morning really a bit chill.so after i arrived my baby’s mother’s home i had to stay at home with him at first.but soon he insisted to outside.i first tried to console him by let him in the corridor of the 7th floor.but he gradully let me holding him outside of the building.i m with a shirt and he also wore thin.we moved to the sports yard and he insisted watching the tennis yard.then i felt we had to eat something to drive coldness away now that he refused my suggestion to back to fetch some clothings.we bought a package of peanuts.i fed him with mouth.then he liked to play the sliding board in a residential area.the a little boy and his father arrived.the boy directly wanted to partake the sliding, my baby then started to shiver and i holding him return quickly.after lunch,we brought our baby outside,his mother went to her school and i tried to capture my baby in the beginning of winter.by the way,today is the winter chill day according to lunar calendar.he let me bought him a bottle of juice and played with the cap immediately.we entered the garden and i started to shot.after shoting we played with the bottle for some time.after we moved to the sports yard he played with sand aside the yard awhile and asked to play with the camera.when we moved to the center of the sports yard it sunshined.i felt glad and shot more pictures onto my baby.then we returned.after the old woman returned from dispatching dustbin,i started to sort photos,with an ear listening my baby’s crying upon his sleep the woman urged.i soon after my baby laid on bed sleeping finished my work and left after kissing him in dream.i really love him.
in the dorm i read awhile jixianlin’s auatobiography till dinner.then here i dealt with friend invitation within myspace.com.
bye.today my pda quote love message needs rewarmth like oil needed to keep lamp.these days i busy with setting up my google account,and logging my days,i really don’t know how i can talk to u,with ur heart in my heart.day by day, the life stream floating us apart and more apart,what i can do in my view is to let u know my life,let u know me,on the contrast to ur refusal to let me know u.i know i m likely burning into smoke,but what the meaning of striving to burn last now that what u interested is sidewatching and rating.
i love u.kiss u with windy bushes sheltering flower garden.
here is the shot of today.

the Son before the winter

Oct 5, 2006 – 12 Photos

 

first pale winter morning sticks out its head.

 

the sun can only be seen from open area and unclear without obvious clouds.after seeing it i more or less reliefed for i had thought it a cloudy day when i open my window.i got up at 7:56 am and immediately felt sorry for myself as well as for my baby son.last night i was heavily bited in dorm when i washing my feet and let it sank in hot water aside my bed.when i went out to spilt water,founding a tall pal stood in the door of tv room facing my door.biting dog not only from him but also from neighbor rooms and upstairs.i finished reading to the biography of jixianlin and skim the biography of german chancellor Angela Merkel.when the music from radio finished,i went to sleep.
on the way i doubting if i should see my baby first,but i really miss here the web to miss u,to share with u.and i think with my peace my baby can benefits.so i be here,with u in mind,with the world in front,with god in testimony.
bye.i m to see my baby,after i skimmed the news content i subscribed via google.i love u,in hard time and in soft time.kiss u with pale sky’s pearl,the sun.

 

Saturday, October 07, 2006

cold winter just over there

 

i arrived my baby’s home almost at lunch.then i launched to register the security soft his mother’s notebook adopted with sn from the web.after lunch i busy with modifying logo for my blogs.my son’s grandmom and her elder sister brought him and his cousin outside sunshine.my baby’s mother tutoring.after i finished she urged me to see my baby in south garden.so i headed there.my baby glad to see me and immediately led me hold him apart from them,the grandmom,etc.he asked for ball candy and let a lot of mouth water on my hairs.after we returned to home,i found something challenging.i blamed the son of my baby’s grandmom’s kid sister,who there to be tutored but at the moment idle.but my baby’s mother unease with his cousin,who later spoilt the coca onto the ground and hide himself in the corner.i then also almost sure he counted to the dirty wills floating in the room.i then sat down to wondering my kid brother,why he left his family here,and his wife in family name zhou as u,why she left her son here and left.then the little boy asked for shitting,i held him to the lavatory and picked a towl paper aside when his mother returned and found us.then i left to the dorm.i continued reading on the biography of jixianlin till dinner.first time my feet in shoes felt cold in the room.
today u r likely returning to ur school.what i can say its that i hope god brought us closer in the holiday.day but day i roamed among my blogs just in the aim to catch u face to face,and lead ur hand to me forth.god knows how fragile the balance i had now is.
bye.kiss u with the dropping of yellow leaves.i love u in patience.patience is the another name of fortitude.i pray for u by praying to god.

 

windy morning even in sunshine.

 

i got up at 10:08 am.last night i read the biography of jixianlin,the countable human art scholar survived the new republic.he studied the history of buddism and really in the companion of god.his beloved in germany when he studied there kept single all her life,and the 2 woman accompany him in china cared his full life when he started his career in china republic.
last night i complained my google account only offer chinese content even i set my account as from a us’,likely hampered by chinese watchdog,then this morning here i found again english content options and added some.thx god.
bye.i m here a cafe near my baby’s mother’s home.its near lunch time.i m to see my baby.kiss u.l love u.

 

Friday, October 06, 2006

a day of full sunshine, a day of middle autumn day.

 

dogs,likely 2 middle aged male in their 30s’, heavily biting here now paralleling with me aparted by the corridor.a girl facing near a seat.flies stood and flied over my head.dim light covered half the the second floor of starsea cafe.that’s the place i chosed after wandering about half an hour outside under the autumn sky.i don’t know if its common for cafe,or just ruined by the hand of dogs,which likely manipulated most of the internet cafes in china.
today i got up early at 8:01 am and headed to see my baby as soon as the charging pda ready.my son’s mother want to show my pda to her students refered by their textbook.i installed ms device emmulator on her notebook to simulating pda screen.then we started to haunt outside.his mother went to her shool and we played in the south garden.not so many children there,but we chose 2 baby girls with their grandmom and grandpa.one quick at learn and another domineering.my baby on my neck.when we leaving we met a tall and slim man from germany.we chatted awhile,while my baby constantly let his bottle onto the ground and let the man pick it for him.later the german fed up and claimed not to pick it any more.later on the way home as soon as reviewing it i can’t help laughing.but he and might before him those parents there accompanying their children,let my baby’s running nose running over to his mouth.till we parted the german and passed by the grocer and bought ball candy the grocer let me known.we returned home some minutes before his mother,who later claimed her lecture a success.
after lunch i went to common bathroom.when i returned my baby slept.his mother started to tutor her 2 stucents,including a new one,the son of the only doctor of her school.she bought my son a suit of sports clothings as the fee,but when she met us on the ground she said that’s her gift for our baby.i left after her 2 girl students arrived.my baby then had played awhile on my neck with a tube of eye ointment of his mother’s and mess a lot on my shirt.he farewelled to me gladly.
so its our happy middle autumn’s day.last night i called to my parents in my hometown.my second elder sister and the son of the third elder sister,and my eldest brother and his son there.i felt glad to chat with the son of my sister and told him no matter how he endures the striving contest among his classmates,which is cliche in nowaday china,he should be at ease for he always under god’s care.i tried to talk with my grand father but barely understood what he said.i just told him i want him to stay in the world for more years till i visit him with my new wife,and the old family,esp.my baby son with whom my mother asked for many times.they said my father got mind unclear for quite some time,but i believed in him as usual.he is my hero and my god.
bye.i love u.like sunflower in autumn wind.kiss u with beverage in aging mouth.

 

Thursday, October 05, 2006

a day of swizzling sunshine.

 

i arrived my baby’s mother’s home at about 11:00 am and start to sorted her dv.after lunch,we set out with our baby to shot the wonderful day.my baby played on the yard of the school his mother worked for and just let me alone doing shotting.all can’t be more nicer.when my baby needed to mop the dust on the ground to shift dirty wills from around,his mother insisted to leave the place and i suggested to south garden nearby.just after entered the garden my baby turned to irregular and i suggested to buy him some food.so we went to the grocer and bought him a bottle of juice.a woman likely the wife of the director charging the garden leaving the grocer and chatted with my baby’s mother on her daughter’s study which under my baby’s mother’s supervision.then we started to shot again.the sun ray is strong,so the cheap dv his mother had can capture the moment when we push the bottom,otherwise it loathes to shut its shutter for insufficient income rays resulting ghosts.so i learned to capture the motive moment of my baby.some of them list below:

happy national day

Oct 5, 2006 – 15 Photos

dogs and bugs,that’s routine when i read my pda after retuned and sat on the bench in the garden.
bye.i love u.like sunshine and like beshone.kiss u with straw from autumn rice field.

 

perfect sunny morning,in my memory the longest autumn

 

i woke up at 8:55 am and got up at 9:35.last night i dreamed some unpleasant things and i know even in dream u can be disturbed.i headed to my baby’s mother’s home immediately and lingered in a cafe in the way near the house.i tried my 2 photo blog of google with one i didn’t settled last night.the sunshine is really brilliant outside of the door and i felt i can’t linger here much time to waste it.
as a by-product of search u via web i enjoyed virtual id in cyberspace,just as i envisioned when i was kept in asylum this time last year.at that time my confidence was hurt and i thought i can only do what i can do,let my baby under his mother’s care,with which i had been so worried that i broke down before entering the asylum.what i can do was to blog and log my routine as testimony for my soundness.now i applied it in fact.at the time when in asylum i promised my baby’s mother if she treated me and my visiting relatives,including my elder sister and kid brother’s family, well and i will never sue divorce as petitioner.till now my baby’s mother had sued 2 times for divorce but herself gave up.i had to and abled to let her felt safe to live independently.
in a word,i really felt in god’s guide and placated.no more no less i can spend time and money on the web.
bye.i love u with tears dreed after so many ready beauties around but apart from me.kiss u with berry in teeth.

 

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

wonderful sunny afternoon.

 

its about 11:20 am when i arrived my baby’s mother’s home.his mother at home.she later in the afternoon asked me why i recently visited my baby a time a day, i replied that the sun so nice that i can’t spoil it.after lunch i sort her dv and shifted shots to her notebook and backed some to my sd card so as to upload to the web.then i tried to capture more of us with our baby.when its almost time for her to her school we held our son to sportsyard to shot pictures.after my baby asked for ice stick and i bought him one she left in anger.i then let my baby played in the yard in her school till the watch dog interrupted.then we moved to south garden where we played awhile near the fountain.and my baby asked for his second ice stick and a bottle of cock,and a ball candy.when he ate his ball candy on the rim of the fountain while i chatted with a little girl in family name of sun,the neighbor in family name of liu,harrassed us for quite some times,holding her granddaughter approached us and attempted to talk to my son,that just spoilt my baby son’s candy into the fountain and we left after the girl,sun.we again returned to his mother’s school waiting for the exam finished.crowd of students finished their test left around us.i noticed some of the girl students quite beautiful.after we met his mother and returned to home with her two pupils,i left to the dorm.
i read awhie the bible on the bench in sunshine in the garden,till i felt rest in the sunshine more helpful to the spirit.so i watched sky till dinner time.and as soon as finished dinner i went to the front yard of the cafe,starsea,wandering in the sunset to rapt in serenity.
an hour passed in trying blogger’s photo post function.
bye.dear,i know i own beauties without extending hands,but only u can fill the emptiness after my lust for girl’s flesh.i looked forward to the day i unwrap u in dear in eager.i love u,under the same sky of days and nights.kiss u with sweatings.

benalbum

Oct 4, 2006 – 6 Photos

 

milky sunlight in the morning.

 

i got up at 9:54 am.and headed here,another cafe between the dorm and the home of my baby.i just registered http://benzyrnill.blogspot.com .i just too much love blogger.com and can’t let any one register my blog title.
my home at myspace recently errs several times likely being hacked.but god let the wonderful staff of the company of myspace.com restored it swiftly.thx all,thx god.
its the fourth day of the national holiday,isn’t it?i forgot all date in the days and nights to set my home in cyberspace more hospitable.i may treat it like a business,as regard its the speedest and cheapest way to testify my being.hope u can see me
bye.i likely no more urgent to bliss.i love u.kiss u with warmth of late autumn sunshine.

 

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

really nice day

 

i arrived my baby’s mother’s home at lunch time.so i ate lunch there.after lunch i played awhile with him and his mother aside,feeding our baby with a kind of tasty grapes his mother’s school offered as national day’s bonus.then i did some modification to logos on his mother’s notebook.then we went outside with his mother heading for her school.the sun can’t be more bright.his mother warned if i let my baby eat ice stick she will kill both of us.but we ate 2 in the afternoon.we played in his mother’s school awhile,to which later his mother claimed she watched from her office and felt glad our baby played so glad there.she was there monitoring monthly exams.my baby walked on the heaps of dropped leaves and played with the dustbin.i washed his hands with bottle water.then we went to south garden,where he practised to climb the steps of the tablet.then he walked independently to the mini play zone,where he laughed a lot when played with sliding board.dogs and bugs there around but we really entertained.when we left the grocer within the garden told me my son’s mother had searched for us,so we headed home.on the way an old also told his mother’s search.so i speeded up to return,but my son directed me to slide to a round way till picked again the way passing the old to return home.her mother tutoring the 2 girl students at home.also there her mother and the son of her mother’s kid sister.i always glad to see young ladies and sang and recited chinese traditional peoms a lot.my baby insisted to let me care him when his grandma wanted to caress him.i left when seemingly his mother’s kis sister will arrived and arranged a second dinner out since last unpleasant dinner out several days ago i reported here.
in dorm zone,i read the bible on bench in the garden outside of the dorm but dogged biting.i kept reading till dinner time.after dinner i roamed under the clear sky and pink sunset, spirit let me breathe freely and freshly.
these days i haunted my baby’s mother’s home more frequent. but in every second u r doming in my heart.my day wasted in watch u in silence remotely in fact.around the core of ur back to me,i prepared so intently.
bye.kiss u.i love u with sunny sky.

 

bright sunny morning

 

a bright sunny morning.its beam on the curtain from the start raises me on bed.i got up at 9:47 am.and headed here,a cafe in the way between the dorm and my baby’s mother’s home,named xinlongyu(new dragon universe),to register my favored email account.

last night i went to bed earlier among these days,at about 9 pm.but i reviewed a lot.before going to bed i read bible awhile,so i was in the shine of the spirit.i reviewed the troubled persons around me bugging me,and settled in staying in god’s dome.

bye.its really a nice morning,for the sun rays,for the peaceful night passed.these days i talked less,one reason is that i busy with signup new accounts and customise blog,the other reason is evading bugging and dogging.the third is that i settled more time to care u,rather than my bubbles.god says words let u less sense love in heart to heart,i love u in peace in serenity.

kiss u with blossom.i love u.

 

Monday, October 02, 2006

sunny afternnon interupted by cloud

 

most time spend on customise.morning in baishi(hundred century) let me surer that most customers of internet cafe haunted there just to dirty will.i intended to tell u my dream in the dawn but gave up.nowaday seemingly everyone understand to sexually exert on others by will.
this afternoon i spent in my baby’s mother’s home.i busy with modifying my logos for my blog and my business.the son and wife of my kid brother,who worked in guangdong province after visited me with his family and left his family here,were also there.i busy with computer,likely spoilt their lunch for its more or less a ceremony dinner but i left them all aside.the wife of my kid sister left first for her stall,then others brought the two children outside to sunshine.then i continued to backup to cd after a haste lunch,till them returned.then my baby slept on bed and his mother tutored 2 girl stucents.i watched my baby in his dream awhile.soon the return of his cousin and the old woman woke him up.i then strode in the waiting room with my baby on my neck and sang.that’s all a nice afteroon with my beloved.
after dinner i read awhile ‘be friend with god’,from the same author of the ‘communication with god’ series.dogs illwilled around,urge my leaving.i left till its dark and to here.
bye.hope u happy holiday,baby.hold dear with my bless.i love u.

 

mild sun in the morning

 

i got up at 9:47 am.last night i worked lately after 2 am online to register my favored userid in google and yahoo,and customized my blog at blogcn.com.till now i almost finished it.
bugs biting now.
bye.hope u a nice holiday.love u with sunlight.

 

Sunday, October 01, 2006

sunny in the morning,cloudy afternoon

 

baby,here i m.last night the dorm was very dim when i returned there,seemingly quite some of the dweller headed to their hometown.i read <communication with god 3> lately till finished it.neighbor hooligan played even i ate some grapes brought from my baby’s mother’s home and its very sweat.i also drank some beer when felt lonely.this morning i got up lately and immediately went to sunshine in the garden till lunch time.in the afternoon i busy with design a logo for my blog now that blogcn offers the function of customise logo.i finished it in my baby’s home till 5 pm and when went down to the ground to receive my baby from his grandmom and some relatives of his mother.i hold to sports yard for awhile and bought him a bottle of water and a ball candy.soon his mother arrived and i left.
now i m in a cafe i first visit on the way between the dorm and my baby’s mother’s home.doggs attacking me.
bye.kiss u with cool.i love u.
for logo picture to large,i spend 2 hour and more to edit it online but just waste time.the cafe named longjiu(dragon nine),bugs there biting heavily.it cost me 4 yuan.after i finished dinner in a little restaurant,its already 8:11 pm.i did some customise to my blog in blogcn.com in starsea cafe and now again under attacks.
the street lost its usual day’s crowd.everyone have their gatherings,except me.in fact i also hurt my son’s mother.she shown her coldshoulder when i buzzed in to exchange daily bless.god’s know i m determined for u.
bye,the second haunt likely run out.kiss u with sweating.

 



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